force a smile?
Sunday, December 31, 2006

sigh.. too much thoughts in my head.. argh.. cut my thumb by accidemt.. oww.. its pain.. now i cant bend my thumb.. die.. how am i gonna do my hmwk like this.. sigh..

its pain... owww...



8:46 PM ; smile?


wahhx.. i only slept for 7hrs plus last nite.. dunno why but i woke up so early.. haha.. but lie on the bed for like 2hrs before getting up to brush my teeth.. haha.. my cough is getting worse.. must be last nite's party.. lols..

grr.. i gotta do my hmwk ltr.. i just remembered.. haix.. lol..

confusion.. yes or no? i really dunno.. all of a sudden everything is suddenly so hard for me.



10:32 AM ; smile?


boo.. bored.. haha.. gotta help bro download his death note finish den can shut down com and sleep.. LOLs.. now 1.47am le.. hahaha



1:46 AM ; smile?


bored.. haha.. went to buy things with kah him.. wahh.. we took hrs.. LOLs.. we reach at 2.30pm liddat bahhx.. den we shopped till 5 plus?hahaha.. so long.. i was like oww.. my legs.. so pain.. haha.. hmm.. we bought many things.. stuck to our budget of $20 dollars.. we spent $19.95. haha..LOL.. h,,.. we still got scotch tape gotta buy.. haix.. see first bahhx..

haha.. countdown party.. hmm.. so LAME..haaha.. my mum won lucky draw.. a $50 voucher.. hahaha.. lol.. so lucky.. first time in many yrs we win.. hahahahaha.. LOL.. but ok lar.. i had fun with my COUINS!! played with wan sian, shirley and emily.. wahhx.. we had fun.. but lame lor.. we were dancing? hahaha.. play truth or dare.. den everybody's crush ar.. this ar dat ar.. all come out.. hahah.. BUT THEY ARE ALL GONNA BE SECRETS. shushhhh.. hahahaha.. den we had GIRLS TALK.. talk abt many many things.. hehe.. so funnie.. we were like a little shocked by some truth abt wan sian.. LOLs..

hmm... i dunno how to reply u.. ehh.. its like.. the hardest question i have ever came across... i guess it will take some time before i ans u.. i dunno wat i will say.. i dunno.. maybe.. i will try to reply as soon as i can.. hmm... i dai dai now.. dunno why lehs.. haix..



12:13 AM ; smile?

Saturday, December 30, 2006

boo! i deleted alot of my posts le.. haha.. all the posts dat i scold my cousins de.. all deleted.. i think i deleted all le.. maybe left out a little? dunno la.. shld be all deleted le.. lazy to go bak and check.. tch.. byebye



10:18 AM ; smile?


ahh.. i feel sore all over my body.. too long never train for tkd le.. come back singapore only two days straight got training.. wahhx.. some more ytd de was 8hrs long.. i think i am dying.. ahh.. pain.. plus my cough.. whenever i cough my stomach muscle there pain.. lol.. very uncomfortable...

okays.. ltr going out.. first to eat lunch.. den to go meet kah him and go to bras basah[dunno how to spell] to buy the materials for our banner for open hse.. haha.. we all now very busy.. wahhx.. its like i come back from singapore nly got so many things to do.. haha..

i dun care.. i dun wanna go collect the award thing.. all i want to do is something i really wanna do.. so what if i win the award? i can choose not to receive it because its my award and i can choose whether i want it or not.. so.. I AM NOT GONNA MISS THE TKD GRADING!! my mum wants to to skip the grading.. think// if i skip this grading.. i have to learn the same pattern for 3 monthss.. its like.. hey.. its boring.. den.. if i were to get to black belt, by that time it will be october// if i miss this grading la.. october.. by that time i will be 16.. so if i pass it i will straight away be a black belt.. but.. think ppl.. think.. october leh.. so close to my O's.. pls lor.. i need to study de lor.. i dun care.. i dun wanna miss the grading.. i dun wanna waste my time..



9:57 AM ; smile?

Friday, December 29, 2006

hmm.. this is the survey i was supposed to do but cant.. lol

o1) What is your phone brand ?
- nokia

o2) What is the last 3 digits of your mobile number ?
610

o3) What does the second msg in ur inb0x say ?
okay promised (: ehh, i got something to tell u. maybe tell u when u come back bah.yeah.haha. [LOLs.. i left so long in my phone le.. gonna delete it.. haha

o4) Who the first person who comes up under the letter M ?
martha

o5) Who is the last person you rang ?
Kah Him

o6) Who was your last missed call fr0m ?
Kah Him

o7) Who is the 2nd person who comes up under D ?
my uncle

o8) What does the last message in your inbox say ?
Happy Birthday!Lols. also not sure whether its ur birhday but anywayz, just in case it is. =) [haha its from vivienne.. she so nice.. the first person to wish me happy b dae at 12 midnite.. lols..]

o9) Who is the 3rd person who comes up under J ?
Jeannette Cheng

1o) Go to your sent items - what does the 5th message say ?
Lol.. i was awaken by the msg.. Zzz.. Nitez

11) Who is the 4th preson who comes up under S ?
Sher Jie

12) Who is your network provider ?
M1

13) How many messages are there currently in your inbox ?
12

14) What do you have as your background ?
a huge sand castle!

15) Who is the second person who comes under R ?
Rui Ting

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3 ?
haha i dun put speed dial de..

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have ?
Do u mean prepaud cards? if dats so.. den i only got 20 cents left in my card.. haha.. now no one can reach me thru my hp.. my hp wun ring when ppl call.. haha..

18) Who is the first person who comes up under C ?
Charles

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have ?
its full

2o) What do you have as your main ringtone ?
hmm.. guardian angel..



10:48 PM ; smile?


i am DEAD tired..seriously.. i only slept for 2 hrs last last nite and 8 hrs last nite.. so tired... zz.. tml still gotta go out.. haha.. today learnt the aerobatics thingy in tkd.. haha.. like danceing liddat.. clara, qiao ni and i were like so funnie.. LOL.. i kept messing up the starting part.. lol.. now my knuckle and right knee bruised.. lol.. i didnt noe dat i went down on my knee and knuckles so hard on the floor.. haha.. the blue black very the dark colour.. lol..

WAHHX.. my hand.. omg.. the skin become so itchy.. i trying hard not to scratch... very the disgusting my hand there one patch red red de.. scary lor.. haha



10:23 PM ; smile?


be happy.. smiley.. everything will get better.. dun fret over wat has happened.. look forward towards the future.. not backwards to the past.. everything dat has happened.. cannot be undone.. the only thing i so wanna do now.. is for the ppl around me.. if they are happy.. and can be happy.. i will be happy for them.. no ,atter how much sorrowness i have in myself.. i must bury my sorrows deep within me.. i mustnt lose my temper..



12:01 AM ; smile?

Thursday, December 28, 2006

oofff... HOME SWEET HOME!! i missed singapore so darn much.. but den.. i dunno why.. i still feel dat i dun belong to where i am now.. maybe its cos of CO.. somehow i feel dat i dun really belong to CO.. its like.. haix.. i dunno.. but wahhx.. todays tiring.. i fell asleep in CO.. blog abt today bahhx.. and ya.. soon.. i gotta edit all my previous posts.. haix.. i have no choice..

okays.. today started at 12am sharp.. by den we were already seated in the aeroplane.. phew.. we were sure tired.. i fell asleep immediately after the plane took off.. den work up 2hrs alter at abt 2 plus to 3 liddat to eat 'breakfast'.. by then i cannot fall asleep le.. den summore left one hr den reach singapore le.. i so darn happy... i listen to music.. try to sleep slack abt.. thinking abt wat i am gonna do when i reach singapore.. hehe.. the first thing:: TKD!! woots.. when reach back to my hse dat time.. i immediately unpack and started packing up everything.. lols..den i went to wash up.. lols.. den went for tkd! bought texybooks before dat.. haha.. tkd// whoa.. i 28 days never sweat le.. i sweated like siao lors.. haha.. after tkd i chiong home bathe went to mrt station look for alicia with qiao ni and we bought breads for lunch at cheers.. haha.. so funie.. i was so hungry.. but i eat a little only cannot eat le.. so in the end.. uh oh.. i wasted my money.. threw them away.. i dunno why but my appetite is getting weird of late// haha..

den.. we started arranging some things.. actually is not we.. is them.. lols.. i go practice my BAO BEI gaohu.. lols.. i miss it so darn much.. =) hehe.. den.. zz.. bored.. i felt giddy.. must be lack of sleep... o went to one corner and fell asleep.. lols.. den yu ting woke me up says she wanna tell us story.. hehe.. to o tired le.. she telling story dat time i almost fall asleep.. today i nonly sleep for 2hrs leis.. tml still got tkd training.. zz.. haha sleepy.. oh ya... we went for concert during the nite.. haha.. yu ting wear till so stylish sia.. haha.. she say jia hao saw her got shock.. LOLs.. haha... ya.. i went to school rite.. didnt tie up my hair.. lols.. i just bathed so my hair was still wet cant tie.. lols.. wait till dry le den tied it up in sch..

zz.. tml training.. haix.. gotta finish wrapping up some presents den can go sleep.. tml gonna give ppl present.. lols. only clara, qiao ni and jia hao's christmas present.. zz lols.. zz.. so darn tired.. my tkd pants dunno tml can dry anot.. think i wake up at 8 am tml.. if my pants cant dry den i gotta iron it dry and air it for awhile before wearing it.. lols.. bored..

die.. 7 january.. ma want me to go collect edusave award.. its at 2.30PM.. and GRADINGis at 2.50PM.. so if we gotta go at 2.50pm.. we confirm go earlier to practice more de.. i dun wanna skip a grading kaes.. i am not skipping grading for the sake of collecting $250 edusave award.. tkd is more important den money to me kaes.. and i dun care abt $.. all i want is to be happy.. with or without money..



