Monday, February 26, 2007
hmmm.. today was kinda of a nice dayy.. yup.. had biology as first period den 3 periods of a maths all the way.. so we had late recess at 11.15am.. hahaha.. so my recess never ended.. LOL... at 11.30 is my lunch time before i go for the music audition.. hahahaha.. so went for the audition.. sighhhhh.. i dun o if its good or bad news.. there is a possibility of me entering the camp.. as wat zhou lao shi say.. but.. i gotta play the zhonghu.. he asked me to consider.. so under weird weird thingys... i said OK.. duno why i did dat.. kinda regret? haix.. dunno.. i need time to study yet.. now i got this music camp.. hmm... i will be busy.. and sooonn.. i will become a GAOHU, ERHU, and ZHONGHU player.. wahhhhhhhhh... kinda stressful le.. must manage my time like siao le.. if not i will DIE.. hahahahah..
audition wasnt dat scary.. maybe cos zhou lao shi was there.. lol.. it was nicer den last year.. and i am more confident this year.. hmm.. jiayou bahh!!! OH YA!! i must have been like a retard walking around the school with a gaohu and a erhu.. lols.. 2 boxes and one sch bagg.. zz.. WAT THE....!!
hmm.. days ago.. saw cheryl.. my cousin.. hmm.. she p2 le.. haix.. she likes to eat vinegar.. if u get wat i mean.. hahaha.. cant imagine wat will me dear cousin cheryl lim jia qi will like when she is a teenager..
total strangers. i feel that this we wat we seem to be like now.. really total strangers..
tired..zz.. got geog test tml... better go study le.. maybe if got time den play com later..
7:13 PM ; smile?
Sunday, February 25, 2007
ytd didnt blog.. hahaha.. firstly.. my mum didnt allow me to use the com.. secondly.. i was toooooo tired.. i fell asleep at nine plus.. haha.. and yuckily.. i didnt bathe and brush my teeth.. =x woke up this morning and brush my teeth for veryyyy loooonngg.. and took a looonnngggg bath.. hahahahaha.. too tired le..zz..
finally i did my hmwk finish.. zz i dun wanna do english compre so i never do.. ahahahahaa.. =x i so naughty.. i wun be going for english lesson tml anyway. the audition for the CO camp is tml.. YAY!! can pon lesson.. woohoo!! haha.. will leave class latest at 12pm.. hmm.. mrs tan said leave at 11.30.. whoa.. hahahaha..
okays.. i am gonna PLAY le!! yay.. go play audi!! =)
2:22 PM ; smile?
Friday, February 23, 2007
i am so so so tired.. slept at 1 plus ytd... lol.. at 1 am i was ironing my uniformm.. hahah.. study physics till 12 plus den did my zuo wen.. arghh.. so tired..
failed english.. gonna fail physics.. mr choo is a pervert in setting papers.. -.- arghh... did well for bio.. surprised.. hee..
okays.. dun blog le.. i lazy to saay dat much.. anyway.. i am pissed.. wats wrong with me being scared of ants? everyone is afraid of something.. and i am scared of all creepy crawlies.. inclusive of ants.. but SO?
6:53 PM ; smile?
Thursday, February 22, 2007
ummm.. just a short post today.. i was kinda blur diao during tkd.. omg.. so paiseh.. i accidentally kicked clara's face =x she bled.. uh oh.. i feel so guilty.. shit.. and and and.. qiao ni kicked me in between the legs.. lol.. lucky is non contact or else... uhhh.. lol.. hahahahaha.. -.-
studying damn hard now.. tml physics CT i dun wanna fail again... so tatata.. gotaa continue studying den gotta go do hmwk den go thru physics again den sleep.. ya.. ok.. bye..
heartache.. wats wrong with me? dammit..
