there are so so many things happening, i dont wish to bother anymore. i dont want to keep getting irritated at people around me. i dont want to ignore people around me. but, i need some peace and quiet. please?
1:19 AM ; smile?
Saturday, March 17, 2012
i dont like the me when i open up to others.
12:26 AM ; smile?
Saturday, March 10, 2012
before i start on my pile of work..
well, well. many things are just so so -.- theres nothing u can do about it, even though u are damn freaking upset with it. pardon my language. i dont know. now, instead of flaring up, i keep quiet, i ignore. its rude, its bad, but it beats getting shouted at right. sometimes its really so frustrating! having ppl make use of u even u dont know them at all! in my lsm lab, there was this girl. wahseh. ask me how to do a question, i let her see, thinking she wanted to just see and write her own answer. and then later, she started copying off my work. haflway, i needed the paper. it was just left with this little bit which could be phrased by anyone else. she still needed it to copy. wow. hey, you are the life science major. you should know how to do it. why are u copying off the work of a chemistry major?
i swear by the end of university, my tolerance level towards people may well have increased by a lot a lot a lot. or i could have gone crazy by then. people should learn not to take things for granted. peple should know their limits. people should well know what is right and what is wrong. people should know what to do at the write time. can u imagine if u are trying to pay ur full attention to a lecture/tutorial and then this person who knows alot of things already start talking to you? i know i talk sometimes in lecture too. but, when i see that someone is paying attention i stop. know when to stop. what u do unto others, others do unto u. wait till one day soeone else do something like that to you. try putting yourself in other's point of view. i dont say shoes because it can be arguable that shoe too big too small all the nonsense la.
my gosh. by the enf of unni life, my blog would be FULL of complaining posts, angry posts, philosophical posts? siao siao.