11:32 PM ; smile?

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

i have lost control of myself... nothing can stop me from being sad now.. but.. if dats so.. how am i gonna be happy one more? i am giving up.. i wil just let fate control every single thing in my life now.. even though i dun really wanna rely on fate..

i have never really known how much u meant to me.. everyday.. i just cant get u off my mind.. for the first time i am really saying this and meaning it.. i miss u.. alot.. i just really wanna see u.. alot..



3:54 PM ; smile?


Do you ever get tired of people who
keeps telling you that they really
like you?
- no one told me dat before..

Do you ever say 'i love you' to
someone special before?
- no..

Do you ever get jealous over someone
who seems perfect at everything?
- yes.. i will.. cos my life is just so not nice..

Do you ever feel that your mom is
pressuring you?
- yea..

.Do you ever kiss someone special
before?
- no..

Do you ever have the craziest idea
that your best friend of the opp. sex
and you can make out or be a couple?
- no..

Do you ever kiss a total stranger
before?
- no..

Do you ever hugged your besties?
- yea

Do you ever had a best-friend turns
out to be your worst enemy?who?
- yea.. i am not naming who..

Do you ever feel true love?
- no..

Do you ever think that you look much
better than your ex boyfie's/girlfie's
girlfriend/boyfriend?
- i dunno.. i have no experience yet..

Do you ever hate anyone right now?
- yes.. alot of ppl.. and i hate myself alot..

Do you ever had been rejected directly
or indirectly by the person you really
like?When was it?
- no..

Do you ever hate it when people
misjudge you?
- yes..

Do you ever had rumours about you in
school going around?
- no..

Do you ever fall for someone who
really likes you?
- i did..

Do you ever thought of an ideal date?
- i dunno..

Do you ever want your besties to stay
as besties for as long as you all can?
- yes..

Do you ever want to go to your
destination?
- destination? i dun have one..

Do you ever wanna go somewhere for
your date?
- i dunno..



3:36 PM ; smile?


i just hate it all so darn much.. whyy must there always someone who will make all my happiness get ruined.. why cant i just be happy.. why cant everything just be ok.. i dun care wat happens.. i just want to be really really happy.. is it hard to be really happy? it is not hard for other ppl but for me.. no matter wat i do i just cant be really happy.. i hate ut all just so so much.. for me.. anger.. sadness.. tey are always there to ruin my life.. happiness.. it always stay far far from me.. maybe i shld give up.. maybe i shldnt be in this world at all.. maybe i shld just leave.. i really really cant take it anymore.. i just wanna give up everything.. i dun wanna cry anymore.. it hurts badly.. everything just wun be smooth for me.. everything always get ruined.. i hate it all so much.. i dun wish to endure all this pain anymore.. i really dun wish to.. u think i like to lose my temper? i dun.. u think i dun wish to give in? i dun.. i really wanna stop any quarrels.. is just that i keep getting taunted.. i hate dat.. i dun wish to be liddat anymore.. i dun wanna be.. plus at the time i really need someone to be there for me.. there's no one.. no one.. just me.. alone.. in pain.. struggling.. dats all.. and i hate it alot.. i realy really cant take this anymore.. suicide.. i have thought of it before.. but is just dat i dun dare.. but.. wat if i do suicide.. will anyone be sad? i dunno.. i really dunno wat to do.. i hate it all alot..

i wanna stop crying.. but i cant my tears just keep falling.. like now.. can i stop crying? even though i stop crying now.. i just cant be happy.. deep inside my heart.. its bleeding.. it is painful.. i just wanna be happy.. really really happy..



3:25 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

pfftt.. so bored..just bored.. so tired.. i cant wait to go back to singapore.. to be with my frens.. to be with those ppl dat care alot for me.. to a place dat i will really feel dat i belong.. the place where my loved ones are.. the place where there is a hope of me being happy even more and more.. i just cant wait to get to singapore... i just cant wait to part from this stupid place where all my angers are..where i will never feel happy.. never ever be happy.. really be happy.. everyday i just feel like crying.. i just.. hate it all.. i cant wait to be with my frens.. i cant wait to see them.. especially my best frens.. i just MISS them so damn much..

i am leaving this devilish place.. SOON.. and i wish to leave my hatred behind.. andjust be happy.. really really happy.. soon.. i hope.. i will be really really happy..

uh oh.. my hmwks are still not done yet.. uh oh.. seriously uh oh.. i return only thurs got training, CO stuff and concert.. den friday traning almost whole day// den saturday got erhu lesson.. still dunno wat time it is yet.. den sunday.. haix.. think i gotta complete my hmwk on dat day.. den monday.. maybe is tkd outing.. den tues prepare for school.. den wednesday school reopen.. den thurs to saturday sec 3 camp.. den sunday grading.. whoa!! so tiring!!!! ahhHHHHHH



10:49 PM ; smile?


bored.. hmwk all not done yet.. zz not in the mood for study.. anyways.. tml will be my last day in china le.. on thurs monring i will reach singapore.. i will be so darn happy!

this is wat is gonna happen on thurs and fri.. haha..
THURS
reach singapore.. unpack..wash up..iron tkd gi,go for tkd.. den go home and bathe.. head back to school again.. go help clear CO room.. den after dat go SCH for concert.. reach home.. SLEEP..

FRIDAY
wake up... go for tkd training for open hse de.. all the way to 6pm.. den go back home bahhs.. straight away sleep.. iwill be half dead by then.. LOLs.. still gotta have work cos of my treasurer job.. zz.. tiring.. jiayou!! =)



9:00 PM ; smile?


found this on weng sun's blog.. lol.. its almost same as 2 other survey i do before de..zz do 4 fun..

list 11 people randomly. 5 girls, 2 boys, 1 family member, 3 of your choice.

1. luo min
2. gena
3. weng sun
4. clara
5. qiao ni
6. jia hao
7. terence
8. emily
9. shirley
10. wan sian
11. cheryl lim

what would you do if youve never met 6?
ehh.. i dunno lei.

what would you do if 2 and 6 were dating?
ehh.. they dunno each other leis..

have you ever seen 4 cry?
yea..

do you think 1 is pretty?
YEA!

tell me something about 11.
ehh.. attitude prob.. very the rude de.. and she is only pri 1..

how do you know 8?
she is my cousin

whats 7's favorite colour?
if not wrong shld be blue bahhx

what would you do if 2 confess his/her love for you?
ehh.. lol.. she is my best fren.. =)

fact about 9.
she is my cousin.. lol

who is 6 going out with?
lol.. i dunno..

who is 5 to you?
fren.. duh..

would you ever live with 11?
i dun think so.. if i live with her i will turn crazy de.. u dunno how much she piss me off before.. hehe..

is 2 single?
yep
wahahahas x))

how much does 3 mean to you?
hmm.. i dunno she is just a fren..

who is 1?
my best fren for 5 yrs le!!

whats the best thing about 8?
she is CUTE!! haha

what do you dislike about 10?
ehh.. nth? haha she is my cousin..

favorite memory with 6?
huh.. so far no memory yet.. hmm.. but maybe dat time he give me birthday present? hahaha.. lol..

lols... byebye..



12:07 PM ; smile?


hiies.. bad mood 2nd post.. lame.. bored.. hahahahahhahahaha.. i bad mood still can laugh..lol.. u noe why? emily the msn there got one LOL smiley thingy.. it says..: LOL.. i am not really laughing.. its just dat i am too fucked to say anything else.. hahaha.. so vulgar.. lol.. if i remember correctly shld be liddat de.. =) so evil.. hehe..

so bored.. sometimes thigs are just so unfair.. and why must boys be so precious.. because of their jewel? the jewel kena squish only cannot work le.. still so precious meh? if any guys reading this find it offensive.. den DATS TOO BAD!!!!!!!!!!



12:01 PM ; smile?


hi.. bad mood.. dats all.. super tired.. tml nite taking aeroplane le.. =) i so happy!! haha.. going out.. lol.. bye..

bei ji xing de yan lei... nice song.. ! =) haha..



11:40 AM ; smile?

Monday, December 25, 2006

ehh.. another survey.. again.. LOLs..

L a s t
1. friend you saw: - ehh.. got 2 leh.. clara and qiaoni..

2. Person you Talked to on the phone: -
dunno lei.. cant remember.. maybe it er.. dunno la..

3. Text: - text? text wat? msn or sms? lol..

t o d a y

1. Wearing Today: - 3 long sleeves and 2 long pants..

2. Better than yesterday? - a little..

t o m o r r o w

1. huh?
2. Got any plans: dunno.. dun care dun give a damn..

3. Dislikes about tomorrow: got huge headache now.. tml will be worse and my throat will get worse..

f a v o r i t e

1. Number: 13
2. favourite color(s): blue, black, white
3. Season: summer or winter bahx..

c u r r e n t l y

1. Missing someone: yea..
2. Mood : frustrated..

Q's & A's

Q: First thing you did this morning
- brush teeth duh..

Q: Last thing you ate: - jap meal at jap restaurant.
Q: What's annoying you right now?
: - my thoughts and my cousin's whining.. ugh..

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
: - half of eragon..

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationship?
- wats dat?

Q: Is there anyone you like or, love and vice versa but can't have relationship with?
: - i dunno..

Q: What was, is the reason behind it?
: - huh?

Q: Are you both still friends?:
- huh?

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now
: - yea..

Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
- i dunno.. gotta ask him...

Q: Where is the last place you went?
- jap restaurant..

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?
: - both la.. i dunno..

Q: Do you have any pets?
- yea

Q: Do you smile often?
: - no.. but i WISH to at least smile really really happily..

