Thursday, April 30, 2009
completed my 4th PI.. haix.. i initially planned to do another PI on conservation de as back up.. budden.. now already 3.45am le.. and my mum is asking me to sleep.. lol.. i disturbing my mum's and my 2nd bro's sleep.. uh oh.. i cant sleep leh.. coffee effects taking place now... haix..
well all i can do now is to pray pray pray that my PI dont get rejected again.. i spend so long thinking and thinking for 3 PIs le then all 3 reject.. mon is the dateline le.. and thurs, which is today, got CO pract confirm drag till 9pm one.. then fri got pract from 9am-5pm. and its a public hol.. so cant ask my tommy lee to mark.. then got class dinner and then sat co from 9am - 4pm followed by go to ah ma hse.. sunday... gotta do finish bio, revise chem and teachers sure bomb us with hmwk one.. oh ya got gases tutorial to do already.. and still will have GPP discussion.. haix.. then still gotta make time to pract erhu.. monday i have lessons until 12.30pm then leave class for SYF rehearsal again.. then tues no practice but dunno will jia pai anot.. but then tues end at 4.30pm.. gotta chiong hmwk ,pract erhu and sleep early cos.. wed is the BIG day.. yeah SYF.. till then its really gonna be tough tough tough.. gotta remain strong.. yeah.. regardless of how many times i break down.. i still have to pick myself up and move on.
jiayou to everyone out there who is feeling stressed out.. everything will eventually turn out fine.. =) and of course jiayou to NYCO. its just 6 days away. and we have to believe that WE CAN DO IT. yeah.. =)
3:46 AM ; smile?
Monday, April 27, 2009
today just wasnt my day. how much more clumsy can i get.. i feel so stupid.. haha.. trying to be my normal self but somehow it is abnormal?
10:52 PM ; smile?
Sunday, April 26, 2009
is having practice everyday for a week inclusive of public holidays a really bad thing? wat i feel is that its okay bah. yeah it will be very tiring and may not be able to keep up with studies.. yes, i also dun wan to have practice on public holiday one cos i had plans.. but since we claim we wan to achieve the best, we have to put in our best.. its just a week.. it will be over soon.. and at least we are working hard for our goal.. jiayou. =)
10:54 PM ; smile?
Friday, April 24, 2009
haix.. last night printed bio notes for nth... received sms from someone (shall not say who but i guess everyone in 0905 knows) say print bio notes for tmr which is today.. so i waited for my 2nd bro to come home so that can print.. then.. i fell asleep on the sofa while waiting.. woke up at 1.30am just nice when bro off-ed his laptop.. i ask him on again.. lol.. so printed the notes.. sat there for half an hour printing... so sleepy.. by the time was 2am.. i went to wash up pack bag.. by the time i fell asleep.. it was 3am plus.. then woke up at 5.50am.. time to go to sch.. zzz..
i realised that i am always in a rush.. wed rushed for CO. thurs rushed for erhu lesson.. today rush to sch cos woke up later than usual and also rushed for CO and also rushed for dental appt and then was halfway rushing back to sch when i was told not to do so.. tmr will be rshing for CO again.. confirm de.. haha..
today so qiao! when i was told dun need to go back sch for either project or CO, i went popular bookshop first.. then after that dunno why feel like going ntuc.. then i suddenly heard a familiar voice say: LIMIN JIE JIE! i looked around and saw my cousin! haha.. so funny.. then saw my uncle, auntie and my baby cousin.. not really baby la.. 2 year old le.. my uncle offered to send me home and i say okay lor.. but they need to shop first so i say i also wan to buy thing so i went to buy subway cookies for tmr lunch cos now i cant bite properly after tightening my braces.. hen went to find them then walk around with them. go to precious thots then popular then gift a name.. then... aiya basically the whole top level of j8.. haha.. then went ntuc again.. haha.. my auntie need to buy some stuff.. so walk walk walk.. to many things to elaborate on.. haha.. okay.. then after that went home.. in the car i started playing with my cousins.. SO FUNNY!! we laughed all the way home.. haha.. tmr sure continue playing at my ah ma hse de.. lol..