10:10 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
zz. i am super tired.. wahh.. lol.. hmm.. ytd,, fun! hahahahaha..
before going to sentosa, we went to granma's hse.. my father's godmother.. we see her once a year.. and every year.. it seems dat she is getting weaker and weaker.. sigh.. it brings back memories when i was young.. she was so healthy.. so happy.. always played with us.. until.. sigh.. i guess this is just life.. yep..
after dat.. zz.. went home.. i was so so so so tired.. as i was just about to fall asleep.. we are going to sentosa le.. hahaha.. oh ya.. i didnt say the reason i am going to sentosa.. hahaha..my uncle bought a condo there and invited us over to have bbq.. hahahaha.. so we went there. and WOW.. it was BEAUTIFUL!! heeh... the scenery was nice.. the hse was cooll!!!!! hahahaa.. i naughtily took pictures of felicia and fiona sleeping.. hahaha.. i gonna put felicia's pic as my wallpaper.. hahaha.. xP while setting up the bbq fire.. JOLENE NG JIA YING evily wiped charcoal ashes on my face.. eeeyer.. haahhaaha.. my face was black.. ahahaha.. and had to wash them.. ugh.. and soon.. all the kids were playing with the ashes.. but NOT ME!! hahahaha.. lol.. i dun wanna play with ashes.. its yucks.. ahahahha.. so the bbq started.. zz.. ate quite little.. too lazy to go cook myself.. =x hahaha.. so we played and played and played.. hahahaha.. den.. at about 7 plus we went up to the hse and played cards!!! hahahaa.. my bro kinda poor thing.,. heee.. he got depression after losing my uncle's money.. hahahaha.. i won quite a lot.. till keefe took over my bro's place and boom.. all my winnings gone.. hahaha.. funny thing is dat when jia xing toook over.. i started winning again.. heeeee... lol.. but only played for a while and den we all went to watch tv.. and jolene was evil.. she kept taking my money.. -.- while watching tv we kept eating the new year goodies.. hahahaha.. was hungry.. so we kept eating.. till.. i was so tired.. and once again.. jolene was evil.. i became her pillow.. owww. her head very heavy lor.. hahahaha.. watch tv till very tired also.. till about 10 plus den go back home.. hahaha.. reached home at about 11pm.. lol.. washed up, played audi den went to sleep.. too tired.. zzz.. hahaha..
looking back at the past.. i remember.. hmm.. my visit to sentosa with my family.. it was comical.. i think i was still in kindergarten at dat time.. i still have pictures.. there is one with me and my brother clutching the teeth of a fake shark and i looked very very scared.. hee.. there is also one with me patting a pink dolphin.. x) there is a very very very funny one.. its me crying.. hiding my face.. hahahahahahaha.. the reason is : I SCARED THE MERLION EAT ME UP.. hahahahaha.. i was so gullible at dat time.. hahahaha.. i kept crying and my dad wanna bring me up but i die also dun wanna go.. and cried alot.. teehee.. i was so funny last time.. i had another trip to there.. everything was different le.. i dun get fascinated as much as last time.. there is one tower thingy.. hahaa.. i tot ii was gonna be very fun.. but it turned out boring.. hahaha.. the past.. the memories.. i guess they are all never meant to be forgotten.. yeah.. memories.. <3
and ya.. i am very happy.. the special bond can never ever be broken no matter wat happens.. reunited.. hmm.. hope this will last.. yeah..
arghh.. and i am sick once more.. dats 3 times in less den 2 months.. ahhhhhhh.. stupid flu.. or is it maybe i got nose allergy to dog's fur? grandma house got one doggy... hmm.. duno lehs.. now IT day le.. go do work.. siann.. later still gotta go out to settle some issues.. siannnnnnn.. lol.. kaes.. go do work le..still gotta study for friday's physics test.. yea.. BYE!!!
7:44 AM ; smile?
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
hello.. zz. i am so so so so tired.. zzz.. siann.. lol.. went to SENTOSA today.. hmm.. tok more about it tml bahh.. now to tired to say... tml IT day.. siann..
haha.. tired.. zz bye..
11:20 PM ; smile?
Sunday, February 18, 2007
WHEEEEE!!! today very fun!! hahahaha.. lols.. hahaha.. so much laughter.. laughed till my stomach ached.. heehx... lol.. siann.. go play com again.. =x hahahaha
oh ya.. played my audition songs today.. they sound.. hmm.. how to say.. weird? LOL.. hahaha.. it really sounded weird.. eeks.. i am scared!! next monday is the audition!! ahhhh.. hahahahahaha.. byez.. and once again:
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! MAY JOY FILL THE WORLD!!! <3
11:45 PM ; smile?
heyy.. happy chinese new year!! lol.. i thought new year is actually suppose to wake up in the morning.. early.. go bai nian one? lol.. my whole family still sleeping.. only i wake up liao... hahahahahaa.. getting the festive spirit le.. haha.. all the new year goodies.. yumm.. hhahahahaa.. later get sore throat hahahaha.. lol.. lazy to blog much.. ytd was a fun reunion dinner.. the scary thing was dat felicia vomited. =x kinda of scary.. but she so cute!!! heeelol.. we played cards.. hahaha.. i won den lost.. lols.. okays.. dun blog le.. i go play audi..cyas..