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- nah.. cos i have not seen any shooting stars yet..

Q: Are you a friendly person?
: - i dunno.. gotta ask my frens this question..

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
: - mine and my cousin's?

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
: - dark blue, purple and pink..

Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?
: - sleeping..

Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
: - girl.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
: - yesterday..

Q: Do you get angry easily?
:- YES.. and i HATE it..

Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
: - him?

Q: Take any vitamins?
: - no..

Q: What are you about to do?
: - watch wei xiao pasta..

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for..
- no.. only sometimes..

Q: Who was the last to fill this survey?
: - emily..

Q: Do you like the person?
: she's my cousin...

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10
: my life? 0.00000000000001.

i hate it.. hate it all. i wish i could just disappear..

2nd survey..

1. Who would you want to be tied to
for 24 hours?
me, myself and I

2. Who do you blame for your mood today?
myself and everybody..

3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
nope

4. What should we do without stupid people?
how the hell do i noe?

5. How long do you think you will live?
i wish i could die now..

6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
brush teeth la..

7. The color of carpet in your bedroom?
no carpet la..

9. Last person you went out to lunch with?
no one.. i didnt eat lunch today..

10. Are you spoiled?
no i dun think so..

11. Do you drink lots of water?
no.. dats wahy i got a sore throat now..

12. Are you missing anyone now?
maybe...

13. Do you have a crush/girlfriend/boyfriend?
i not sure..

14. Does he/she knows that you have a crush on him/her?
nahh..

15. What are you doing this weekend?
dunno.. forget le..

16 How would you describe feelings?
horrible things..

17. Is your best friend a virgin?
duh..

18. Ever thought of getting back with any of your ex?
i dun even have ex..

19. When was the last time you were at a party?
23 november.. CO farewell party..

20. Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child?
none ba..

22. The last website you visited?
blogger lor..

23. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
forgot le..

25. Last person you talked on the phone with?
cant remember..

26. What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
my b dae this year over le.. i will not do anyything.. just make sure dat i am happy..

27. What is your mood right now?
FRUSTRATED..

28. Is anything alive in your room?
duh. my family members..

29. Today, would you rather go back or forward?
i rather go back to the past where i dun even EXIST..

30. What are you looking forward to meet right now?
meet? what? if its who den it will be all my good frens.. and maybe him bahhx..



10:29 PM ; smile?


haha.. i went to my frens blog wished merry christmas.. i kept typing wrongly christmas.. i kept typing christamas.. LOL.. den gotta keep changing.. LOLs.. hahahahaha..

LOL.. i am roller blading around the hse!! hahahahaha.. so funnie i keep ALMOST falling.. hahahahahaha.. LOL.. zzz.. so funnie!! my blades are my christmas present!!! =) from my mum de.. =)



1:39 PM ; smile?


firstly... MERRY CHRISTMAS.. HOHOHO. emily say de.. hahahahha... zzz... lol.. owe ppl presents aww.. so sad.. hahaha.. anyways.. hard to get present for ppl lor.. i mostly noe wat to buy for girls but guys.. haix.. hard man.. lol..

zz.. cheered up ler.. lol.. so sian.. wanna slp.. hhaha.. my sore throat keep making me wanna puke liddat.. i phlegm was kinda yellowish.. eww.. i was like ugh.. when my phlegm kept wanting to come out.. eww...

LOL.. emily dunno how to pronounce phlegm. she was like puh puh.. thingy hahahah.. LOLs.. zz bored.. CO tee printing le. haha.. i gotta buy XS lol.. cos my previous CO tee XS still oversize de.. hehehehehehe... lol..

BYE!! and LASTLY a HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO!!1 hahaha..



1:14 PM ; smile?

Saturday, December 23, 2006

boo!! back from sightseeing lols.. we went far far away!! =) hahaha...zz the weather today wasnt so cold.. it was hot!! we climbed up a hill up stairs.. so tiring.. hahahaha.. lol.. but was FUN!! yea!! long time no exercise le.. think 28th dec go back 4 tkd i will be like lagggiiiinnggg behind...

forgive and forget.. yea i will forgive.. but i wun forget the incident... so.. no longer pissed le.. yea... maybe a little pissed when i hear his voice like those kb type de.. duh. who wun be.. lol.. anyways!! today's is a HAPPY day~!!!!



4:52 PM ; smile?

Friday, December 22, 2006

hmm.. tkd.. aerobatic tkd? hmm wonder wat it will be like. hmm anyways.. doubt i wil be using thye laptop tml.. dun feel like.. gotta finish my hmwk.. still haven finish.. i think i better stop swearing le.. -.-
zzz



11:01 PM ; smile?


ehh. bored. still not in the mood to have fun.. went to ask shiir and luo min abt ice skating for tkd outing thingy.. whoa.. kept me busy for quite long. kaes. my mood at least a little better le.. haix.. must give way.. give way give way give way.. give my ass ar.. haix.. no choice.. got my second bro who always calls the shots here.. no choice.. so pissed.. my temper.. guess. its just liddat de.. bored..



9:31 PM ; smile?


survey.. again..

ehh.. think i dun post the survey.. its abt handphone.. wats is in my inbox and wat is this.. dat.. LOLs.. gotta go back singapore den can really to the survey.. LOLs.. ahhaha... lame..



4:46 PM ; smile?


pfft.. haha lame..zz.. hahaha.. hmm.. my breakfast was NICE!! lols.. now hungry le.. dats why i am thinking of my breakfast.. haha.. LOL.. yummy.. haha i cooked my breakfast myself.. den nver eat lunch.. haha.. so hungry.. bored.. lols.. no anime to watch le.. zz hahahaha



3:41 PM ; smile?


i am so freaked out. OMG!! new friendster request.. by a guy called wei leang.. omg.. noe wat his interest and hobbies are? see >>basketball, eating, flirting, clubbing, sex, reading, drinking, smoking.. OMG!! wat an ass.. i better delete him of my friendster list.. he's a maniac.. interested in sex? ask him GO TO HELL!! PLuS SMOKING AND DRINKING.. those ppl who smoke and drink wil NEVer BE My FRENS!!!! wat the hell!?!?! ugh.. bloody maniac... i think he put basketball and reading to act good de.. reading.. read wat? porn arhx? crazy.. hmmppff.. deleted him of my list le.. bloody ass.. and summore his say his personality is SHY!! ahem SHY my FOOT!! ta ma de.. idiots.. >=(



12:29 PM ; smile?


YAY!! a new baby cousin! =) haha.. my aunt just gave birth.. this morning! yay.. a girll... her name night be felicia.. fiona is gona be a big sister.. xP hahaha.. i love baby cousins!! they are SOO cute!! =) hahaha.. LOLs..



12:17 PM ; smile?


zzz... bored.. hahaha.. so bored.. lol.. later mum, aunt, ah ma they all going out.. me, em and jarell staying at home.. zz.. think i will let emily use the laptop i go and do my hmwk.. IN PEACE.. x) haha.. bored.. i swear.. by today.. i will finish my hmwk!! =) hahahaha... -.-

LOLs.. so bored.. i can blade le.. but den hor.. my blades got prob.. buy already liddat le.. haix.. gotta change.. my mum say change to more ex de... lol.. i am SO bored.. zzz.. hahahaha... LOLs.. my cousin.. mei da mei xiao.. tch.. watever..zzz

christmas.. in 3 days time le.. i owe someone a present now.. zzz. so sian.. think i already have in mind wat to give him.. zzz.. hahaha.. lol... so bored.. HMWK!! GOTTA DO. den can enjoy CHRISTMAS!! hmm.. ask my mum to make my blades mt christmas present? LOLs.. hahaha...



11:52 AM ; smile?

Thursday, December 21, 2006

pfffttt.. mum.. wah lau.. shut down the laptop when i using half way.. tch.. arghh.. now she asks me to eat again.. watever.. bad mood.. after eating finish my dinner.. slammed here and there.. slammed the door and went to the other apartment.. pissed.. blasted mp3.. lalalalala... looked thru the things i bought.. see got any for jiahao's christmas present.. tch.. lame.. but found none.. all girls stuff..now i gotta go get one.. den.. took out my blades.. managed to skate le.. but not dat well... den.. slammed all the way back to this apartment again.. pissed.. ugh.. shouted at my stupid cousin again.. this time right in front of his dad.. he.. ACT.. go and cry.. tch.. stupid faker.. last time i shout at him he shout backk.. how i wish i can punch him.. today is just SO NOT my day.. arrghh.. so darn pissed..

ugh.. i hate my life.. it SUCKS!!!



8:19 PM ; smile?


bought ROLLER BLADES!! whoo.. emily is gonna be my teacher.. anyways.. i learnt to walk on the blades ALL BY MYSELF!! =P hahahaha.. lame.. at least better den before.. cant even balance.. ahahah..



5:48 PM ; smile?


another one.. zz.. its almost the same as the first one i did..

Instructions:name 11 people youu can think of at the top of your head.dont read thequestions below before youu write and tag 5people to do this survey,
1)luo min
2)gena
3)loren
4)jia hao
5)terence
6)emily
7)clara
8)yee sin
9)qiao ni
10)shirley
11)wen min


How Did U Meet 10?
-LOLs.. she is my cousin..

What Will U Do If U Never Met 6?
-hmm.. haha.. i will be happy.. cos i wun have such an irritating cousin.. xP

What Will U Do If 2 And 6 dated?
-lol.. they dunno each other and they wun be lesbians.. -.-

Have U Ever Seen 4 Cry?
-no.. LOLs.. i only met him this year.. LOLs

Do U Think 1 Is Pretty?
-yupp.. a little.. my bestie!! =)

Tell Me Something About 11.
- hmm.. she told me she gets along well with guys more den girls.. haha

How Did U Noe 8?
- she's one of my first frens i made when i came to PHS.. =)

Would U Ever Date 5?
-waddya think? OF COURSE NOT!! zzz.. he's my 2nd bro.. -.-

What's 7 Favourite Colour?
-ehh.. blue?