had fun today.. been a long time since i walked around in a shopping centre.. and somemore, shopping with my uncle, auntie, my two cousins, fiona and felicia, it really brings back memories of when i was younger, my dad, mum, eldest bro, 2nd bro and me went out together as a whole family.. and oh.. we lived at bishan at that time too.. so really really bring back the memories..
haha.. okay i kinda being super random.. tmr got college day performance!! woohoo!! nice one la.. CO is finale item.. so it means that we gotta stay all the way till 5plus pm? haha i dunno.. gotta wear full costume.. haix.. the dress is like.. the person altered shorter le.. but its still super long.. -.- lol.. tmr wear already if really too long gotta go alter again.. haha..
thats all.. byebye..
11:24 PM ; smile?
Thursday, April 23, 2009
tired.. fell asleep in the bus on the way to erhu lesson and also on the way back.. haha.. lucky i woke up in time to alight..
lol.. this month i got so many sms-es left.. normally will want to bao one.. haha. i dunno wat to type le... zzz. shall continue eating my dinner.. today reach home late again at 9pm.. it will be the same for tmr too.. zzz..
9:18 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
CO getting really fun! NYCO jiayous! =) even if the practices are really tiring, we gotta press on.. to achieve our goal, we must really really work hard hard hard! yeah! =)
9:51 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
flu.... zzz.. sleepy.. sick... and lots of hmwk to be done...
11:19 PM ; smile?
tonight can dont sleep le.. haha.. just now CO dismissed at 9pm.. lol.. now eating dinner. yeah.. not gonna eat much. too late le..
congrats to PHSCO for getting silver for SYF..
congrats to PHS guzheng for getting gold for SYF..
congrats to NYJC guzheng for getting gold for SYF..
yeah.. now.. JIAYOUS to NYJC CO!! aim for honours! yeah! =)
10:14 PM ; smile?
Monday, April 20, 2009
welcome to break down number two.. once a failure, always a failure.. yeah that's me...
6:27 PM ; smile?
Sunday, April 19, 2009
let bygones be bygones.. yeah cleared up some mess from sec sch.. i guess we really have to experience something to know how mean it is to others.. yeah..
9:38 PM ; smile?
Saturday, April 18, 2009
i keep falling alseep today... halfway during CO pract when my erhu section just stopped for like 5min, i fell asleep.. then when we have to play le i was still sleeping.. then zoey woke me up.. lol.. then after CO take bus go bedok for erhu lesson.. i fell asleep the entire journey.. lucky zoey didnt sleep.. so she woke me up then nver alight at wrong stop.. lol... then after lesson i reached home ard 5pm bathed eat lunch.. do PW research.. i fell asleep again while waiting for internet to load.. then after that went ah ma hse.. after dinner dunno wat to do.. fell asleep on my uncle's bed.. then my cousin woke me up.. lol.. time to gp home.. really sleepy.. and i have yet to do any hmwk finish.. i cant do any now.. cos my eyes closing already.. yeah.. shal sleep now... wake up early tmr and do all the homework.. must complete by 4.30pm cos 6pm have to be at amk.. yeah... byebye.. gd nights..
10:09 PM ; smile?
received this email from 2 frens..
once in a million shot..
'A Smile From Heaven'
smile people! =D
5:38 PM ; smile?
Friday, April 17, 2009
lol.. dunno why i today super high.. lol.. i supposed to be feeling super tired.. but then.. i suddenly got super high.. lol.. ECONS is die one.. lol.. PE was fun... PW consultation was okay... GP was falling asleep.. MATH.. cos GP dismissed late.. we got scolding from teacher.. yeah.. lol... after math.. had some discussion thing abt green week the activity thing.. then left for home! reached home at 3.35pm... rest awhile then bathe... then ate lunch.. been a long time since i ate lunch at home.. yeah.. and been a long time since i last took my time to finish my lunch.. haha.. these few days are really really busy.. and i'm feeling very very tired...
later going back to sch to watch bai yun gang... haix.. today got family gathering at my auntie's house.. why do i keep missing out on these gatherings? its like sigh.. so coincidental one.. no wonder i seem so distant from my cousins as compared to my 2nd brother.. haix..
things are just like that.. we cant change anything..
