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Sunday, April 29, 2007

tml exam start le.. wahh// i haven study yet.. okays.. i already studied english.. lols.. read thru my notes.. den gonna study chinese soon.. the ci yu shou ce in front of me le.. haix.. gonna photocopy the book with my hands.. hahaha..

since exams are starting.. i am gonna try really really hard not to touch the com unless its to study the ppt slides teacher put up.. yepp.. so everybody.. jiayous for exams!! ^^

so tired.. ytd 1plus den managed to sleep.. duno why.. lol.. maybe cos my brother and his frens were singing so loudly downstairs.. haha.. so loud lor.. from first floor to six floor.. wahh.. i thought on-ning the computer again.. but again,, better not.. cos later my parents wake up i kena scolded.. so lay down and finally fell asleep.. zz..

oh ya.. last nite.. went out with my family and grandparents.. except my eldest bro who's still 9in camp.. haha he kena extra.. today come back home only chiong go out.. haha.. go out with frens.. zz.. ytd eat till so full.. hahaha.. and it was so funny.. lol.. i went to put the garlic on my bro's plate.. hahahaha... he was ewwing at me.. lOLs..



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Friday, April 27, 2007

clara was so yucky.. lol.. she was like mixing sushi with spaghetti sauce and eat.. she even had spaghetti sauce.. stirred with ice lemon tea.. omg!! i was freaked.. hahaha..

hmm.. wat a fun day!! lol.. me and jessica was so the.. BLUR.. hahaha.. we laughed almost the whole day.. even when i had an acute headache i was still laughing.. LOLS..

and for the first time.. i didnt fall asleep in sch!! yay!!

so sad.. i left my physics worksheet in my theory book and tot i handed in.. choing home after sch to take.. den on the way back to sch.. heavy rain.. siao lor.. i sprinted all the way.. wahh.. when i reached sch i was like.. my throat so dry.. den very pain.. drank down my whole bottle of water immediately.. stupid sore throat..

heavy rain continued for very long.. stayed in sch library and did my tuition hmwk... gave up halfway.. LOLs.. too tired.. and unwell ... lols..



3:53 PM ; smile?

Thursday, April 26, 2007

zz and zz and zz and zz.. and the exams are next week.. getting very tired.. blur in class.. hahaha.. yep.. but overall is pretty good.. i am improving.. yay!! my maths got 37/40.. wheee.. dats e math.. tml shld be getting back a math.. and good news!! my physic's improving tooooo.. ^^

okays.. all the SYF results are out..
GUZHENG--GOLD
DANCE--GOLD
CHINESE ORCHESTRA--SILVER
CHOIR--BRONZE
BAND--BRONZE
ELDDS--COP

its so so so so so sad.. =( got one COP.. but.. quite good bahh.. in so many years we got 2 golds for the first time.. yea.. everyone jiayous bahh... two years later achieve for higher goals.. especially CO!! cos i LOVE CO!! <3 and its my CCA.. duhh.. hahaha... today.. had the talk thingy with someone.. lols.. i really couldnt open my mouth to speak.. lol.. it was like omg lor.. when i spoke.. my ears felt hot.. ahh.. i so the shy liddat.. all i did was laugh and smile.. lols.. made me a quiet person to the person.. hahahaha.. lol... cant really help it.. duno why..

there are somethings i dun understand.. no matter wat.. wat is done cannot be undone..

and clara chooi.. if i am not wrong.. i am the bitch in ur blog.. duno if u will see this.. yeah.. so.. i am sorry.. okays? will i be forgiven?



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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

so tired.. dad's back from china.. will leave in a weeks time.. haix.. gotta study hard le.. exams are coming.. and i am lagging behind... i must slap myself awake.. but.. still.. i go.. zzz...

ccab.. zz. the songs all seem so hard.. cant wait for 22nd may.. yep..

tuition.. wat went in.. go went out.. hahax...

geography test.. shit.. havent study at all..

haix.. all i can think abt now is my BED!!!

zzz.. i miss CO lots..



9:56 PM ; smile?