What Wil U Do If 2 Confesses To You?
- LOL.. she wun.. she isnt a lesbian and she is my best fren.. -.-

Fact about 9
- ehh.. a girl whose turning kick became BETTER not long ago.. xP

Who Is 6 going Out With?
- her frens? -.-

Who is 5 to You?
- my brother.. -.-

Would U Ever Live With 11?
- hmm.. maybe.. she's my fren..

Is 2 Single?
- yea..

How Much does 3 Mean To You?
-hmm.. just a normal fren..

What Do U Think Of 1?
- MY BEST FREN!!! CUTE!! xP

Whats The Best Thing About 8?
- cute!! LOL

Wad Do U Think Of 10?
- she's my cousin~!LOL.. she's kinda chiio? haha

Best Memory With 6?
-ehh.. nth.. hahahaha..

LOLs.. so bored.. zzz



5:01 PM ; smile?


another survey~! LOLs.. haha

Describe love in 1 word:
`hmm.. ehh.. i dunno leh..

+ Would you dare to fool your bf/gf?:
` i dunno. maybe? haha

+ What do you do when you've been hurt by the 1 u love?:
`hmm.. i will.. be very heartbroken.. cry secretly.. and hate him alot..

+ Single or committed?:
`single..

+ How do you feel right now?:
` moody.. i almost wanted to kill my cousin just now..

+ Do you miss somebody?
` yea.. just this someone..

+ Does letting go always means goodbye?:
` hmm.. i dun think so.. maybe sometimes..

+ Rate yourself from 1-10, 10 highest, how much do you love her/him:
`hmm 8? i dunno..

+ Are you willing to love again even if you've been hurt many times?:
` uhmx.. yea..

+ Are you in love?:
` i dunno.. maybe.. LOLs..

+ Do you prefer to see him/her everyday or not so often?:
` hmm.. not everyday..just sometimes..

+ Do you have a gf/bf?
` no..

+ If God will let you choose the one who will love you, what kind of lover would she/he be?
` he would be.. uhmx. very caring.. understanding.. gentle.. nice.. something liddat bahhx.

+ Do you fight for love?:
` nah..i wun.. i will give up when i have to even though it will hurt badly..

+ How will you know if you're in love?:
` when i see him.. uhmx. i will be happy and.. er.. i will feel like nervous sometimes..

+ Have you ever cried for the one you love/like?:
` hmm.. i dunno.. cant remember.. maybe i did..

+ Are you happy or hurt?:
` both happy and hurt..

+ Are you loyal with the one you love?:
` hmm.. yea..

+ Are you serious when it comes to relationships?
` duuh..

+ Does answering this make you feel sad or happy?
` a little happy a little sad..

+ When was the last time you cried?:
` a few days ago.. yawn till tears came out.. zz

+ Does crying help you? How?:
` dunno.. maybe.. makes me cry my sorrows out.. zzz

+ Do you have a secret love?
` umm.. yea?

+ If yes, do you have any plans of confronting him/her about it?
` i dunno.. maybe? it depends.. let fate decide den..

zzz.. so many relationship type of surveys..



4:49 PM ; smile?


PHEW!! confirmed with vanessa(i think) the sec3 ad camp is on the 4 to 6.. wahh.. lucky wun miss the grading.. hahaha.. but one bad thing is dat i will miss another training.. sobs.. LOLs.. hahaha.. so sad.. ad camp.. haix.. dun wanna go.. xP hahaa.. but no choice..alrdy paid the $ le.. so sad.. i hate camps.. ugh.. its so yucks.. i remembered got one tme my p5 ad camp.. wahhx.. i suddenly stomache.. den go toilet for long.. haha... den was late for dunno wat thingy.. and den i fell down.. den knee injured.. got blood.. haha.. den got mud bath activity.. we went thru it halfway.. going into ponds.. which were eeky.. and my knee was like OWWW!! pain.. den cos we were too noisy.. the instructor dun let us continue the jourbey and we gotta return.. lucky lor.. if not my wound dunno will wat happen le.. hahax.. zzz.. so bored.. i miss tkd!!! hahahahahaha..



11:39 AM ; smile?


2nd survey.. LOLs

[ ] I noe hw 2 make a pot of coffee
[ ] I can do my own laundry
[x] I can cook 4 myself
[ ] I do my chores aft being told
once
[x] I sumtyms do my hw/werk
[ ] I actualli enjoy intellectual
conversations
[ ] I tink politics r excitin
[ ] My parents n grand-parents haf
beta tings 2 sae den my peers

total:2
_______________________________________


[x] I show up 4 skool/werk everi
dae unless im sick
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse
[ ] I watch talk shows [Oprah]
[x] I noe wat incredibility means
w/o lukin it up
[ ] I drink coffee

total: 2
_______________________________________


[x] I noe hw 2 run de dish
washer n/or do de dishes
[x] I can count to 10 in more den 1
languages
[ ] I cn mow de lawn
[x] I cn wash de car
[ ] I cn make adults laugh w/o
being stupid
[ ] I rmb 2 water my plants
[x] I study wen I haf 2
[x] I pay attention at skool/werk
[x] I rmb 2 feed my pets.
[ ] Im generalli organized

total:6
_______________________________________


[x] I can spell experience w/o
lukin it up
[x] I clean up my own mess
[ ] De 1st ting I do wen I wake
up is gt coffee
[x]I can go 2 de store w/o
gettin sumtk I dun nid
[ ] I understand jokes de 1st tym
they r said
[x] I can type quickli, bcux I type
everidae

total: 4
_______________________________________


[ ] My choice of clothin is
acceptable in an office or sumtk
lyk tat
[ ] I can watch politics n laugh
[ ] I haf realized tat de weather
forecast changes everi hr
[x] I haf realized tat no 1 wil
take u seriousli unless u r over
de age of 25 n haf a job
[x] I can read a bk n actualli
finish it
[ ] Ppl haf said tat i luk older
den I am(ppl tot i still in primary school..-.-)

total:2

TOTAL sum : 16x's

Nw add up hw many x's u haf n
put "i act lyk a
16_ years old".!!



11:10 AM ; smile?


surveys!! hahah.. there's 2.. maybe more when shiir comes online msn..

1st survey!!

popular know as?
-Rebecca

2. AGE?
-14

3. BIRTHDAY?
-28091992

4. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
- monkey

5. Who is your cutest friend na girl?
- ehh.. fren arhx? hmm.. yee sin or kah him lor~!hahaha..


6. Can't live without...
- tkd.. music.. and MAYBE him.. haha


9. Choice music?
- chinese and english and some jap de..

10. Food trip?
- ehh? wat does thiis question mean?

11. Final Fantasy character?
- final fantasy? the game? lols.. if its so den.. squall.. rinoa.. LOLs..

12. What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend
are you?
- ehh? how would i noe.. i have never been sumone's gf before.. hahaha

13. What will make you fall for a guy/girl?
- hmm.. caring.. ehh.. nice.. ehh.. tries to be understanding.. hmm.. shld be liddat de..

14. Turn-offs?
- huh? wats dat?

15. If you had a million bucks, what
would you spend it on?
- save in bank, shop.. and donate to charity.. hahaha


16. Longest time you've ever spent on
the phone?
- dunno lei.. i usually use the phone to ask abt hmwk onli.. ahaha..

17. Did you get tired of it?
- tired of wat? talking on the phone? it depends who the caller is. haha..

18. The one thing you try to do everyday?
- study.. hahaha.. but always fail ar.. LOLs


19. Vegetables or fruits?
- fruits

20. Favorite soundtrack?
- ehh.. tsubasa and nanoha A's de..

21. Night out or night in?
- huh? hahaha.. in bahhx.. haha..

22. What's scarier, ghosts or aliens?
- ghosts!!!

23. Finish this sentence: If I could be anyone in the world for a day, I'd be...
- MYSELF!! a HAPPY me.. LOLs.

25. what happened on your last birthday?
- i was very unhappy..

26. Yesterday?
- zzzz. boring day..

27. Last weekend?
- zzz. super COLD!!

28. Last X-mas?
- EHH.. nth special.. i think..

29. Last New year's eve?
- u mean 31 dec dat day? it was full of LAUGHTER and SCREAMING and we went SIAO!! LOLs..

31. Last Valentine's day?
- nth happened.. zzz..

32. What's the last thing you ate?
- why got so many this question de.. sweet lor..

33. Thing you drank?
- plain water..

34. Thing you wore?
- 3 layers of long sleeved shirt.. LOLs.. plus to pants.. hahahahaha.. LAME..

35. Last place you went to?
- china.. hahaha..

36. Last person you saw?
- ehh.. dunno. hahaha.. my family lor..

37. Last person u talked to
- on msn? shirley.. normal conversation.. the irritating girl called emily.. -.-

39. Last person you've sent a msg on friendster?
- haha.. i never send msg on frenster de..

40. Last song you heard?
- tsubasa's dreamscape.

41. Right this VERY SECOND what are you eating?
- air.. xP

43. What are you wearing?
- long sleeved shirts.. -.-

45. Any shoes on?
- slippers..

46. Listening to?
- playstation game the sound.. -.-

47. Talking to anyone?
- no..

48. Are you a vegetarian?
- no

49. Are you a BITCH?
- NO!! duh i am not.. i am a human being..

50. Are you artistic?
- nah.. i got a C for art..

51. Do you write poetry?
- nahx.. my lit always almost fail.. xP

52. Are you a fast runner?
- nah.. slow and lousy stamina.. -.-

53. Can you ski?
- ehh.. no.. cos i nver even try before..

54. did you ever cut a barbie doll's hair?
- no..