9:20 AM ; smile?
Friday, February 16, 2007
freak.. wats my budget for my fund raising.. FREAK.. how the hell would i noe? arghh.. i am so sorry.. but i dun really have time to think abt this.. why must this question be asked at me.. i am new to my role and i dunno anything.. huw the hell am i supposed to noe? ugh..
sigh.. watever.. back to my main story i was gonna type.. yep.. okays.. my dear gullible clara jie never come to sch today.. haha.. lol.. okays.. had CNY celebrations.. i performed.. booooo.. i played a few notes wrongly.. freak.. hahaha.. lucky it wasnt so obvious.. haha.. for the first time.. i heard.. a luod cheer for CO.. for this time.. i felt great happiness.. i duno why... i have had even luoder applause before.. dat was for tkd.. but.. somehow.. i am more happy today.. lol.. for some reason.. the bond between all of us in CO is getting stronger.. ya.. so CO.. JIAYOU!! <3
after sch.. whee.. we went to st theresa.. hahaha.. we performed.. one funny thing.. we played the song gong xi gong xi.. and den.. WAHH.. they played the song gong xi gong xi on the thingy.. ehh... i forgot wat is it called.. haha.. so funny! lol. the choir ppl.. lucky dat idiot didnt appear.. hahahaha.. but the choir.. kinda funny.. hahaha.. AND OMG!! i so PAISEH!!! my knee knocked an old man's wheelchair.. he got a small shock.. =x oops.. i was like saying sorry many many many times.. wahhhhhhh.. scare me!!! haha.. we served them food.. some of them so cute.. i asked one old folk if he still want more food.. he wanted more.. but only pandan cake.. hahaha.. so.. from the plate of curry puffs and cakes.. i took the only pandan cake and put it on his plate.. hahaha.. i took a long time.. hahahaha.. so funny..so cure lor.. =x ya.. den.. we pushed the old folks on the wheelchair to some place.. haha.. so funny.. the first one i pusehed was a lady.. she talked alot to me.. in DIALECT.. lol.. i dun really understand.. so i told her in dialect dat i dun really noe wat she talking.. lol.. my pronounciation.. lol.. hahahaha.. she offered me the mandrin oranges the sch gave her.. but i say no no no.. i dun wan.. haha.. its for her to eat one.. lol.. said it all in dialect.. so hard!! hahahaha... den the second one was an old man.. lol.. he gave me directions and have to push him all over the place.. hahaha.. den when i finally sent him to the place.. i lost my way.. ahahahha/.. lol.. so i was liem turning here and there.. looking for the way back.. hahahahahahaha... LOL.. okays.. den dat was about all.. lalala.. we had fun there too.. after the activity.. we were like forcing nicholas to pole dance hahahaha.. he eventually did dat in the bus.. LOL.. eeks.. now dao han and nicholas noe dat i scared of ants.. ahh.. sigh.. evil dao haN!!!! nicholas pole danced in the bus.. hahahahahahaahha.. OMG.. shake his butt.. LOL!!! hahahaha.. we were like cheering and laughing and clapping.. WHEEEE!!! we are all getting a special bond.. yeah.. hahahahahahahahahaah.. CO rocks.. yeah.. for the sake for CO i am willing to give up some things.. ya.. but tkd.. maybe not bahh.. lalalalalala.. srry for the change in attitude.. blahhhhhhh.. oh ya.. jessica said there was a fight.. scary.. hahaha.. i didnt see it.. but the way she explained it to me was SCARY!! WHOA.. hahahahahahha.. [ehh!?!?!? i didnt noe i blogged so so so so much!!!]
it have been a long long long time ever since i was this happy.. for so long.. i didnt dare to cheer.. lol.. but today.. i cheered.. shouted.. screamed.. laugh.. very happily.. dats the joy CO has brought to me.. =) i guess with CO.. i can be really happy for a long time.. now dat i finally noe the true CO.. the true.. happy fun.. bonded CO.. CO!!!! <3
okays.. dun blog le.. byez.. and wish u all a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!! oh ya.. tml daddy cominbg back from china for the CNY le!! yay!!! my hp will be topped up tml.. YAY!!! whooo.. happiest day of school so far.. yep..