5:13 PM ; smile?
sometimes, we just have to be understanding.. no.. in fact is most of the time.. why? cos life's like that.. crapping.. haha.. so sian.. stuck at maths qn 6.. zzz.. dun wan to do le.. i studied for econs est e. but i dunno if i can rmb all the stuff.. did PW research.. but have not thought of new strategies... did GP passage thing le.. but its over the word count.. did bio essay qns 4 le.. but its super messy and anyhow do one.. haix.. thats all i done today.. yeah.. gotta go sleep le.. if not tmr sure die de..
byebye..
2:08 AM ; smile?
Thursday, April 16, 2009
so sleepy... last night... fell asleep halfway while doing econs PED summary.. bro woke up me ask me go sleep properly.. so went to brush teeth.. then clear things off my bed.. then.. an ant bit me.. a huge flying black ant.. lol.. my normal react would be to run out of the room immediately screaming.. but then.. all i did was.. argh.. then went out of the room slowly and asked my bro for help to catch the ant.. lol.. my bro msay if an ant that big bit him, he would be screaming.. lol.. he ask if i screamed.. i said no.. then he say.. i must be too tired le.. then chase me go sleep.. lol..
supposed to wake up at 4am to start homework.. but i woke up at 5.40am instead.. rushed here and there abit.. asked mum to send me to sch so that can reach sch early and start hmwk.. lol.. okay so the day has passed.. quite busily.. reached home at 6.50pm.. haix..
completed bio qn 4 only.. still got so much other work to do.. yeah burning the midnight oil tonight.. ciaos.. ymca meeting.. dunno how long it will last..
8:58 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
back from CO! lol.. dismissed at 8.20pm today.. so late. yeah... reached home at 9pm.. weird. haha i'm not feeling tired.. haha.. later gotta chiong hmwk.. haha.. econs.. maths... bio.. revise some chem.. haix.. dunthink will be able to sleep much tonight.. yeah.. gonna start hmwk at 10.30pm.. after i bathe and all that. taking a break now.. haha..
haha email sent from my dad! lol..
> Subject: Health: BANANA
>>> About banana
>>> Never, put your banana in the refrigerator!!!
This is interesting.
After reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way
again.
Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose
combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and
substantial boost of energy.
Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for
a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number
one fruit with the world's leading athletes.
But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can
also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and
conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.
Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst
people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating
a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of
protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you
relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.
PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains
regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.
Anemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of
haemoglobin in the blood and so help in cases of anaemia.
Blood Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in
potassium yet low in salt, making it perfect to beat blood pressure.
So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the
banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability
to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.
Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school
( England ) were helped through their exams this year by eating
bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain
power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist
learning by making pupils more alert.
Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help
restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without
resorting to laxatives.
Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make
a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the
stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood
sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.
Heartburn: Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if
you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.
Morning Sickness: Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep
blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.
Mosquito bites: Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try
rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many
people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and
irritation.
Nerves: Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous
system.
Overweight and at work? Studies at the Institute of Psychology in
Austria found pressure at work leads to gorging on comfort food like
chocolate and chips. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers
found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs.
The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we
need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on high
carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.
Ulcers: The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal
disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only
raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler
cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by
coating the lining of the stomach.
Temperature control: Many other cultures see bananas as a 'cooling'
fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of
expectant mothers. In Thailand , for example, pregnant women eat
bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.
Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD): Bananas can help SAD sufferers
because they contain the natural mood enhancer tryptophan.