55. Are u naughty?
- ehh.. abit.. LOLs. hahaha



11:07 AM ; smile?


HIIES.. OMG... dere's tkd training today.. haix.. LUCKILY!! today is the LAST training i will miss!! YAY!! next wednesday nite i take aeroplane le.. den reach airport at 5am liddat.. by the time i reach home will be 7plus... WHOO!! and tkd starts at 10am... yay! hahaha.. i tot i become stiff le.. cos i long long time nver stretch le.. who noes ytd i did front split can almost touch the floor le.. better den before!!! YAY!! wHOOO!! lol..

i was ALMOST FREAKED OUTT last nite!! hahaha.. there is gonna be sec 3 adventure camp on the 4th january.. last nite while thinking abt it.. i freaked out.. hahaha.. i was scared that it ends on 7jan. noe why? cos 7th jan got GRADING!!! AHHH... LOLs.. but luckily.. it ends on 6th jan.. lols.. i betta double check with my frens.. xP hhahahaha...

zzzz.. so bored.. maybe posting up a few surveys again.. LOL



10:54 AM ; smile?

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

oofff.. i feel like vomiting... ugh.. ugh.. haha.. LOL.. zzzz.. i wanna puke!! dunno why.. lol.. must be cos of the stupid fish.. see my ma put the chili on the fish.. ugh.. disgusting.. my stomach feels DAMN weird now.. ugh..

bloody hell emily scold me idiot.. pls lor.. i let her use the laptop already good enuf le LOR.. still say i onl let her use for A FEW minutes.. -.- half anh hour is equal to A FEW MINUTES meh!?!?!

hahahahaa.. idid my hmwk .. but nver finish.. hahahahahaha.. LAME.. ><



6:42 PM ; smile?


OMG!! another survey.. LOLs.. betta dun get anymore from shiir.. le.. hahaha..

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST
EX IF YOU COULD?
- dun have ex.. LOLs.. even if i have i dun think i will want to..

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- long sleeves shirts..its winter here.. hahaha

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
- no..


4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?
- huh.. dun really understand but.. hmm.. maybe.. maybe not. LOLs..

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO
YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
- huh? wahhx.. all the questions so the chim de..

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
- 2.. 1girl 1boy..

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
- yea..

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH
SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
- EH!!?? siao ar.. i wun lor.. DUH!! i not les de..

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
- went thru it unhappily.. -.-

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
- 10 am plus..

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO?
- trying to sleep.. zzz

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
- nope...it will hurt and hair will fall out..

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?!
- to see him.. xP

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
- a few hours ago before she went out..

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU
COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
- my temper.. hahahha.. LOLs..

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
- keep in bank for emergency use in the future and donate some to charity!!

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
- now no job.. LOLs..

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
- ehh.. tom? hahaha.. dats my unlces name.. LOL.. and pf course i have talked to him before..


21. DESCRIBE WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
- AHEM!!! wat the hell.. LOLs.. not answering it.. -.-'''

22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
- sweets..

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
- september[my b dae month!] and nov[when the hols start!!]


24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
- October[its during the exams and at the end its time to part with frens.. sobs..]

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE??
- ehh.. i dun think i borrowed any.. and even if i did.. i cant remember lerrx..

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
- my 5 yr old cousin.. -.-

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
- my blog and other ppl blog.. haha..

28.
- u mean sms or msn? sms is jia hao.. msn is gena.. LOL..

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
- myself.. haha..

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- yea.. but it depends on which best fren.. LOL

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
- ice lemon tea, ice milo, ehh.. dunno le..

32. HAVE YOU BEEN TO AUSTRALIA?
- no.. but i want to.. hahaha

35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
- cackle evily!! LOLs.. nahh.. just joking.. go to the person's funeral lor.. xP

IF YOU ANSWERED ALL THESE HONESTLY
REPOST "don't lie survey"



1:56 PM ; smile?


anyways.. went to charmaine blog.. LOLs.. got the hwarang grp pics le.. post one up.. the one with everyone holding their medals de! hahha



hahaha..



1:51 PM ; smile?


.. LOLs.. i changed my second blog the skin le.. LOLs.. haha.. its cute.. but LAME.. hahahahaha.. for those who noe the url can go view it.. hahahaha.. LAME.. think ltr shiir surely give me more surveys to do de.. -.- hahaha



1:50 PM ; smile?


LOLs.. another survey.. zz sian liao..

1.do you have piercing?
* yea.. on my ears..

2.when was the first time u had pierce your first hole and where was it?
* end of p4 dat time. pierce both my ears..

3.do you enjoy piercing?
* LOLs.. not really.. it was PAINFUL!

4.how many piercing do you have?
* 2

5.and where are they pierced?
* one on each ear.

6.do you pierce yourself or you go to
* nope i go to jewellery shop ..

7.for you does piercing hurts?
* yea.. quite painful.. my bro said my whole ear turned RED.. hahaha

8.do you prefer wearing ear studs or
ear ring ?
* studs.. but i like wearing those dat dangle too..

9.does your mom allow you to pierce?
* yea.. she was the one who asked me to pierce my ears..

10. who in your family dosen't allow to pierce?
* the guys..

LOLs.. lame survey.. -.-



1:28 PM ; smile?


eeks!! a 85 question survey coming up!! whoa.. i wonder where shirley get all these surveys.. LOLs.. my blog FULL of surveys.. if not wrong this is my 8th survey le.. ahaha

This quiz has 85 questions.
Here's whatyou're supposed to do....and DON'T spoil the fun.
Copy this entire bulletin and paste it onto a new bulletin that you will send.
Change all the answers so that they apply to you.
PUT HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO DO THIS AS THE SUBJECT.

The theory is that you will learn alot of little known facts about thosewho know you.
1. Start Time: 1.08pm
2. Name: Rebecca
3. Nickname: XiaoSpammer, banana, ribena...
4. Astrology sign: libra
5. Gender: Female
7. Hair color: Black
8. Eye color: a little browish i think
9. Height: 155cm liddat bahhx..
10. Favorite color: blue, black, white and some shades of pink.
11. Glasses: yea
13. tattoos: no
14. Birthplace: Singapore
15. Area code: huh?
16. friends: many but dunno whether are they REAL or not.
******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. cut your own hair? yea
18. Done something in the past regret? yea
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? hmm.. no?
21. Skipped school? No!!
22. Bungee jumped? no
24. Punched someone? yea.. kena puched before too..
25. ??? HUH?
26. Been arrested? no
27. Broken into someones house? no
28. Been to a funeral? yea
32. Used a lighter? yea.. i burn the joss stick almost every nite in singapore..
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: Winter
36. Ice cream flavor: chocolate/ strawberry
37. School subject(s): MATHS!
38. Candy: CHOCOLATES..
39. Breakfast: ehh.. dunno.. doughnuts?
40. Juice: grape
41. Book(s): lemony snicket?
42. Movie(s): death note. etc..
43. Song(s): chinese,english plus some jap de..
50. Letter(s): R
51. Favorite fast food restaurat: macs?
52. Disney Princess: ehh? i think it was cinderella..
53. TV station: Kids central, you channel channel 5 and 8
54. Name for a son: dunno
55. Name for a daugter: dunno
******DO YOU PREFER*****
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
57. Alcoholic or not? not
60. Scary movies or comedies? both
61. Short or long hair? both oso can..
62. Croutons or bacon bits? huh??
******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TOMIND******
64. Mexicans in general: huh?
65. School: TKD! haha
67. Cow: ehh? Canada: never been to there..
69. Mouse: look like jay chou.. =x
70. Hands: hmm.. i dunno..
******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? no
72. Talked on the phone? no
73. Cried? yea.. yawn till tears came out..LOL
74. Choked? nah
75. Drank a glass of water? DUH!
76. Done Drugs? no
77. Read a book or magazine? yea
78. Watched TV? yea
79. Looked in the mirror? duh.
80. Taken a shower? yea
81. Taken a picture? nah.. dun think so..
82. Listened to music? yea
83. Kissed sm1? no... -.-
84. Told someone you liked them? no
85: End time: 1.17pm



1:06 PM ; smile?


You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
Explanations.


Not. As. Easy. As. You. Might. Think.

1. Yourself?
- rebecca

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- many

3. Your hair?
- black.

4. Your mother?:
- naggy.. xP

5. Your father?
- fierce

6. Your Favorite Item:
- mp3

7. Your dream last night:
- crazy

8. Your Favorite drink:?
- lemontea

9. Your Dream Car:
- none

10. The room you are in:
- dusty

11. Your Ex:
- none

12. Your fear?
- him

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
- teacher

14. Who did you hang out with last
night?
- nobody

15. What You're Not?
- retarded

16. Muffins:
- chocolate

17: One of Your Wish List Items:
- him

18: Time:
- 12.48pm

19. The Last Thing You Did:
- msn

20. What You Are Wearing:
- long-sleeves

21. Your Favorite Weather:
- winter

22. Your Favorite Book:
- dunno

23. The last thing you ate:
- dumpling

24. Your LiFE:
- sucky

25. Your Mood:
- bad

26. Your friends:
- fun?

27. What are you thinking about right now?
- someone

28. single or taken?
- single

29. What are you doing at the moment?
- typing

30. Your summer?
- huh?

31. Your relationship status:
- dunno

32. What is on tv?
- game

33. What is the weather like?
- sunny

34. When is the last time you laughed??
- yesterday

35. Hurt?
- painfully

LOLs.. so lame.. the questions are hard to answer with just 1 word.. LOLs.. hahahha.. anyway. there are two different him in the survey.. LOLs..