Monday, April 23, 2007

waiting for gloria's call.. lol.. she in toilet for so loong.. hahah.. so busy.. gotta faster finish doing the attendance thingy and give mrs tan.. she's pressing me for it.. ugh.. its not my job actually lor.. its her own job.. ask me to do.. arghh.... angry.. hahaa.. jkjk..

so TIRED!!! woke up late this morning.. not dat late bahh.. lol.. still made it in time for school.. lessons.. zzz.z.z.z.z.z.zz.z... maths it like i keep learning the same thigs over and over again.. lol.. recess.. bored.. chemistry.. made thru the first period.. but the second period.. i went.. zzzzzzzz.. thruout.. till assembly i was still half asleep.. i was like sleep walking.. blur blur de.. lols.. den after sch.. got maths remedial.. wwahhhhhh... tired.. den went co room.. got meeting.. so sian.. i was really the bushuang.. but i still renned till the end... i bo bian.. sigh.. i am uttering dialect.. lols..

leg cramps.. hand pain.. sighh.. plus my back aches.. i cant take the trainings.. i guess.. i am weak..



6:35 PM ; smile?

Sunday, April 22, 2007

ehh.. tired.. zz.. haha.. my hand got big big de bruise.. lol.. pain siah.. legs also very tired.. zz.. ytd training.. really very tiring..



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Saturday, April 21, 2007

just woke up after 3 hrs of sleep.. zz.. jeez.. i must have looked really tired if not my mum wun let me slp for so long de.. i emb when i was young.. whenever i slp she will wake me up to do my homework.. now.. i heard her asking my bro why he come into my room and disturb me.. she tot my bro wanted to wake me up.. lols..

training was super tiring.. yeah.. overslept a little.. i was unusually tired.. duno why.. maybe its cosh of the jogathon.. duno.. slept quite early.. but duno why still so tired..

training started off with stretch8ing.. think i very long never stretch properly.. my leg couldnt stretch much.. like very pain lddat.. another 2 weeks of no stretching again.. exams are coming.. after dat.. we starting running.. my stamina really very lousy.. i get out of breath easily.. i tried to make my breathing constant.. but somehow i couldnt.. so i stopped myself before i died of difficulty breathing.. lol.. we ran and did push ups.. sighh.. my hands really weak lehs.. first 20 can do.. den after we run and do again.. i did like only 10.. mosty of them didnt do properly..

after the physical training.. wat i have been waiting for... SPARRING!! x) hahas.. had to spar with clement.. i got kicked till my hand went red.. haha.. den i kicked between the legs.. but lucky never kick dao there.. hahaha.. sparring was fun.. but at the end of it.. i was really tired.. when sher jie asked me to spar with him,, i was like.. tired tired tired.. so tired.. i stared blankly at him cos i really no energy to counter his attacks le.. somehow the way i sparred was diff from last year? lol.. i duno..

after the whole training.. sher jie left quite early... before 11.30 so i took my time to go top up my bottle and washed my face.. when i was walking back halfway.. i turned back suddenly and walked away.. arghh... not telling why but it was hell.. yuckkkkksss.. den i later i got no choice to go back.. take my bag.. and ran away.. crazy boys..

erhu lesson.. wahh.. the songs me and zoey played were all messed up.. hahaha.. we first time learning the songs.. so hard!! i cannot really get used to slow songs.. even though i was trained for months to play the solo slowly.. lol.. so now.. gotta send zoey the songs i recorded just now.. lols..

kays.. dats all for today.. so tired.. later go do finish all my homework den sleep.. den tml can laze around one whole day!!! ^^



6:20 PM ; smile?

Friday, April 20, 2007

jogathon over le.. lol.. busy time sellling things.. sold finish the things but.. sighh.. the est. earnings will be lesser le.. cos they reduced the price of the lollipops..

i ran almost the whole thing and stopped to walk awhile cos my stomach cramped up.. so pain!! haha.. lol.. my position was 121.. actuaally can be 11plus de.. but i ran overshot.. never take the card.. hahahahahaha.. i so dai..

i didnt noe wat i could do.. all i did was to look blankly..



11:53 AM ; smile?