Smoking &Tobacco Use: Bananas can also help people trying to give up
smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and
magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of
nicotine withdrawal.
Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the
heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water
balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby
reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help
of a high-potassium banana snack.
Strokes: According to research in The New England Journal of
Medicine, eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk
of death by strokes by as much as 40%!
Warts: Those keen on natural alternatives swear that if you want to
kill off a wart, take a piece of banana skin and place it on the
wart, with the yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place
with a plaster or surgical tape!
So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many ills. When you
compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the
carbohydrate, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A
and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals. It is also rich
in potassium and is one of the best value foods around So maybe its
time to change that well-known phrase so that we say, 'A banana a
day keeps the doctor away!'
PS:
Bananas must be the reason monkeys are so happy all the time! I will
add one here; want a quick shine on our shoes??
Take the INSIDE of the banana skin, and rub directly on the
shoe...polish with dry cloth. Amazing fruit
Itfs it a monkey tale??
9:36 PM ; smile?
yo.. i'm down with a flu.. haix.. was still okay in sch... but after sch.. went home fell asleep.. woke up.. runny nose... sneeze sneeze sneeze... zzz.. hopes it gets better before i go sch later.. yeah.. oh ya.. didnt donate blood.. cos i took flu medicine.. yeah.. there's always next time.. hopefully i dont fall sick again.. zzzz..
sometimes.. its really better if i keep things in.. if i said things out.. it would really be weird. yeah.. after all things are always like that...
1:15 AM ; smile?
Monday, April 13, 2009
只有十句话，我却看了十分钟 (very meaningful)
第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人
第三句
付出真心 才会得到真心却也可能伤得彻底保持距离 就能保护自己却也注定永远寂寞
第四句
有时候 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
第五句
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
第七句
真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题而是在一起 就算不说话也不会感到尴尬
第八句
没有一百分的另一半只有五十分的两个人
第九句
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友为你的难过而难过的
就是那些 该放进心里的人
第十句
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具 这十句话很有深度，很有意思。认真去思考，你会得到意想不到的收获。请不要吝啬，转发出去跟你身边的好友分享~大家友谊万岁
received this email from my cousin shirley.. kinda lazy to forward to ppl as some ppl dun like chain mails de.. yeah.. so post it on my blog.. haha..
7:34 PM ; smile?
lol.. i failed chem test. haha.. lol.. zzz.. first lecture test and i fail... when get back math lecture test sure fail also one.. bio lecture test also.. sure fail one.. haix... gotta buck up... cannot keep failing.. i dun wan to retain or drop any h2 at the end of the year... sigh...
woohoo! tmr donate blood! haha.. hopefully i am able to donate blood. haha. tonight gotta sleep early.. rest for tmr and also cos my head kinda pain sia... must be the flu medicine i took last night... this is one of the reason why i dun like take medicine.. cos the next day sure headache one.. lol..
things are really really simple.. its just that i think of them as complicated... i dun even understand myself.. let alone others..
7:24 PM ; smile?
Sunday, April 12, 2009
i understand everthing now.. i know wat i have to do now.. everything will eventually turn out the way it is wanted to be... even though it will be... different from wat it was meant to be...
9:51 PM ; smile?
woohoo! tmr sure fail bio test one.. i studied finish chpt one only so far... and.. i dun rmb anything.. die luh... later still have to go ah ma hse somemore... zzz.. how to study? sure gotta burn midnight oil one... esp with so much more memorising to do...
and.. i have not completed any hmwk.. still halfway through chem and one question done for math... and econs is not touched at all.. tmr again gotta burn midnight oil.. haix.. back to studying! zzz...
jiayous to everyone! =)
6:16 PM ; smile?
Saturday, April 11, 2009
just for fun..
Name: Rebecca
Shoe Size: 4 or 5.. somewhere in between there. 4's too fitting.. 5's too loose..
Height: 154.. =(
Where do you live: Singapore
Favorite drinks: Ice Lemon Tea
Have you ever -
Been on a plane: yup
Fallen asleep at school: yeah.. sorry teachers..