12:44 PM ; smile?


-.- bored.. yawn.. hahahaha.. last nite was lame.. LOLs.. me and emily.. wahhx.. we were like singing songs like siao liddat.. LOLs.. alot of JJ de song.. like sarang hae yo, jiu shi wo, mu nai yi, yi qian nian yi hou, liu xing zhu jiao, hui you na me yi tian, sha shi bi ya de tian fen.. etc.. still got cyndi the songs.. like.. honey.. ai ni.. qiao qiao ban, chi pang.. etc.. LOLs.. got one cyndi the song.. dunno mu ma something de.. hahaha.. i like dat song.. LOLs.. LAME.. hahahaha

everyone seems to be weird today.. hahahaha.. lol.. emily suddenly jumped up on the bed.. sscare the shit out of me.. den.. ah ma.. suddenly weird weird de.. we yesterday woke up later den today she nver say anything den today go ask us why we wake up SO late.. hhahaha.. we woke up at 10 plus lor.. late meh? we slept at 12++ am again.. LOLs. hahahahaha... zzzz..

hahaha.. my hmwk haven finish yet.. hahahaha.. too lazy to be serious and do.. zzz.. haha. at leasst i found the 2 articles for SS.. in which one is 14 pages long.. -.- hahahaha.. zz... maths so difficult.. tuition the maths also so difficult.. stupid.. combination of surds and indices.. arrgghh... so hard.. zzz.. science wksht... dammit lor.. i left it in singapore.. aHHH.. dammit.. den still got chinese the project.. now with jessica.. hahaha.. den still got english bk review.. zzz.. i do one le.. still got 1 haven do yet.. zzz.. so lame.. hahahaha.. where got story bk character have the same character as me de?? hahaha.. LOLs..

YAWN.. now listen to music and do hmwk bahhx.. wait for shiir to give us surveys to do.. LOLs.. ahahahaha

hmm.. deleted a few posts.. haha.. december blog too much le.. LOLs.. hahahhaha



12:11 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

100% perfect boyfriend....whoa.. shirley wants her bf to be liddat de worr.. haha.. i only wan SOME so the points cannot be too perfect if not cannot scold.. xP LOLs.. hahaha..

1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
[She won't trust you if you do & it'llbe awkward]

2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.
[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel you want her]

3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
[It makes her feel you really love her.]

4. Cuddle with her.
[She'll feel you are there for her]

5. Hug her from behind
[It makes her feel special]

6. Write little notes.
[She smiles. They're cute; The end]

7. Compliment her Honestly.
[No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her]

8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
[It makes her feel wanted]

9. Be super sweet to her.
[All girls like a super sweet guy]

10. Call her at night to wish her sweetdreams.
[She'll go to bed with a smile]

11. Comfort her when she cries.
[She'll feel you'll ALWAYS be there for her]

12. Wipe away her tears
[It'll show you'll always be there]

13. Love her with all your heart.
[Not with your brain... or your dick]

14. Pick her up and flirt with her
(she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). [It's true boys!]

15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
[Every girl loves a guy who is a gentleman]

16. DON'T let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her
[and it'll make her feel like you aren't really there for her]

17. Take her for a long walk at night!
[She just wants to be alone & that's not always bad. The world can be annoying sometimes & you just need to be alone.]

18. When it's cold outside hold her close
[You want her to be happy & she's happy in your arms]

19. Draw on or rub her back as she is tryin to rest or sleep}
[This just feels good HAHA!] {not with a pen you idiot, with your finger~}[PS. this point is stupid.. hahah]



11:05 PM ; smile?


46 Questions Survey hahahax....



1)Who did you last go out with?
- er.. my family, my aunts family and my ah ma..

(2) What do you want to receive on
your birthday?
- nt sure lehx..haha. ehh.. i dunno.. maybe a LAPTOP from my parents? xP

(3) Reach your hand out to the right.
What do you
touch?
- a webcam. xP hahaha

(4) What time did you sleep last night?
- 12am +++ hhahaha..

(5) What's the wallpaper on your compt?
- hmm.. me, my two bros and my mum EATING!! hahahaha

(6) What can you hear besides the
computer?
- my cousins shouting.. -.- plus emily laughing WEIRDLY!!

(7) Do you agree to the saying "to
Forgive is to
forget"?
- no if u forgive a person.. how can u forget the person? LOLs..

(8) When, where was the last time
tears started to
roll down your cheek?
- er.. in front of this very laptop screen i am viewing noe yawning till tears came out.. it was yesterday i thinnk.. hahaha..

(9) What/who makes you happy?
- my frens!! not really.. hahaha. there is just this person.. and my cca.. TAEKWONDO!! hahaha

(10) What make you sad?
- seeing a STUPID guy!!

(11) What are your favorite books?
- ehh.. i dun really read much.. hhaha.. maybe comics.. haha death note the manga!!

(12) What would you like to have right
at this
moment which seems totally impossible?
- ehh? emily to disappear forever..[ she's spoutiing nonsense.. say dat i wan HIM by my side.. -.- nonsense.. i dun even noe any person called HIM.. only got one called KAH HIM] hahaha

(13) Who will you turn to if you have
a huge
problem that not all your friends know
about?
- no one.. i will keep my problem in my heart.. i dun wan to burden ppl with my problems..

(14) What's your favorite song at the
moment?
- hmm.. the song eternal blaze from the anime NANOHA A's

(15) What was the last song that kept
ringing on
your mind last night before you sleep?
- emily's fav song.. ting ma ma de hua.. hahaha.. everyday go her blog can hear so it always in my mind.. LOL.. xP

(16) What was the best event that
happened last
year?
- my birthday? when i was sooo happy?

(17) Where did you go today?
- CHINA!! lols.. i long long ago in china le.. haha.. nope.. today nver go out.. haha..

(18) Last thing you eat?
- ICE CREAM!! hahahaha.. LOLs..

(19) Who were you with? Were they cool?
- now with EMILY.. she IS LAME.. hahahahhahahahha.. she will NOT be cool to me. -.-

(20) Have you gone to the beach just
w/ your
buddies?
- ehh.. no... i almost went but my mum dun allow.. =( so sad.. i really did wanna go with them.. i keep missing out on the fun..

21)Do you love sunsets?
- yeahx!! i saw one not long ago!!

22)When is your b-day?
- 28th September

(23)What are your wishes for your
birthday?
- umm... its a SECRET.. ahahaha..

(24)Who do you wanna be w/ on the day
of your
birthday?
- hmm.. LOLs.. my frens and if possible.. this particular guy.. hahaha.. lame..

(25)Have you ever felt that you've
been taken for
granted?
- yea.. i dunno.. hahaha.. i feel dat i dun even exist sometimes.. hahaha

(26) thing/s you regret?
- ummm.. not being able to continue to be frens with someone..

(27) Is there anything else you want
to do besides
answering this survey?
- yea.. duh.. lol..

(28)What's the most important
sentence/s that
lingers in your mind right now?
- hmm.. we only get to live life once.. why not live it to the fullest?[someone told me this sentence.]hahaha..

(29)cookies n' cream or double dutch?
- cookies n' cream!! haha i dun even noe wat is doule dutch..

(30)Chocolate cake or brazo 'ni'
mercedez?
- chocolate cake!![not the one from toilet de okays.. hahha]

(31)Do you know how to drive?
- obviously not..

(33) Do you like spongebob?
- NO.. he's a stupid SPONGE.. dat can talk and laugh and is ULTRA LAME!! hahaha..

(34) Do you know how to play the
guitar?
- nope

(35) Who's the last person you texted?
- my cousin who asked me to do this survey? haha..

(37) KFC or Kenny Rogers?
- kfc ..

(38) Do you find yourself sexy?
- NO!!! -.-''' LOL..

(39) Hotdogs or cheesedogs?
- hotdogs

(41)is there someone you're missing
right now?
- yea..

(43) Where did you go last Friday?
- uhmx..not sure wat the place is called.. -.-

(44) What did you do there?
- SHOPPING!!! =)

(45) Who were you with?
- my mum, my aunt and emily..

(46) last watched movie?
- ehh.. in china.. the movie is SILENT HILL!! hahaha

YAY!! finally the survey end lerr.. LOLs.. hahahahaha.. shirley ar.. wahhx.. ask me to do 3 surveys to day.. whoa.. hahaha.. LOLs.. hahahahaha



6:46 PM ; smile?


third survey posted up.. LOLs.. shirley ask me do 2 surveys at ONE go.. LOLs.. hahaha.. emily asked me do 1 shirley as me do two.. whoa.. hahas.. who cares anyway.. i have the time.. hahahahaha

"I'm 55% Shy"

[ ] You are afraid of public speaking.
(stage fright)
[x] You find it hard to talk to
strangers.
[x] You don't like to look people in
the eye.
[ ] You have trouble using public
restrooms.
[x] You don't like to go shopping
alone.
Total so far: 3

[x] Being introduced to new people
makes you nervous.
[x] When you're in a group of people,
it's difficult to think of what to say.
(depends)
[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking
to the opposite sex.
[x] You hate to be teased.
[x] You dread answering the door.
Total so far: 4

[x] You can't stand people watching
you.
[ ] One on one conversations make you
nervous.
[ ] You don't like to ask people for
help.
[x] You hate to read aloud.
[ ]You don't like asking questions
sometimes.

Total so far: 2

[ ] You dread ordering food at
restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties,
unless you know everyone well.
[ ] You don't like to talk, because
you're afraid of being embarrassed by
what you say.
[ ] You've been single for long
periods of time, because you're so
uncomfortable with dating.
[x] You wish you were more outgoing.
Total so far: 2


Add all the x's and multiply by 5,
Then title this with "I'm 55% Shy"



6:27 PM ; smile?


whoa.. another survey.. shirley ask me to do de..
hahaha..