6:18 PM ; smile?
Thursday, February 15, 2007
zzz.. i am tired.. wahh.. today very tiring.. yea.. PE.. wahh. skip till my legs all muscle ache.. sweat like siao.. super tired.. siann.. lazy to blog too much.. after sch.. siann.. even more tiring.. tkd.. wahh.. super super tiring for me.. lol.. i kinda very tired.. and dai.. lol.. duno why these fews days i dai dai one.. i siao le.. dies..
tml.. performance.. wish me luck.. hope i dun freak.. yepp.. 10am we gotta go CO room there le.. siann.. den after sch gotta go old folks home.. perform for them.. sian.. grouped with choir.. hope i dun see dat idiot or else i will mash him up.. yeah.. i hate him.. duh.. who wouldnt?
go complete my hmwk.. den slp le so tired..
wishful thinking..
11:12 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
YO.. backk booo.. tired.. haha..
okays.. back to talking abt today.. its valentines day.. makes me kinda sad.. haha.. memories.. walked to school.. siann.. hahaha.. reached school. hmm.. went to find clara den to find my other dear jies.. haha.. gave them hearts... 3 hearts.. dunno wat will 3 hearts mean.. hmm.. but to me most probably.. I LOVE U JIES!! hahaha..owe clara her present.. woot.. i got quite a few presents.. from.. yeesin, xinpei, jiamin, jiayi, amanda, mrs tan, cai lao shi and yuting.. omg.. first time i receive so many v day gift.. wahh.. tml getting one from clara.. ^^
ahh.. i cannot.. control myself le.. i cried in school.. ... i cant believe it!!! i failed my physics test damn hell badly... 2.5/15.. GOD DAMN IT!!!! its like getting one mark out of 6 marks.. ahhhhhhhhhh.. i get my paper only CRY.. ahhhhh.. lucky.. i got A1 for my chinese so still at least happy abit.. but den/.. wahh.. i wanna die le.. i gonna fail my A maths.. 100% ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... cry like siao lor me.. sigh.. but thankies to CHINESE ORCHESTRA!! i cheered up!! YAY.. hahahahaahaha..
lalala.. my bro chasing me away.. ... siann.. bye..
10:22 PM ; smile?
so sad.. lol.. ahh.. go for tuition.. later den blog again.. ya.. byebye..
valentines day rocks!! hahaha..
6:59 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
i was once a person.. a persn who throws her temper as and when she likes.. making people unhappy.. den.. i became a person.. who lives for tkd.. den.. became a person.. who stops throwing temper and became very moody.. now.. my temper isnt really dat bad le.. and i live for one purpose.. CO.. surprising how a person can change so much.. i once hated CO.. yet now i love it so much.. now.. i have changed.. changed.. after all my experiences in life.. and now.. through two experiences.. i realised one thing.. one hurtful.. horrible.. painful thing.. love hurts.. falling in love can hurt.. i guess its better to be loved den love.. yeah.. for this valentines day.. may all couples be together eternally.. may all of them realise who their through love is.. and dun hurt the one dat is ever so dear to u.. valentines will just be another ordinary day for me..
its painful.. hurtful.. i hope to get over it soon..
9:11 PM ; smile?
giving up.. yeah.. i am too weak.. too weak to face all these.. let me escape from this.. can?
i am sorry...
6:12 PM ; smile?
okays.. back.. oww... pain.. uhh... lol.. so yucks.. i keep falling sick.. ahhh.. lol.. this time not really sick.. just my stomach not feeling well.. hahaha..
sianned.. gotta do english.. lalal.. and chinese.. lalala.. and chemistry.. lalala.. and physics.. lalala.. and.. study for maths test.. lalalaa.. and.. ehh.. cant remember le.. haha.. later den go check.. byez..