Broken someone's heart: no.
Fell off your chair: of course! haha.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope.
Saved emails: yeah..
What is -
Your room like: sometimes messy sometimes neat..
The last thing you ate: tuna bread
Ever had chicken pox: yeah.
Stitches: dun get the question.. but i get stitches all the time..
Do you believe in love at first sight: maybe?
Like picnics: yeah.
Who was/were the last person/people you dance with: uhh.. my mass dance partner...
Last made you smile: my family..
You last yelled at: uhhh.. cant remember..
Today is 11th April, 1750hours
Did you -
Talk to someone you like: no..
Kiss anyone: no....
Get sick: dun think so..
Talk to an ex: no.. the last time we talked was like 2yrs ago...
Miss someone: maybe...
Eat: 1hour ago..
Best feeling in the world: being loved? being cared for?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: my huge huge tigger!!
What's under your bed: another bed. lol.. without mattress only..
Who do you really hate: hmm.. tough question.. no one i guess? just a little dislike only. no hate..
What time is it now: 1752hours
Random -
Is there someone on your mind now: maybe?
Do you have any siblings: yeah 2 elder brothers.
Do you want children: yeah...
Do you smile often: i think so.. yeah..
Do you like your handwriting: hm.. i dun like it i dun dislike it.. lol..
Are your toe nails painted: nah..
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep on: as long can sleep can liao. haha
What color shirt are you wearing now: white
What were you doing yesterday: sleep, eat, chem hmwk, go dinner, watch horror film on u channel...
I can't wait till: TUESDAY! donate blood! woohoo!
Are you a friendly person: umm.. i dunno. haha..
Do you have any pets: had a pet.. yeah. its dead..
Where is the last person you have feelings for right now: singapore..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: who did i last hold hands with? i dun remember.. haha...
Do you sleep with the TV on: yes, when i accidentally fall asleep in front of the tv.. lol..
What are you doing right now: doing this quiz thing..
Have you ever crawled through a window: dun think so..
Are you too forgiving: i dunno..
Are you closer to your mother or your father: mum.. dad's always overseas working..
Who was the last person you cried in front of: uhh.. my classmates.. yeah.. it was unintentional though.. was too pissed le so. yeah..
How many people can you say you've really loved: my family and my relatives, my great great friends.. yeah.. too many to count.. lol..
Do you eat healthy: i du think so.. hehe..
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: we didnt take any photos tgt alone.. just some CCA photo that i bo bian have to take.. does this ans the question?
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yes. and cried real hard..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: no one.. just to my ownself..
Are you confident: never..
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. study
2. play
3.watch cartoon
4. cry
5. letting myself get bullied
5 things on my to-do list today:
1. pay erhu lesson fee
2. do chemistry
3. dp mathematics
4. go airport
5. if got time do econs
5 snacks i enjoy:
1. chocolate
2. candies
3. yam pau. lol..
4. biscuits
5. chips
5 things i would do if i were a billionaire:
1. give mum and dad half of the money
2. donate to charity
3. buy the things that i need
4. buy sone things that i want
5. save the rest into my bank
5 of my bad habits:
1. temper
2. slacking when i suppose to study
3. complaining
4. sleeping super late at night..
5. eating junk food too much.
5 places I have lived in:
1. blk 207 bishan
2. blk 213 bishan
3. blk 483 yck
4. china (accompany dad during the hols who's working there.. usually stay for one month each visit)
5. dun think have le. the rest is all holidat trips and sch camps stuff..
5:38 PM ; smile?
ahh dammit.. so far i have only done chem tutorial and assignment.. but got blanks.. and also chem exercise halfway.. and first qn of math tutorial.. woohoo! i am dead! tmr is dedicated to bio and strictly bio only.. lol.. my time management really sucks.. haix... fri was wasted cos i woke up too late and slacked.. today.. had CO then erhu lesson... reached home at 4.20pm.. went to search for food to eat for my lunch.. helped my dad to heat up food for his lunch... and now.. zzz.. feeling so sleepy... later gotta go airport.. my aunt is returning from australia.. yeah.. the whole big family's going..
to wsn: welcome back to singapore! =)
5:23 PM ; smile?
