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Sunday, June 28, 2009

here's my horoscope reading for the day:

You are less optimistic and energetic than usual, rebecca. Your mind feels sluggish. In fact, your whole body does. You're either coming down with the flu or you are completely and thoroughly depressed. This would be a good day to take some time off. Some issues from the past may have come back to haunt you; perhaps you should address them head-on once and for all.

yea.. i feel real lazy and tired.. and i'm sneezing and sneezing.. dunno if its because of the aircon or i'm really falling sick.. maybe i'm depressed.. tmr's is MYE. i am dead. real dead. AHHHHHH..

2:58 PM ; smile?

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i am definitely going on a diet. this cant continue.. i dun wanna be super fat. -.-'''

10:08 AM ; smile?

Thursday, June 25, 2009

study! and pray and pray and hope and hope that we won't fail the midyears. =)

jiayou and all the best to all. the holidays are ending. while enjoying the last few days of holidays, everyone! JIAYOU and STUDY HARD! =D

let us all look on the bright side of life.. and never never think of the horrible past.. everything that has happaned has happened.. no point brooding over it... and i will try.. try to get over this strong dislike i have towards u. i will.

10:08 PM ; smile?

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

argh. i thought i had recovered from my flu.. budden.. i am sneezing and sneezing again.. haix.. bad time to fall sick.. cant concentrate on studying.. feel very sleepy and uncomfortable... zzz..

die die die.. 5 days to midyears. and i only finished studying maths. and i still dun understand quite alot of maths. oh man. i am dead.. i will sure do very badly for mid years one.. i only studied a little of chem and have forgotten almost everything. bio i just started cell biology until the functions of nucleus. still got alot more to go. econs.. havent even started.. really, seriously, i am so dead.

plus.. the weather is making me feel sleepy too.. its all dark and cloudy outside.. looks like its gonna rain real soon.. rain rain go away.........

12:08 PM ; smile?

Monday, June 22, 2009

mum's coming home tmr! haha.. with 2nd bro.. he said he put on 3kg.. of course la.. he eat super lots there then do muscle training everyday also.. sure put on weight de.. haha.. haix.. one week. i could have gone to china too.. if i didnt go for econs, then i wanted to go, it would be 15june leave then 22nd morning reach home.. then i rush abit go sch le.. but.. its too late to regret le.. haix.. haha.. next time.. i think december most likely going china. hope so. haha.. very long never go overseas le...

okays.. i shall do housework for one last time before its all mum's turn to do tmr! =) hehes.. tatas.. =)

jiayous to all for midyears yeah? and those withany tests or exams coming up. =)

3:03 PM ; smile?

Saturday, June 20, 2009

woke up this morning with my stomach feeling a little weird.. then i went to make coffee and drink.. haha.. now my stomach feeling uncomfortable.. just this morning alone i went to the toilet more than 5 times to egest.. lol.. shouldnt have drank coffee. argh.. why do i keep doing stupid things... hopefully later when i go for erhu lesson i dun kena stomache again.. one hour journey on bus got no toilet for me to stop halfway and use de.. lol..

gonna do some hsework.. sweep the floor and pack pack abit.. later after erhu lesson go amk hub buy some stuff.. then come back rest awhile.. study abit... then go ah ma hse for dinner.. come home study again? then go sleep.. haha..

i studied finish math le.. but i still dun understand quite alot.. guess i will do quite badly for midyears.. haix.. nvm.. after midyears i ask mum get me some tuition bah.. she planning to get me tuition but cant seem to find much time.. gonna squeeeeze time out.. hahha.. jiayou! =D

11:25 AM ; smile?

Friday, June 19, 2009

finally started some studying today.. abit of maths... sigh.. life without mum is really tiring... gotta cook, sweep and mop floor, fold in clothes, wash clothes...... so much to do.. and its never ending.. now i know how hard it is le... tmr morning gotta wash up my clothes and fold in some clothes.. then study abit, maybe go for a swim then come up cook lunch... then eat, study... lalala... then cook dinner.. mybe i dun cook dinner.. since bro not eating at home.. i eat bread and cereal bah... very lazy..

i thought leaders are the one that are supposed to take initiative? if u forget abt stuff once or twice, its okay. definitely okay.. but how many times has it been? u told me u not online at 8plus then u say later at night.. now morning le leh auntie... and u know that u are suppose to finish this work asap.. but u seem to be making no effort in wanting to complete it.. i know that i am being mean by saying all these here.. but i really think i shld voice out my thoughts le.. i cannot keep in too many things and bottle up all the unhappiness i have.. anw... i doubt u will read this anw... u dun come to my blog de. so watever..