12:11 PM ; smile?
hahaha.. went to school just now.. siann.. lol.. super siann.. went to get my chem theory.. hahax.. so sian.., ahh.. wats wrong with my stomach.. die.. stomach ache again.. tatatattatata.. blog again later bahh..
12:04 PM ; smile?
whoa.. some 12 yr old audi kid ask me to stead with him in audi.. i was like.. -.- i purposely dun reply him he say kena rejected so sad.. HAHA.. dunno lehs.. if got FATE.. haha.. next time see him.. consider bahh.. lol.. anyway its only stead in audi.. not gonna meet or anything.. wahh.. but he younger den me lor.. LOLs.. laugh like siao.. HAHAHAHAHAHA...
IT day!! woots.. teacher haven put the assignments up yet.. siann.. gotta wait. i faster finish my work wanna play audi.. LOL.. byez..
7:48 AM ; smile?
Monday, February 12, 2007
is there a prob with blogger? hmm.. my posts wun appear lehs.. sigh.. haha
5:45 PM ; smile?
wheee.. today CO quite fun!!! yay.. lols.. though i kinda had a sudden huge headache when i went into the co room.. guess there is alot of work for me to do.. yeah.. stress.. sigh..but den.. things got better!! haha.. i kinda screwed my solo.. not exactly screwed.. my gaohu was so evil to me.. it SCREECHED.. eehhh.. lucky its not so loud.. hee.. but SOLO lehs!! everyone can hear until de lor.. AHHH.. lol..
zz.. haha.. i slept during english lesson.. =x lol.. teacher dun even noe.. hahahahaha.. too tired bahh.. yesterday did my work till like 12 plus.. slept at 1am liidatt... haha.. bio test.. WAHHHHHHHH... kinda hard.. die liaoz.. uh oh.. now got break le.. 2 weeks break till the next test.. JIAYOU!!
tml no sch!! its IT day!! YAY!!! can play com also.. hahah.. later play awhile beofrei go complete all my hmwk.. yep.. =)
forgive and forget.. yea.. dats the way.. i am so glad dat i finally learnt to forgive and forget.. its not a nice thing to hate ppl.. i was in the wrong.. and i hope i was forgiven too.. i am just glad dat i sort of reconciled with two frens.. yea.. =) getting hold of my life..
valentines day? hmm.. dots.. my schedule.. school. den co.. den tuition.. den go home sleep.. hahaha.. valentines day will just be an ordinary day.. yup.. no special events and i doubt dat there will be surprises.. haha..
5:31 PM ; smile?
Sunday, February 11, 2007
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6:58 PM ; smile?
hmm.. read thru quite alot of my posts.. from november onwards to january.. sigh.. kinda depressing.. dunno why.. just felt tears in my eyes.. didnt cry out though.. just been thinking abt my choices and decisions.. how much i have been hurt.. how many mistakes i have made.. i feel so stupid.. kinda regret wat i did in early january.. i shldnt have made dat decision in the end.. its all too late to go back now i guess.. no.. its too late.. AND impossible to go back to the past.. yeah.. so.. i have to forget.. forget everything dat had happened.. even though it will hurt.. alot..
i must study and yet i am reading my blog? shit me la.. still got alot of hmwk to do.. watever.. dun blog le.. bye..
3:29 PM ; smile?
Saturday, February 10, 2007
tired.. head hurts alot.. i think i am gonna die of over tiring soon.. thanks to all the work THROWN at me.. maybe i shld give up.. give up the one thing dat was ever so precious to me.. tkd...
11:28 PM ; smile?
wat is wrong with me.. the common tests arent over yet.. i got alot of hmwk to do and yet i am playing computer and doing my cca work instead,, stupid rebecca.. u are very stupid.. wat in the world are u doing.. u are suppose to be studying.. and u havent wash ur hamster cage like for 2 weeks? pls rebecca.. get a life..
i cant escape from reality.. i guess.. i want to avoid something which i cant.. and its.. painful?
10:38 PM ; smile?
wat is wrong with me.. why cant control my temper.. argh.. watever.. i am losing focus in everything.. sigh..
go for tuition liaoz..