Friday, April 10, 2009
oh yeah.. i almost forgot.. today is xiaozhu's 2nd death anniversary.. xiaozhu's my hamster by the way... lol..
11:29 PM ; smile?
i have changed. but the change isnt enough though. at least to make ppl happy.. well. i'm trying as hard as possible to keep things in. i dun wan to say things out cos it will make ppl unhappy and to the extent where it will hurt ppl alot alot alot. i dunno how.. how are things gonna work out. one day if everything just comes out.. i wonder wat will happen to my friendships with others.. i dun wan to hurt anyone. i wan everyone to just be friends.. good friends if possible.. but if they dun think the same way.. they just think that its enough. they've had it.. then i guess... i cant do anything abt it and just try to clear up the mess after that..
when i say i have changed it doesnt mean that i am totally different from last time.. there will be still times when i will still thow temper. there will be times i will be acting my old self. this will be the times when i really can take it anymore.. and sometimes.. i'm just too used to doing things this way, asking things this way.. its impossible to say change! and i change like some robot taking commands.. i am a human too.. like others.. i'm not a robot..
am i doing the right thing? changing myself for the sake of others? by changing my attitude so far, i have gained new friends. i have become better as a person.. its a good thing.. yeah.. so if i am to change myself even further.. for the sake of others not myself.. then i ask myself now... who is rebecca? wats her own character like? why does it seem to always change? why does she seem so different from last year? wat happened to her?
our world cannot revolve around the words me myself and i. then is it gonna revolve around the words u, they, the others? i dunno.
shall stop using the com liao.. its a real hazard to my bro.. he just hit his injured elbow against the table my laptop is on.. uh oh..
5:02 PM ; smile?
i feel so happy! lol.. was abl to sleep so so so early last night. and wake up so so so late today.. lols.. i slept at 10.30pm and woke up at 12plus pm.. lol.. okay... now i feel like a pig liddat.. sleep so much.. lol.. too tired le mah. i off my phone to prevent any msg from waking me up. haha.. so yeah.. caught up on some sleep le..
just packed my room.. its still messy though. haha.. opened my box of notes and skimmed through.. lol.. i realised i received so many notes from so many ppl! the 'oldest' note was when i sec one that time.. its a birthday note.. the 'youngest' note was from this year.. haha.. the year reveived most notes one was last year.. all the graduation notes.. then is sec three that year.. all notes of encouragement from CO members for SYF. yeah.. so many... haha.. wonder will i she de throw all the notes away.. haha..
okay that was super random. haha... slacking now.. zzz.. gonna have to start on hmwk later. yeah. later going out for dinner again.. ah ma's birthday. lol.. she is looking forward to this day. haha.. get to meet all my cousins again.. yeah..
sadly. its not a dream.. it was never a dream. its reality.
2:29 PM ; smile?
Thursday, April 09, 2009
the week passed do so quickly.. lol.. so fast la.. i cant really rmb the details of the week.. cant think properly. haha.. brain not functioning well.. all i remember is that i sleep at 2-3plus everyday and wake up a 5.30am.. lol.. i abit siao le lor.. haha...