Thursday, April 19, 2007

i have never ever stared at someone with so much hatred before..



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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

been in a bad mood these few days.. just dunno why.. keep losing my temper.. sighh.. i gotta control myself.. anyways.. its like my 2nd bro is getting naggy. pisses me off. ugh...

vomitted ytd.. head hurt lots.. but i dun feel sick.. duno why..



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Saturday, April 14, 2007

backk from sch and erhu lesson.. lols.. went for like half an hour training.. zz.. i shldnt have gone.. =x okays.. maybe i did the rite thing by going.. i am so gonna kill someone.. how evil is she? well.. i am starting to hate someone.. arghh..

went for erhu lesson.. wahh grade six the songs so hard.. wanna die le.. zz.. haha.. went to buy the presents.. sighh.. yee sin present maybe she dun like.. qiao ni say de.. ahh.. waste my money le la.. shld have asked qiao ni more before buying.. zz.. sigh.. it was expensive.. lols..

now nth to do.. sighh.. now alone at home.. miss my hamster so darn much.. whenever i alone always got it to pei wo de.. sighh.. i guess things are different now.. 2007 gave me 2 heartbreaks le.. =(



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Friday, April 13, 2007

lols.. picked up my violin just now.. played part of the melody of cannon rock.. lols.. its so cool!! =) hahaha..

the assembly today was funny.. hahaha.. so darn funny.. esp when i turned to look at my sec one juniors.. they were monkeying around? lols.. funny.. jess and i laughed like siao.. haha.. english compo test.. lol.. mr kang was marking his sec one class class test and i saw yi hsiang's and ho en's marks.. =X haha.. not telling.. just say yihsiang passed and ho en failed.. hahaha.. lols..

hmm.. CO today.. haha.. i learning dizi now.. lols.. hao bu rong yi managed to blow sound come out.. hahaha.. so funny.. play a fool all day long in CO.. hmm.. i prefer a nice and quiet CO room.. can take a break in it peacefully. lols.. CO today was noisy..

i cant help not to keep thinking of dat scene.. where i put u into the soil.. when my mum covered u with soil.. when i picked up u cold hard body.. its really sad.. all in all.. i miss u alots..



9:41 PM ; smile?

Thursday, April 12, 2007

hmm.. back to my usual self le.. yeah.. thanks to my frens who have been really there for me.. always trying to make me happy.. =) thanks!!

tired.. studying just seems so hard.. i fell asleep during chem ytd.. too tired.. cos i cried a little.. lols..

i wan u to noe this.. no matter where u are rite now.. i u will always be in my heart.. i will always be thinking of u.. i love u..



7:38 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i feel so so so.. i duno how to say.. xiaozhu is dead.. my dear hamster is dead.. i duno wat to do.. just buried not long ago.. the body was so so so cold.. i guess its all my fault for not managing my time well these few weeks cos of SYF and dat i have been more busy with sch work too... just duno wat to do..

have been sick for quite long too.. i cant take it anymore...



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Monday, April 09, 2007

back from sch.. lol.. stayed in CO for over 3hrs today.. packed the hu qins.. so dusty.. my knees turned black.. lols.. knelt on the floor.. hahah.. ooh.. i got pricked by the xuan again.. lols.. hurt alot this time..

so tired.. ytd do hmwk to so late.. haha.. was sms-ing for 1 hour too.. lol.. so funny lor.. sms so much.. later i bao my mum's phone bill.. zz..

go play com awhile later go study chinese test..



6:52 PM ; smile?

Sunday, April 08, 2007

hiies.. wahh.. so tired... i intended to wake up at 9 today.. who noes i got woken up at 7.30 instead.. zz.. so tired.. eww.. why was ants crawling over my hp? yuckks..

ytd was really funny.. lol.. everytime go out with them will laugh till i wanna die de.. lols..

later got grading.. lols.. free sparring.. i SCARED!! lols.. ahh.. i tot wang lao shi sms me.. it was qiao ni instead.. sighh.. later wang lao shi will sms me the results of my erhu grade.. lols.. getting nervousss... hahaha..

till den.. cyaz.. and once again.. wish me luck for my grading!! lols..