-Original message-
answer all questions in truth.
deceiving yourself is your own choice.
enjoy!

quiz for GIRLS. unless you're gay =)

1. do you think you're pretty
; nah...

2. do you think you're clever?
; clever?? so so bahhx.. i am in the best class... xP haha

3. are you in special stream?
; nope

4. do people say you're pretty?
; yes.. when i was a smalll kidd

5. are you happy NOW?
; not really..

6. do you have a crush?
; yea.. i think so..

7. how many boyfriends did you have?
; er.. none? ahaha

8. where exactly are you now?
; in china, my dad's rented apartment the living room..

9. do you have a group of friends you
lyk hang out with? [if no, go to
questions 11]
; yea.. but we dun really go out dat much..

10. who are they?
; hmm... there's sort of two diff groups. haha.. 1-- clara, qiaoni, yee sin..
2-- sarah, jessica, martha..

11. what cca are you in?
; Chinese Orchestra and TAEKWONDO!!

12. do you prefer single or attached.
; hmm.. i dunno. i dunno wat it is like to be attached.. xP hahaha.. but. i dun like to be alone.. hahaa

13. do you love your friends.
; hmm.. SOME only.. hahaha..

14. who is the closest guy to you NOW
in school?
; ehh.. as in frens?? if dat's so den it will be jia hao? haha..

15. do you love yourself.
; i dunnno.. sometimes i do sometimes i dun!! =P

16. love your siblings?
; some times.. most of the time.. NO..

17. do you go to the arcade?
; not really.. very seldom.. only when i am overseas in china..

18. do you car-race?
; ehh.. like arcade type of car race? if dats so.. NO.. i keep crashing and always drive in the wrong direction.. xP

19. do you take pictures of yourself?
; yea... take already den delete away.. haha..

20. do you like to do quizzes?
; yupp.. when i am BORED like now.. hahahaha..



6:15 PM ; smile?


HIIES.. blogging again.. OMG.. EMILY JUST FREAKED me OUT!!! hahahaha.. she said dat last nite we gonna sleep dat time she saw a white thing behind me!!! aHHHHH.. i HOPE its JUST her EYES playing tricks ON HER.. SCARE ME.. wat if got GHOST!?!?!? aHHHH!! i scared lei... BOO!!! hahahaha LAME!!

LOLS.. do survey again.. emily say do 4 fun.... -.- hahahaha.. lols..

1. Will u still love the person who
once hurt u?
- NO.. never ever.. i will hate the person to the CORE!!

2. Will u go out on a date with a
person u know who is already
committed with someone?
- NO.. obviously not..

3. Would u steal the person u love
most from ur friend?
- NEVER.. i am not a evil person.. if the person i love dun love me, i will give him up..

4. What's the nicest thing you would
do for love??
- uhmx... i dunno.. muz see.. hahaha.. i have no experience yet.. xP

5. What's the nastiest thing you would
do for love??
- nth? hahaha

6. Will u give ur ex a second
chance??
- no.. never a second chance... only a chance to be frens.. dats all..

7. What was the best thing you have
done for the person u love??
- uhmx.. be his greatest best fren? hahaha..

8. If u get stuck on an elevator with
your ex what will you say?
- uhmx.. "WHY THE HELL AM I SO UNLUCKY!?!?!" and "GET ME OUT OF HERE!!"

9. Will u give ur partner a big kiss
in front of many people?
- hmm.. unless i love him ALOT.. LOL...

10.If ur ex fooled u once, will u give
another set of trust to him/her?
- NAH..NVER EVER!!

11. What will u do if u caught ur
partner with someone else inside
your room or bed?
- hmm.. based on my violent character.. i will MURDER them! no lar.. not really.. i will let the girl off(maybe) and bash up the guy.. hahahahaha..

12. If you will be given a choice.Will
u drink a bottle of wine one-on-
one with ur partner or with ur
crush?
- partner.. if i have no partner den it will be my crush lor.. LOL

13. If you can only save one person on
a crashing plane, and u dnt know
anybody there,who would it be?
- i will save.. uhmx.. the person dat is sitting nearest to me.. but no matter wat happens i will try to save all.. HAHA

14.You are with your partner on a
party. Your ex asked you to dance
with her/him even for a couple of
minutes. Will you dance with
her/him knowing ur partner is right
there beside u?
- No.. never.. even if my partner allows, i will never ever do dat..

15. Will u still give a present to ur
ex on her/his very special
occasion?
- i dunno.. maybe if we are still frens..

16. If u hear the word love who comes
into ur mind first?
- hmm.. love.. ehh.. taekwondo can anot? LOLs.. its not a human being.. so.. it will be my crush den.. hahahaa..

17. You won 2 tickets for a concert.
Who will you invite?
- umm.. MY BESTEST fren!!hahahaha

18. Will u do a big favor for ur ex?
Now that you're already friends?
- it depends how big the favour is.. xP

19. Now, who u are thinking about?? Ur
partner, ur ex or ur crush?
- my crush.. duh.. i got no partner.. hahahaha...(btw.. he's not who u think he is.. hhahahah)

20. Who do you love most, ur ex,crush,
or your partner and why?
- uhmx.. i dunno.. now ar.. my crush lor.. [my ex crush? ask him go and DIE...]my crush is a nice guy.. hahahahhahahahaha.. LAME.. -.-

--end of survey.. LOLs--



1:13 PM ; smile?

Monday, December 18, 2006

BOO!!! heheehe.. laming abt with luo min on msn and my tagboard.. hahahaha.. i am suddenly SO HAPPIE!!! YAYAYAYAYAYA!!! whoooo.. i siao leA!! YAYAYAYAYAy.. ahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaahhai feel so happie..

but.. how long will this happiness last?



9:00 PM ; smile?


how i wish..how i wish dat.. dat i wun be in pain anymore.. if only.. if only i really could be happy.. forever.. could.. really.. really smile happily.. smile so happily.. a happy smile.. dat is not.. not a fake one.. if only dat could really happen.. i really wish dat could really happen... the time where i have no troubles no sadness.. no anger.. only joy.. when..when will dat ever happen? i cant wait any longer... i dun wanna wait any longer.. i dun wanna be alone.. in this dark and painful world of my own...

i have not been pulled out of the darkness yet.. who.. who will help me?



10:33 AM ; smile?

Sunday, December 17, 2006

all the memories we haf
are all erased
all forgotten
all not remembered_
and when everything
is burnt away
you will never remain
in my heart
forever_

eu were my fairytale. but no longer now

hehe... it was supposed to be this:

all the memories we haf
are all written down
all unforgotten
all remembered_
and even if everything
is burnt away
you will remain
in my heart
forever_

eu are my fairytale.

fooled abt with the cam again last nite.. i gonna post a pic.. its lame.. xP :0 hahahaha..



i look retarded!! hahaha.. so chubby.. LOL



3:13 PM ; smile?


hhellos.. lol.. went out this morning to take pics at a place called jin ji hu.. haha.. so funny..we take 6 pics only den chiong back to the car go out and eat... HAHA.. so funnie lors.. it was freezing.. my hands now very the numb.. xP

tkd! whoo! not bad results.. 4 gold medals 3 silver medals(jia hao told me there was 2 but i see clement and kenneth the msn name is 3 haha..) and 2 bronze.. jia hao still not happy with his silver medal.. LOL.. hahahaha.. i pro. i first time join get gold le.. but is in speed.. not sparring... LOL

so bored... my dad just scolded my bro.. tsk.. is not his fault lor.. is my cousins quarrel den my dad scold.. haix..now he left the hse le... dunno go to the other apartment or wat.. -.- haix.. life here is miserable..

bored.. chatting with yu ting abt CO stuffs.. haix.. i kinda worried abt it.. but.. i not even practicing.. my erhu and handmitt collecting dust.. -.- hahahahaha.. cant practice tkd.. got abit bu fang bian.. so better pract erhu first.. hahahaha... bored.. tch.. my er hu all not in tune.. so the sound very horrible de... aHHHHHH... ta ma de.. wah lau.. hahahaha



2:12 PM ; smile?

Saturday, December 16, 2006


boooo.. my mood became a little better.. kaes.. my mum got me a bracelet.. here is it..
<<<< It's nice isnt it? LOL hahahaha




i forgot.. watched silent hill this afternoon.. haha.. it wasnt scary.. LOLs.. my cous say silk scarier.. but i think both oso not scary.. think my last nite drem scarier.. xP haha.. bye!!



8:26 PM ; smile?


argghh.. i just cant get anything rite.. i wanted to upload a picture on my blog and ended screwing it up.. now the picture is gone.. it sucks so damn much.. pissed..

just found out.. phs tkd ppl went out for celebration after the tournament... i wonder wat they achieved? did they win alot? its just so damn sad dat i cant go.. dammit.. well.. no matter wat i hope they won alot.. and most importantly none of them got injured badly.. so bored... there's just nth for me to do here.. nobody here to train me seriously.. the handmitt is collecting dust.. i mean really.. its dusty already.. -.- it sucks here... i hate it alot!

my mood just wun get better..



6:15 PM ; smile?


yea.. again.. i am so BORED.. in a bad mood now.. my bro.. watever.. dun say le.. bad mood sux..

phs tkd.. haix. todays hwarang... i wonder how they are now.. are they kicking asses? i hope they are.. i not in a mood to be cheering like siao for them but one last jia you for them and all the best.. do phs tkd proud.. i am just so sian...

i think i am crazy.. why.. why did i have dat dream.. a dream dat makes me irritated and angry.. a dreaam dat makes me wanna erase u from my memory eternally... i hate u..



5:18 PM ; smile?