ytd had CO pract.. left sch at abt 8.30pm.. then took bus.. reach home.. 9pm.. bathed eat.. 10pm.. started some research.. took a short little break then full force chionged PI.. finished doing it at 2.30am liddat.. then went to print the stuff out.. by the time wash up everything.. 2.44am.. went to sleep.. lay on the bed for quite awhile.. then i gues around 3plus bah.. i drifted off to sleep.. then around 4plus or 5am? i woke up slightly and stretched.. and wah seh.. i pulled my calve muscle by accident.. half awake i was in huge pain.. lucky i not fully awake ah.. if not the pain felt would be even greater.. then i placed my leg in a position that is not pain then off to sleep.. zzz.. then woke up.. 5.3oam.. haix. so sleepy.. dragged myself out of bed.. its a whole day of studying again.. and also.. ren-ing the pain in my leg. haha.. halfway i forgot all abt the pain.. untill after PE when i sort of injured my fingers when the ball hit my finger.. and fell down when many ppl including BI WEN so big size lah he.. knock into me.. lol. argh.. a day of injuries.. my fingers still hurt.. hope they wont hurt anymore on sat.. CO ppl will kill me if i injure my fingers badly.. lol..
WOOHOO! lets get high!! lol.. but i feel so sleepy.. haha... going out for dinner with dad mum and 2 bros later.. woohoo! been a long time since we had dinner outside together.. yeah.. =)
sometimes.. i wish that all this is nth but a dream.. a really bad bad dream.. and once i wake up, it will be over..
6:58 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
dad's back from europe. yeah.. gonna try spend more time with family... with the heaps of work to be done and bio test to study for. haix.. gotta try to manage my time properly.. the days of sleeping for only 3hours gotta go... yeah.. i have to change the way i do my work.. plus i need to put aside time to pract erhu too.. SYF is only 28 days away.. there isnt much time left.. we gotta jiayou jiayou jiayou.. its gonna be a life of serious mugging and practicing.. i dont wan to let anyone down.. gotta pull myself tgt.. yeah..
gotta chiong PI. its gonna be a long long night... haix.. cant wait for fri.. ah ma celebrating her birthday.. can spend time with my cousins le.. yeah..
10:20 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
wat a day! haix.. flying cockroach.. eww..
9:41 PM ; smile?
Monday, April 06, 2009
woohoo! i gonna reach my limit soon.. yeah..
7:30 PM ; smile?
Sunday, April 05, 2009
its all too late.. i cant change my mind.. its too late to regret.. god. wat have i done to myself?
4:36 PM ; smile?
Saturday, April 04, 2009
woohoo!! i got kicked in the face! in the stomach! and at somewhere else!
5:57 PM ; smile?
lol.. me and luomin really good friends lor. haha.. we suppose to meet at 8.30am today to go eat breakfast de.. in the end.. we both woke up late! HAHA. lol.. i woke up at 8.30am and then wah.. got a shock.. called her.. lucky she also just wake up.. lol.. then brushed teeth, changed chiong out of the hse.. lol.. so funny...
yeah.. then she went off to sch for her cca.. i went to walk around amk hub.. still thinking of wat to get for my 2nd bro's birthday.. its tmr la.. haiyo.. lol.. thinking thinking...... tmr go see see again bahh..... but got so many hmwk to do.. and i dun intend to do now.. i want to keep myself in a relaxed state.. later got grading.. i dun wan to go there stressed up.. yeah...
grading.. its scary.. but.. i must do my best.. i mustn't fail... wish me luck.. =)
11:00 AM ; smile?
Friday, April 03, 2009
heys. lol.. today was tiring.. yeah.. slept at 12.30am last night (or this morning..) and woke up at 5am.. yeah.. washed up.. ate breakfast and did econs at the same time.. left hse at 6.25am. reached sch at 7am.. lol.. i was behind ck when i reach sch.. buden i lazy to catch up with him or call him.. so i just slowly walk walk over. lol.. okay.. then started doing work.. yeah. until 8plus.. amd still havent come.. called her.. she was on the way.. then morning assembly starting le so went parade square first. then she was far far behind when she reached.. yeah..
