Saturday, November 27, 2010
おそらく私はあきらめなければならない。
sigh. suddenly, the happiness disappeared. the fun disappeared. the liveliness disappeared. its dull, boring. bleak. i dont know what i should do or want to do anymore.
11:06 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
oh my god. my stomache isnt getting any better! sigh. i've come to the point where i don't feel like eating anymore! if i'm hungry, i eat, a few hours later, i'll have a bad stomache and everything comes out. and it just happened. why?! grrr.
14hrs later is my econs essay paper! and with this stomache of mine, i can't study! argh argh argh! i don't eat, i get hungry, then my empty stomach will start churning and churning, and there will be alot of air inside. and the air will try to come out from my mouth, making me feel like vomiting. if i eat, my stomach will still churn and i will still feel like vomiting. ahhh. and on top of it, i will have stomache. sigh.
i thank you stomach for trying to help me lose weight, but now is not the time. i got to study, i got to sit in the exam hall comfortable for 2hr 15min to chiong finish my 3 econs essay. i need to secure my As. i need it. so please? pretty please, get well by tmr? thank you very much.
12:02 AM ; smile?
Sunday, November 21, 2010
i need to study! but i cant concentrate. i should off the laptop. but, waiting to see when nidia comes online and help her with chem. hmm.. how to ignore the laptop that is on? i havent memorised bio, i havent started on planning, i did like only 2 chem mcqs. gg-ed. woots. and then, with my runny nose, i cant concentrate! ytd was worse. i sneezed non stop when i started studying. plus, my stomach wasnt well yet. omg. i hate it.
sigh. its a sleepy sunday.. i'm here trying to study, my two bros are sleeping, and even the noise from downstairs isnt as bad as before. perhaps many of them have gone for a holiday? well, i dont know. but, okay, i think the noise starting already.. there are ppl playing basket ball and tennis downstairs.. i can here the tennis ball getting hit, ball getting dunked, and ppl shouting. but lucky its not as bad as before. wells, mug time. sigh~
大好き... することができます私はちょうどその短い瞬間にあなたの思考を停止？(as usual, the translation is screwed. so, dont bother. ^^)
10:46 AM ; smile?
Saturday, November 20, 2010
私は病気になってきました。
sigh. nasal allergy. i thought it was flu, but it's not. cos, when i hugged my dear tigger, i went into a sneezing fit. =( now i cant hug it le. sniff.. i got to study. i got to. i intended to go to amk library to study, but but, cos of my nose, i cant. i will irritate others in the library cos of my sniffing and sneezing. sucks man. my nose is allergic to dust and cold air! omg. lucky is not serious one. only at times then will like that. it was much much worse in the past. when i was a kid, i woke up every morning with a blocked nose, damn uncomfortable. and in sec sch, each year i will have 'flu' for more than 10times. zai right?
sigh. econs econs econs. why did i have to have diarrhea just before it? lucky it wasnt serious, managed to control it during the paper. phew. lucky i did. i finished the paper right on the dot, but all i know is that i wrote rubbish. i didnt know wat i was writing. i think i gotit all wrong. all wrong. sigh.
alright then, no point crying over spilt milk (though i keep doing that). time to mug mug mug. mug what? BIO, CHEM, and if time permits, ECONS! and zzz. renovations, or is it construction, the drilling sounds like the construction type, not renovation. oh wells, just bear with it. 4 more days. just 4 days. press on everyone!
11:16 AM ; smile?
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
私はポケットモンスターたくさん大好き！=D
ふふふ
私は勉強する必要がありますが、私はちょうどポケモンに恋してる! あなたも！
what am i talking about? haha don't bother translating. the translation gives nonsense. lol. there's econs p1! rawr study study study!
私はあなたがそんなに好きかわからない
さようなら~
9:15 PM ; smile?
Sunday, November 14, 2010
i missed watching cartoons so much that i started watching POKEMON! yup, thats right, the childhood favourite pokemon! woohoo! haha watching pokemon makes me high! lol! i realised i didnt watch the first few eps of pokemon though.. cant remeber why though. and i know i missed quite a few cos of having breakfast with family and jogging. i think. haha that was years ago. could hardly remember. all i remembered was powerpuff girls being my morning alarm clock, and then when pokemon started i had to go wake my brothers up to watch. lol! cool right. oh my god, i really missed those days.
and and, woohoo! ytd my bro went to assemble a new desktop and theres a huge 27" monitor! wahahaha! imagine... after A levels, sitting in front of the huge screen, watching my dramas, animes and hundreds and hundreds of episodes of POKEMON! wheeeeeeeeeeeee! omg i getting excited just at the thought of it. and best, the pokemon series will not be the laggy and blur online streaming videos but clear, non laggy videos my 2nd brother has in his hard disk! YAYNESS! hahahaha!
cant wait for a levels to end! till then woohoo! mug mug! hehe. though i slacked quite alot watching pokemon! =P
till then, tataaaaaaa!
11:19 PM ; smile?
Friday, November 12, 2010
YAY! maths over over over! i will not and shall not touch math for a long long long long timeeeeee! =D
hopefully the results will be fine though. i'm afraid for chem. there's still p1 and p2 to go but but p3 was pretty screwed. i can say 2omarks gone alr. and 4 stupid marks was because i stupidly left out one part of the question. that part was doable and its 4 marks! 4 marks for god's sake. oh my. plus plus if i have careless mistakes.. thats like a lot more marks gone. my A! i want my A! please dont fly away! please?
well, not use harping over it. what i got to do now is chiong! yup thats right chiong. chem p2 on tues. i gotta secure as many marks as possible, full marks if possible (which is not). and and for planning i gotta memorise every single experiment in detail and vomit out everything to get tht 5% of marks. it may very well push me up to an A.
and of course, pray! so let's pray hard, mug hard, and at the end of it, mug hard! jiayous to all! =)
2:26 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
why wont tears stop flowing? why are there more tears flowing? stop stop stop.. please.. i cannot breakdown now. i barely started.so please.. stop..
12:30 AM ; smile?
Monday, November 01, 2010
let's go go go! omg.. the jj lin oh yea song suddenly popped into my head. lol!
its chiong time!
8:45 PM ; smile?
