force a smile?

Saturday, July 31, 2010

drink to my heart's content.

its not so effective though.

11:02 PM ; smile?

Friday, July 30, 2010

take me to a faraway place. far far away from here.

please?

7:46 PM ; smile?

Monday, July 26, 2010

i'm losing it again. sigh. stop crying girl.

8:32 PM ; smile?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

i realised how much it can hurt just by a minor misunderstanding. this goes to show. family is very important to me. more important than others who misunderstand me.

11:19 PM ; smile?

appetite, appetite.. where are u? i've lost u and cant seem u find u..

2:11 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

rebecca has never ever been so upset in her life before.

8:57 PM ; smile?

Sunday, July 18, 2010

if i cry, don't bother about me. its just that i can no longer hold those tears back.

10:15 PM ; smile?

Friday, July 16, 2010

fear. something that stops us from moving forward. yet it can make us stronger if we can overcome and move forward.

i have no idea what the above sentence actually means.. just typing nonsense. sigh. i'm feeling weird these few days: tired, but dont feel like sleeping; hungry but dont feel like eating; doing things that i dont feel like doing.. things after things. poor results, plus some personal troubles. it will kill me one day.. in fact, its killing me already.

8:51 PM ; smile?

Friday, July 09, 2010

suddenly, i dun feel like doing anything.. dun feel ike watching anime, dun feel like playing any games, dun feel like watching drama.. dun feel like doing anything.. dun feel like sleeping too.

argh.

9:11 PM ; smile?

Friday, July 02, 2010

half way through exams! and its horrible! as usual. haha. dunno how liao. just enjoyed my hrs of anime.. hehe.. angel beats ended, kachou wa maid sama as usual.. bleach getting very draggy.. naruto is =O! can say abit exaggeraed in the action during the fight. but its anime! haha.. to me its nice, shocking, traumatizing.. lol.. nice way to relax after 4 days of exams.. horrible exams.. tmr will be time to start mugging like dunno wat again. sigh..

i realised i bought the wrong chocolate chips! oh damn.. i bought mini chips instead of normal sized chips.. ahhh. chocolat chip cookies usually use big chips one eh.. wat am i gonna do with the small chips? haha.. maybe use for experiment recipes.. hehe.. and speakingof it.. i have something in mind now. haha =) wat till exams end.. then bake! =D

cant wait!

3:44 PM ; smile?