9:00 AM ; smile?

Saturday, April 07, 2007

yawnnn... i am so darn tired.. zz.. cant believe it lor.. even though i slept for a whole day ytd.. lol.. just got home not long ago..zz.. went to singapore expo to watch some church service.. lol.. it was nice.. hahaha... the show was kinda touching.. and god.. i didnt expect.. ahh.. nvm..

after the service.. yi hsiang, ho en and i went to eat macs.. lol.. i was laughing all the way.. chokning on my food too.. hahaha.. yihsiang wanted to play basketball .lol.. so funny.. in the end he didnt... haha.. so tired.. took mrt back.. hahaha/.. they didnt noe dat i took photos of them 'sleeping' in the mrt.. haha.. i never tell them also.. heee.. =)

when i got home.. my mum cooked my share of dinner.. lols.. i thought i told her dat i eating out? hahaha..

wahh.. tired.. post a picture? sighh.. lazy to.. maybe next time...



10:09 PM ; smile?

Friday, April 06, 2007

zzz.. cant believe i slept the whole day.. hahaha.. woke up at 10plus.. ate mt breakfast.. played computer and den when my bro took over the com.. i fell asleep.. all the way to 6pm.. LOL.. so tired... these few days slept very little.. dats why today so tired..

yesterday i was practically sleepy walking.. my eyes couldnt open and i walked from ms seh's homeroom to physics lab trying hard to keep my eyes open.. lol

hmm.. off to play com.. haha..



6:18 PM ; smile?

Thursday, April 05, 2007

yo.. continue where i broke off this morning.. haha.. okays.. ytd.. whee.. SILVER.. after dat quite a number of us went to celebrate.. we went to AMK hub.. hahah.. we ate macs.. flood mac.. =) hahaha.. den walk around AMK hub.. hahaha.. so funnie.. lol.. was a happy happy fun day... wheeee....

today.. left for erhu grade.. wAAAAAA.. i played wrong a few times.. eeks.. hope i will still pass.. yep.. went back for class and den tkd.. skipping lunch cos teacher released at 3pm.. lol.. hahaha.. had a hard time persuading yi hsiang and ho en to go for concert on saturday.. lolss.. so funny..

my flu will go away.. sigh.. its getting worse.. AND.. i am gonna join HWARANG!!! =) hahaha..



7:52 PM ; smile?


hey ppl!! ytd was a happpppppyyyyy day!! WHEEEE.. we got a SILVER!! i was so darn afraid dat i will screw up the solo part.. lucky i didnt.. YAY!!! we are just so happpppyyy.. yu ting shed many many many tears of joy!! blog more abt SYF when i have the time.. cos now gotta make my breakfast and go sch.. =)

and and and.. wish me luck again.. i am going for my erhu grade later.. all the best.. =)



7:16 AM ; smile?

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

April 3, 2007
At first you may not succeed, but try, and try again, rebecca. Of course you would like to get everything exactly right on the first try, but that is not always necessarily going to happen. Don't get discouraged if things don't turn out exactly the way you want them to right from the start. Build up from where you are, and you will eventually reach the level of accomplishment that you desire. Don't feel like you need to conquer Rome in a day.

okays.. i am getting freaked out.. this is my yesterday's horoscope reading.. i hope my try and try and try.. already end le.. den.. i might succeed.. yep... siann..

going for sch soon.. really.. wish me luck! =)



5:58 AM ; smile?


its only 5.26am.. yep.. its the SYF day today.. feeling a little bit of nervous.. scared.. and sick.. i just got flu not long ago.. haha.. now my left eye is swollen..

for months.. we have been practicing.. some seriously.. some play a fool.. these few days were stressful.. every practice makes me have at least a scolding.. thanks to my solom part.. i hope.. hope dat today. a miracle will just happen and i will have any mistakes.. just pray.. deep in my heart dat nothing will go wrong..

till den PHSCO.. JIAYOU.. this is the last lap.. all the best..

go eat my breakfast le.. and.. wish me and PHSCO luck..



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