ppl live for a purpose... wats the purpose? i dunno... wat is my purpose on living on in this world?? to be buliied?? to be miserable?? to be ignored?? i really dunno... wat is there 4 me to live on for? i shld juz leave quietly... i noe many ppl will be happy... but i dun dare to leave those hu really care 4 me... who? i oso dunno... maybe there is none...
i really have lost focus in everything... even my fav sport in sch... tkd... i have completely lost my focus in it... today i have already shown it thru my weird actions... i started staring into space 4 nth... kicking the sand bag non stop very hardly... making stupid mistakes in my pattern... wat has gotten into me? i dunno.. i really dunno... i juz feel very fustrated and stressed up.. i wanna give up hope on everything....
i am left alone... left alone in the darkness... nobody bothers about me... nobody noes annything about me... wat they think about me is not really wat i am... they dun understand me... in fact nobody does... in the darkness, i am scared.. really scared... nobody there to help me... nobody there to guide me out of the darkness... day by day i stay in the dark... wondering when will someone come annd save me... if not when wil all my sorrows end... when will be the day i left everyone... quietly... unknown... dead....