4:05 PM ; smile?
my bro told me this.. i cannot concetrate too much on my CCAs.. i must concetrate on my studies or else i will turn out like him.. he told me.. if i really cant cope with my work.. i have to give up one cca.. and of course without thinking.. the cca i have to give up will be TKD.. but.. i will try... try to manage my time well.. so dat i dun have to quit tkd.. the reason why i have to quit tkd is very obvious.. it isnt as important as CO.. yeah.. but if i quit.. will i still be happy? maybe yes.. cos now.. tkd is slowly making me lose interest in it.. i dun o why.. its like.. tkd is never on my mind.. where ever i am.. my only thoughts are CO.. i duno.. i have changed.. i duno why.. but no matter wat.. i will try .. to manage my time well and not quit tkd.. i will try my best.. yeah..
but.. currently.. i am tired.. too tired... too tired to care about anything.. too tired.. sometimes.. i just wanna give up..
9:42 AM ; smile?
Friday, February 09, 2007
common test left with monday den got a few weeks break before the next paper.. siann... my chemistry.. sigh.. i confirm minus a few marks le.. hope its less den 10 bahh.. i skipped a question cos i duno how to do.. sigh..
WAHHHH... owwwwww.. my leg very pain!!!!!! eeeks... i fell down.. lol.. one fall cos me three small bruises... one of which is still bleeding.. LOL.. haha.. the plaster not big enuf t cover the wound,, but i tot of a way anyway.. hehe..
siann.. tired.. go play com.. so long nver play le.. LOL.. actually its 2 days nver play le.. haha.. kaes go play audi le.. bye...
sigh.. are u really a liar?
3:31 PM ; smile?
Thursday, February 08, 2007
so tired!!! common tests and yet still have CO.. there is no choice.. but i dun mind.. yeah. so tired.. tuesday.. studied till at night with my swollen eyes.. lol.. gave up at 9 plus go and slp.. the next morning i woke up at 4 plus to study.. wahh.. so tired.. den.. wednesday.. was like.. whoa.. sch.. CO.. tuition.. den.. home to study for chinese.. studied till 11pm den went to slp and woke at 5am to continue studying.. lols.. in the end i forgot one chi yu how to write.. sigh.. so tired. today i fell asleep during physics class.. siann.. for a short while.. den.. suring CF period.. teacher ask us to study for test.. the whole class.. almost the whole class were sleeping.. haha.. so tired.. zz.. i slept too.. hee.. too tired.. yep..
things are different now.. i used to love tkd alot.. but not so much now.. i used to dislike CO.. yet now.. i LOVE it and i dun think i can live without it.. CO.. JIAYOU!! CO camp audition.. hmm.. i got selected to go for the audition.. hmm.. i think i will try to get through the auditions.. i will try hard.. =) all the best to all selected ppl.. i so suay.. sigh.. have to audition both erhu and gaohu.. sighh.. now my name is like printed big.. on the co board.. haha... lol..
one month has passed..
10:47 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
woke up this morning and got a HUGE shock.. my eyes were super swollen.. WAHH.. its because of my flu.. lol.. everytime i get flu my eyes will sw3ell cos i tend to rub them alot.. hee.. but den.. wahh.. this time is the worse one.. my eyes swell like siao.. omg lor..
got to sch.. didnt dare to look up.. my eyes so swollen.. my eyes can hardly be seen.. lol... but after dat it got better le.. not as swollen.. but its kinda pain.. did my english and geog test with my eyes hurting alot.. wahh.. geog i was like hunting the map for the place.. hunt till my eyes so pain.. hahahaha.. lol.. after the tests still gotta strain my eyes at the ppt slides.. sigh.. so pain!!!!
hmm.. common tests.. my english.. sigh.. i anyhow do one... zzz.. geography.. ok la.. only last 2 questions not sure how to do.. anyhow do.. hee... after i did finish both tests.. wahh.. i used up 2 packs of tissue.. stupid flu.. LOL.. sick for 2 times in less than 2 months.. sigh..
xinpei was like REBECCA DUN BE SAD!!! WHY U CRY!?!?!?!?!?!?! LOL.. i was like. NO!!!! I NEVER CRY!!! ONLY MY EYES SWOLLEN!!!! hahahahaha... she bully me.. say i go home go and sleep.. i say cannot gotta study.. den she take my books away.. hahaha.. i was pleading her to give me back the books.. hahahahahaha... why everyone think i cry one? if i cry i wun be laughing.. dammit... my eyes must have been very sowllen for them to notice it bahh.. but once again.. I DIDNT CRY!!!!! hahahahaha..
after sch.. siann.. straight away go CO room.. zzz.. tuned my gaohu.. den brought it down to the hall.. den ate lunch.. den.. went back to hall for the rehearsall... so siann.. in the CO room.. we got scolded.. sigh.. all because of justin ding zui.. den mrs tan our co in charge scold.. sigh..
kaes.. gonna go study le.. tml got SS.. uh oh.. i just realised dat i forgot to take the SS notes from ms seh's pigeon hole.. grrrr..