so there was econs lecture, pe, break, gp and math.. lol.. nth much really happen.. if i rmb correctly. ahhh i cant really rmb wat happened today.. lol.. only rmbed the stuff after sch.. yeah.. so after sch.. gathered ard to discuss class tee stuff and other class issues. yeah.. then went to toilet.. took my time cos i thought they will discuss stuf quite long.. yeah the they is amd brandon shabnam they all yeah.. but apparently i took very long.. thats wat amanda said.. but merely use toilet wash hand only.. didnt noe it took that long.. yeah.. left amd and brandon waiting outside... so apologised and yeah.. went downstairs.. after that talked some stuff abt the ymca thing.. yeah.. i decided to zuo4 hao3 ren2 and be the forth member. yeah.. the grp ppl are amd, brandon, kenyin and me..
then.. i left sch.. amanda and brandon gotta stay in sch.. amd to gz and brandon to choir.. i gotta chiong to bedok for erhu lesson.. yeah.. i fell asleep on the bus! lol.. so sleepy.. lucky i never miss the stop sia.. scary la.. zoey never take bus tgt with me.. so wah.. i scared i miss the stop.. in the end.. haha we both 5 min late for lesson.. hehes.. her bus was just abt 2 min behind mine.. so lesson. yeah.. then after lesson.. WOOHOO! CO SECTIONALS. wahh seh.. so took 22 back to sch.. was late for 5-10min.. yeah.. and sectionals ended at 8.45pm!! supposed to be from 6-8 de.. teacher came late.. so end even more late.. haix.. during the break we had.. all the erhu ppl went out of co room.. yeah.. they were talking.. yeah.. and i.. leaned on the wall and zzzzzz... closed my eyes and slp.. woohoo! i so pro la! haha.. but i feel so bad.. they all thought i really fall asleep.. i was half asleep only yeah.. then they dun dare disturb all stay outside the room dun go in.. haha.. lol.. then after CO.. went to take bus home.. F**KING 853 bus driver.. dun care me and fang yin.. we chasing the bus la.. wah lau just drive on.. now i noe why zy say 853 bus drivers are so the...... wah lau.. lol.. i suddenly so vulgar.. watever.. dun care..
so sleepy!! but gotta do ymca stuff.. even though i dun understand wat they saying.. my brain not functioning now.. zzz.. zzz.. jiayou jiayou.. gotta go through ymca meeting.. tmr gotta wake up at 7.30am!!!
10:06 PM ; smile?
Thursday, April 02, 2009
YO! =) haha.. feeling so high now even though i very sleepy.. LOL. yeah..
today! reached sch at 7am.. then took out math to read.. then.. did the goal setting wksht.. lol.. then mr loke came into the class.. started lesson.. blah blah blah.. then lesson end.. break.. math lecture.. math test fail le! my question 2 is like almost blank liddat one.. then other question can only pray i never make any mistakes.. zzz.. okay.. then chem lecture.. lecturer like chionging one lor.. very hard to keep up.. zzz. then ct.. then went to econs classroom help the guys with their hse exco stuff.. lol... then econs.. then went to eat lunch.. then went for tkd.. and lol.. i keep losing balance.. HAHA. so ben shou ben jiao.. and when doing basic kicks.. i got kicked by hong an on the knee. lol.. then sparring.. i kicked hong an on his hand and his shin.. lol.. i was the one in pain instead.. haha.. lol.. okay.. then tkd over le.. i went to hall to see CO practice! =) they really play nice nice le! lol.. yeah.. syf coming le.. must jiayou jiayou! left PHS at around 5.45pm.. took mrt to amk.. then went to the spectacle shop.. my lens arrived le.. BUT. they ordered the wrong side.. they were supposed to order my left eye but the ordered the right eye one.. LOL. in the end... they gave me 2 pairs of daily lens.. yeah.. no shang guang de.. so see things will abit blur.. thats wat the optimetrist say.. tmr i gonna try and wear.. yeah.. but after pe during the break cos got econs lecture in the morning.. yeah.. haha.. and i max can wear 11hrs only.. so yeah. wear from PE till after CO sectional.. yeah.. by the time shld be reach home ard 9.00pm..
okays.. time to start doing hmwk.. TATA..
7:55 PM ; smile?