12:00 AM ; smile?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

sigh.. i havent started any studying yet.. its already the 3rd week of hols.. and in less than 2 weeks time.. its the mid years.. damn.. i am so so dead.. gd luck to me man.. and good luck to everyone out there too. =D jiayous!

and.. dun mind me saying this out... u realised GPP the last part wasn't done.. u laughed abt it.. and then.. said nothing abt when we are gonna do it or anything.. so i thought.. u as the leader would somehow organise us.. budden.. no news.. gpp not completed. havent send to teacher.. u pointed out.. but u didnt say who gonna do or anything.. last night i did already.. its anyhow do de.. so dun blame me for anything.. and i sent to teacher le.. and then.. i know this has been over fr very long already. remember the online discussion? actually everything can turn out fine de.. i went online at 7.55pm.. then i saw only biwen online.. so i wait lor.. for the others to come online.. then 8.05pm.. i checked.. still only biwen online.. i opened facebook.. and on recent post 4 min ago that was 8.01pm? yeah.. the leader was playing facebook.. and still not online.. fine. let u play awhile lor.. since still got brandon havent online.. then wait wait wait.. 8.40pm.. the conversation started.. i rushed home to meet at 8pm for PW budden 40min later then the conver started.. abit too extreme already can? punctuality... if 10-15min i still dun mind.. but 40 minutes leh.. somemore when the conver started u two were talking abt other stuff.. abit stupid yea? that's why i got kinda pissed already.. then after that everything was super messy.. we talked abt WR outline.. i send to u all what teacher say the outline should look like.. u all say it is not what u all have in mind.. so change. and change. then u all got fed up and said no one understands wat u all were saying.. then someone was there kicking up a fuss.. minor issue also want to jin jin ji jiao.. then really realy pushing to the limits already.. the leader said she didnt wan to participate le.. then she 'disappeared' from the conver.. then after that say wan to meet the next day.. discuss wat time to meet and where to meet everything.. so okay lor.. the next day.. half an hour late. very nice hor? why is he always late? blame on ur com cannot start up.. blame on the bus come very slow.. cant u on the com earlier? cant u catch the earlier bus? wat's wrong with doing that? not as if u will die if u do that.. yes, u have problems at home.. u say that.. but.. u are not the only one with problems at home yea?in this grp work.. if u dun try to compromise, dun expect everyone to compromise with u.. it doesnt work this way. it takes two hands to clap.. not just one.. just try can? another few more months only and we can heck care all this stuff le..

hope u all dun mind me saying these.. just felt like venting a little.. sorry..

11:34 AM ; smile?

Monday, June 15, 2009

mum and 2nd bro are already in china... its life without mum for a week.. how will it be like?

9:23 PM ; smile?

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

lol.. tmr suppose to have 5 girls from 0905 come over and play basketball and badminton... then left 2... then now....... left ONE!! LOL. okay.. maybe its gona get postponed or something.. muahaha.. dunno.. see first.. now discussing with ah ma... haha...

monday was class outing!! it was fun fun fun!! haha.. i fell down alot alot of times.. haha while helping ah ma.. and then we were taking class photo.. i was told to bend lower.. so i bent.. then after the photo was taken can stand straight le.. i lost balance and.... ouch i fell.. lol.. so paiseh.. then after that.. i tried skating fast and fell down again.. this time real hard on my butt... i sat there and stone for like 10seconds.. cannot move.. too pain le.. lol..

then after that went for lunch.. wasted money.. =( lol.. then went movie... night at the musuem 2! haha very funny.. then went arcade and play.. i really suck at the basketball game sia.. hahaha.. so funny.. then went to BK.. the others ate.. then me and nidia and adeline just bought drinks.. and i bought ice cream to eat.. haha.. then we talk talk.. NIDIA ah.. HAIYO.. so kaypoh.. hehe.. joking joking.. no offence ag nidia.. xD.. we are all nice ppl yeah? =) muahahaha.. lol.. i very zi high now.. dunno why.. i think i siao le.. muahahaha...

okay.. ehhh.... tmr yingmin also not coming le.. haha.. lol.. will be playing badminton with my mum instead.. lol.. all pangseh me.. haix.. tsk tsk.. make me bake brownie and cookie today for nth.. zzz.. hahah jkjk.. no hard feelings..

mum's going china next week! i will be home alone with my eldest bro.. oh man.. i gonna become the maid for a week.. lol.. one month without mum at home.. wonder how it would b like.. hmm.. haha.. i think the hse will be in a mess when she comes back.. =x haha..

okay.. shall stop here.. tata. =D

10:05 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

just for laughs! =D

男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状

一、没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。

二、我忍着让别人笑话的耻辱给你洗衣服。

三、一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。

四、同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头。

五、你这么难看，我还说你漂亮。我这么帅，你还说我难看。

六、出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜（你省下钱当然可以自己吃鱼翅了）。

七、认识你之前我没交过女朋友。认识我之前你交了两个男朋友。

八、你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。

九、你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。

十、你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。

十一、有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。

十二、我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。

十三、我把你的耳机用坏了，我买新的赔你。你把我的自行车丢了，连句对不起也没说。

十四、你生病一次，我要瘦两斤。我生病一次，你反而胖两斤（你来寝室陪我，吃光了我所有的零食。）

十五、我没嫌你矮，你却嫌我高。

十六、你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。

十七、那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。

十八、我家的狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

十九、我给你洗了N次的袜子，从未给你丢过一只。你只在我生病的时候给我洗了两双袜子，就各丢一只。

二十、我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

~笑过之余..给你做个测试...我发现.看完我帖子的有两种人...

第1种:看完了笑然后转发的人.......这种人,爱情顺利,事业顺心,家庭和睦,福如东海.寿比南山,一生开心~当然了。.这种人也都宽宏大量....不会介意花点时间转发给身边的朋友...开心无价嘛~~

第2种:看完了没有笑也没有转发的人:........这种、人........别说了..............没的说了~~

4:17 PM ; smile?