4:34 PM ; smile?
Monday, February 05, 2007
common tests starts tml.. sigh.. wun be blogging dat much for 1 week le.. haha.. gotta start studying serioussssly hard.. yep.. or will die de.. i haven study for tml's papers yet.. so gonna study liao.. tatata..
till den.. cyaz.. =)
8:21 PM ; smile?
my physcis tb.. has a torn page.. arghhh.. so pissed. wat the hell are u.. u tore my book.. not only did u not apologise.. u even say.. aiyah.. small thing only.. pls la.. no one ever gave u the permission to touch my things.. cant u use ur own book.. u buy textbook not to use one ar? idiotic.. small thing only.. ok.. i tear ur book lah.. see small thing anot lah.. i stilll have to use this tb for like another 1 year 10 months.. pls la.. at least.. at least at least at least apologise.. cant u do dat? my physics tb.. arghh.. all cos of it.. made me lose focus in my test.. and now i confirm 100% will fail my test.. shit u lah..
die die die die die.. fall sick again.. sigh.. bad flu.. i sneezed like many many many many times during CO... wahh.. CO was FUN!! haha.. very fun.. and i learnt new stuff.. yeah.. my skills are slowly improving!!! YAY!!! i am so gonna make sure dat CO is never ever gonna be loked down on ever again!!! show dat CO can achieve better den CHOIR.. hmppff.. i dun care.. arghhhhhh.. let me stop sneezing!!!!!!!!
kor go sentosa le.. sigh.. i wanna go!!! too bad i cant.. CO ended late and den i stil gotta study for tml's geog and eng CT.. sigh.. zzz.. hope i will get better by tml.. yeah.. sneezing.. sniffing.. SUPER UNCORMFORTABLE.. lucky i dun have a fever.. my temp. is 36.7 degreea.. phew.. but i still feel so sick.. siann.. my stomach hurts too.. not diarrhea.. just pain.. sigh.. sick 2 times in two months.. ARGHHH!!!!
die die die die die.. i keep forgetting stuffs.. die die die die die die die... lucky i found my file le.. lol.. today i was like thinking abt something and all of a sudden i forgot wat i was thinking abt.. i kinda dai for awhile... lol.. oh.. just remembered.. gotta research on something for tml's english CT..
guess things will never be the same again.. yep..
7:12 PM ; smile?
Sunday, February 04, 2007
sigh.. tml suppose go sentosa go see my third uncle's hse de.. he bought a hse there wanna invite me and my family over.. but den.. i cant go.. my bro going.. i not.. cos .. i got CO.. sigh.. i got n choice.. CO is my responsibility.. i have to go for CO.. yeahh...
SIANN.. i AM SO DEAD!!! i lost my file la.. wat the.. all my wkshts inside,, tml first 2 periods chem and den got wksht as hmwk.. all in my file.. die.. tml have to go hunt for my file in some homerooms.. shit LAHH!!!! gotta study for bio test.. SIANN.. i never do my english.. dun care i dun od.. hmpff.. LOL.. so study for physics le bahh..
tkd.. my life.. co.. my responsibility... without them.. i will be almost nth.. sigh.. lol.. why am i crapping? but.. my life.. has been ruined.. yeah.. its no longer fun..
9:42 PM ; smile?
Saturday, February 03, 2007
sigh. thinking abt wat happened yesterday.. sigh.. just feel like crying.. not because of yesterday.. because of.. sigh.. i dunno.. now no one at hom.. guess its the best time for me to cry bahh.. yeah..
9:23 PM ; smile?
YO.. back from erhu lesson.. hee.. lol.. siann.. was late for the lesson.. haha.. before the lesson took a long bath.. lol.. haha.. was late for the lesson.. haha.. YAY.. i can play the kong shan niao yu properly le.. hahahaha.. but den got one part not so good.. =( haha.. now gotta memorise the song.. haha.. i already can memorize le.. haha..
siann.. now eating my lunch.. went to the macdonald opp the amk library there and da bao.. lol.. haha.. bothing to say le.. haha.. gotta eat.. wash hamster cage.. den go do hmwk and study for tests.. hahaha.. BYE!!
2:21 PM ; smile?
wahh.. i was too tired yesterday.. haha.. didnt bathe or anything fell asleep le.. hee.. so now i still in my school uniform.. hahaha.. lol.. yucks rite.. haha.. gonna bathe le.. lol.. bye!!! hahahaha.. later got erhu lesson..zzzzzzzzzzz.. =P
10:12 AM ; smile?
Friday, February 02, 2007
SO DAMN PISSED!!!!! ARGHH.. stupid choir idiot.. thing he so big ar? i was playing my gaohu outside co room.. stupid dumb fuck.. stand down there and say.. am i suppose to put some money? WAT THE FUCK!!!! please lah.. i am not some sort of beggar rite? idiot shit.. lucky i never go and punch him ar.. idiot.. CHOIR big meh? choir so big dat can despise CO meh? i will prove.. prove dat co will achieve much much much better den CO.. just wait and see.. u CHOIR freaks.. stupid idiots.. i nice to bully meh? i hate it.. why must i always be made angry when i am in a good mood.. WHY??? WHY THE HELL MUST ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME?? WHY????? why.. do u all wanna see me really break down.. do u all really want me to leave this world.. i hate it.. [pardon me for being so vulgar.. i am just so darn pissed]
lessons today were fun.. yeah.. especially assembly period.. haha.. me and jessica laughed like siao.. lol.. hahahaha.. someone bian bi.. heee..
i was in such a good mood.. and yet got pissed.. haix.. i hate it all..
off to play audition le bahh
bye..
5:28 PM ; smile?
if i am not wrong.. i guess the cold war has ended/.. yeahh.. finally i can have a little peace/./ hee.. zz.. tired.. now 12 plus le.. sigh.. just finish english project only.. kaes.. off to bed if not tml cant wake up den DIE.. lol..
one more mug to go.. and YAY!! heeh..
12:16 AM ; smile?
Thursday, February 01, 2007
YAY.. think i gonna sell another mug le!! now just gotta find a day to meet her.. but trying to meet her is too hard.. lol.. haix.. maybe cant be sold.. dots.. lalala...
6:20 PM ; smile?
hello.. zz.. haha.. lol.. back from school.. cip today was fun!! hahahaha.. we went up 9 floors of one hdb flat.. lol.. collected loads of newspapers.. wahh.. hahaha.. so fun.. choon keat abit siao siao de.. hee.. =x lol... fun... yeah.. =)
sigh.. cold war.. between my bro and my mum.. arghh.. getting so stressed from it.. sigh... all because of my eldest bro.. my mum and dad quarrell.. sigh.. can tell dat my dad isnt feeling well.. ytd he called from china and he was like coughing alot.. arghhh.. i hate it.. why must reality be so cruel?? arghh.. unfairness.. tch.. dun wanna talk abt it le..
studies.. wahh.. kinda blur.. haha.. chemistry.. sigh.. teacher teach damnnnnn slow.. lol.. physics.. teacher try to explain to the others till i from understand till abit blur.. haha.. biology.. i memorize the book till i blur.. hahahaha.. maths.. die.. i dun understand the completing the square method thingy.. cos when teacher was teaching dat dat time i was sick and slept thru his lesson.. sigh.. now i blur during his lesson.. english.. forget abt.. i suck at english... its surprising dat i am in the best english class... lol.. chinese.. lucky dat i passed my test.. hee.. SS and geog so far still ok.. haha.. lol.. and CT coming le!!!! ahhhh.. i scared.. die le lah!!!! next tuesday start english paper and geog.. ehhhh.. i so dead!!! next tuesday got CNY rehearsal also.. and den wednesday got CT.. how to study.. i must start studying on sunday le bahh.. eeks!!! hahahahahaha..
thank you jessica!! =) heehee..
a small load off my mind.. things will get better..
5:25 PM ; smile?