Friday, December 15, 2006

whoa... today shopped like SIAO... LOL.. bought alot of gifts... haha.. i nver even think of who to give just buy.. LOL.. tonite den slowly sort them out.. HAHA.. i bet i will have loads of leftovers.. hahha..

ppl i gonna give gifts:
luo min,gena,weng sun,clara,sarah,yu ting?(not sure.. maybe a belated b' dae present),Wen min,Qiao Ni,Loretta,Martha,Jessica,yee sin,my cous: yu ting and yu rui and daryl.. and finally.. MYSELF!! haha.. i dunno if i left out anyone.. xP

bored bored bored. my cous keeps crying.

i am so hungry after all dat shopping... LOL.. my stomach's growling... hahaha.. emily is funnie.. we saw some shao lin monks figurines and she said dat it was tkd. haha.. she herself is tkd poom and still can differentiate monks from tkd.. HAHAHAHA.. OMG.. haha....

we thought dat we actually had HOPE.. but.. *sigh*



6:30 PM ; smile?

Thursday, December 14, 2006

OMG.. i got a fren who is SMARTER CHILD.. yet its stupidly LAME.. hahahahahahaha.. LOL.. hahahahaha

hwarang is just in 2 days time!! whoa.. jia you to all PHS tkd peeps man.. kick some asses there.. LOL.. hahaha.. dat was wat the email said.. u guys gotta kick some ass... HAHA.. all the best.. i am lame.. HHAHAHAHAHHA.. .i cant go hwarang.. LOL..

BOOO.. i am so bored.. went skating this afternoon.. i got a hang of it le.. YAY!! :) but i fell twice.. on my knee.. owww.. xP HAHA.. SKATING ROCKS!! ahahahahahahaa.. lame.. (p.s. the skates are four wheeled and arranged two by two.. so its pretty easy to master it.. haha.. but my cousin noob. still cant skate properly.. and still can fall down even when he is walking with skates on.. LOL.. ) so bored.. wanna go skate AGAIN!! haha.. bought titbits too.. LOL..

oops.. i so paiseh.. i saw xuemei's msn name is MICHELLE i tot is jessica's sister and i asked.. IS UR SIS THERE? omg i so paiseh... ahahahaha.. this is the second time i paiseh go and talk to someone who turned out to be someone else.. SO PAISEH.. OMG!!!!! aHHHHH!!!!



10:55 PM ; smile?


OMG! clara just told me dat only got 3 ppl train today.. nick and kah him came but they disappeared?! omg.. so only 3 ppl train.. whoa.. qiao ni clara and charmaine.. OMG!! lol. hahaha

feel so bored.. i need to ask abt SS assignment.. DIE LE..i dunno how to do. -.- haix..

bro changed laptop pass.. bloody hell dun tell me.. DAMN him lar.. i need to use and do hmwk one lor.. stupid bird brain.. ><



12:35 PM ; smile?

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

yoz.. fine.. i will continue to blog here.. but most probably will blog more at my other blog.. xP haha.. so bored.. backk from shandong. we stayed overnite at there.. lol.. it was cold.. when we breathe the nose come out LOADS of smoke.. HAHA..

doing a survey.. emily's ORDER.. x( hahahaha.. she's shaking next to me!?!?!? hahahaha..

Instructions:name 20 people youu can thinkof at the top of your head.dont read thequestions below before youu write and tag 5people to do this survey,

1)Luo Min
2)Gena
3)Emily
4)Terence
5)Shirley
6)Qiao Ni
7)Jia Hao
8)Clara
9)Kah Him
10)Loretta
11)Gary
12)Regina
13)Charmaine
14)Sarah
15)Jessica
16)Martha
17)Yee Sin
18)Amanda
19)YingJun
20)Yu Ting

How did you meet(14)?
thru school! duh.. when i am sec 2 :)

What would you do if you never meet(01)?
My life will be MISERABLE when i am in pri 5 and 6 and class gatherings!! she's my bestie!haha

What would you do if(20)and(09)dated?
er.. the possibility of them meeting will be low.. and even if they meet they wun date cos they are NOT lesbians!! hahaha..

Did you ever like(19)?
yea.. as a FREN! LOL.. she's a girl!! xP

Would(6)and(7)makes a good couple?
hahaha.. dats up to them.. lol.. i cant do anything.. but (6) kinda had a bf.. xP

Describle(03).
OHH!! YEA!! talk bad abt her now.. xP haha.. she's IRRITATING!! cute!?!?! haha very CHUBBY!! yaY!! LOL.. she's reading this... =x

Do You Think(08)is attractive?
er.. i cant say much.. hehe.. she's okay lor.. a little chubby.. xP cant say she's ugly or anything.. she will murder me.. haha..

Say Something about (07)?
er... a senior dat treats me well? haha.. i dunno.. he's caring lar.. LOL

Do you know any of(12)'s family members?
NOPE.. hehe.. i rarely tok to her.. i tot of her cos she told me she might wanna join TKD.. xP

What's(08)'s Favourite?
ehh... i DUNNO... haha.. i dun ask her of wat she likes one.. most probably FAST FOOD!! hahahaah..

What would you do if(11) confess that he/she likes you ?
LOL.. HE IS MY BROTHER!! OMG.. and he will nver say dat.. he will only say dat to his future GF!!hahahahahaah...

What language does(15)speak?
english, a little of chinese and indonesian language.. PRO KID..

Who is (09)going out with ?
as far as i noe.. she is going out with.. FRENS!! haha.. she is not attached.. haha

How old is (16) now?
er.. she's 13 now.. coming 14 on 28 dec!!

When was the last time you talked to(13)?
er.. it was a monday.. our first intensive training.. i ran till i wanna die and she kept helping me!! xP

Who is (02)'s favourite band/singer?
UH OH!! i dunno.. i haven talk to her for so so long le.. hmm.. maybe er.. iaiyah.. i dunno.. definitely not JAY CHOU.. dats all i noe.. xP

Would you date (04)?
ehh.. NO!! he's my second BROTHER!! wahahahaha..

Would you date(07)?
er... i dunno how to answer this question.. -.- hahahahaha..

Is(15) single ?
YEP!! she isnt even crushing.. xP

What's(10) last name?
ehhh.. wats first name?? but her full name is chu hiu lok loretta.. hahaa

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with(11)?
OBVIOUSLY NOT!! he's my ELDEST BROTHER!! -.-

What school does(03) go to ?
Canberra Primary School!! haha

Name five people to do this survey:
1)Jessica
2)Loren
3)Yee sin
4)Clara
5)Qiao Ni

hahahaha.. end of survey.. its lame..LOL.. the questions are HARD to ANSWER!! hehehehehe...

so bad... i am gonna miss mdm hana's farewell lunch.. haha.. so sad.. its on the day of the HWARANG.. :( i am in china.. haix.. BYE mdm HANA!! hahahha...



7:04 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

okays.. blogging here again.. -.- so bored.. ltr going to shandong.. wahh lau lor.. 18hrs of car journey althogether.. wat if i half way stomache?? aHHHH i dun wanna go.. hahahahahahahahahaha... LAME..
but i really dun wanna go.... :(

bored.. REALLLY bored..



8:11 AM ; smile?

Monday, December 11, 2006

hello..n tml gotta go shandong with my dad.. we leave at 8am and reach back at 7am the next day worr.. DATS LONG!! so i wun be coming online or blogging the tml until the next day.. x( hahahaa.. LOL.. so bored..

yesterday watched SILK.. whoa it was pretty freaky.. but i got over it quickly not like my bro and cous.. they still very the scared.. ltr watching SILENT HILL.. whoa.. hahaha... ltr get nitemares..

whoa.. kaes.. i might not be blogging in this blog anymore.. will blog in another blog.. not telling the url.. xP



10:36 PM ; smile?

Sunday, December 10, 2006

oh ya.. we went to eat at a restaurant to day.. its called let's rock restaurant.. we go reaad the menu.. laugh like siao.. noe why? they translated the name of the dishes to english.. it was hell funnie.. there's one is explode goose intestine with mushroom.. we laughed like siao.. my bro say he picture one goose.. den ppl stuff mushroom into the goose intestine and den suddenly one man push something and BOOM! the goose intestine explode.. LOL.. we laughed till all the ppl in the restaurant look at us.. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. OMG lor.. haha..



8:59 PM ; smile?


opened habbo.. lol.. went to dnno wat FF thingy.. dunno wat to do.. log out.. LOL.. haha so lame.. ><



8:32 PM ; smile?


back from shanghai.. long ago.. hahaha.. so bored.. there was nth there.. so sian.. wanted to meet jin yen.. but it all screwed up.. :( haha miss her lots.. haha.. its cold.. lol..

so tired.. today was nth but EAT... whoa.. eat and eat and eat.. tml gotta exercise le..do stretching.. haix.. i am gonna be stiff when i get back to singapore.. LOL.. bored..

yea.. i finished watching tsubasa le.. now so bored.. nth to watch..maybe i go watch nanoha.. haha.. lame..
hmm.. maybe i changed my mind abt the movie initial D.. i tot it was sucky cos jay chou was acting in it.. but see jay chou dai dai one.. VERY FUNNIE!! jay chou stepped on his father ahem.. hahahahaha... OMG.. we were like laughing like siao.. my cous wanna watch it le.. we didnt finish it so now gonna continue it...



7:45 PM ; smile?

Saturday, December 09, 2006

booo... i so unlucky today.. haha.. i accidentally wore slippers out instead of shoes.. ahh.. the slippers were meant to ne worn only in the hse.. -.- and den everyone laughed at me.. x( i was like OMG!! so embarrassing.. ahhhh..

after dat.. in the car i had emergency.. my stupid digestive system AGAIN.. made my stomach so darn PAIN.. i gotta rush to the toilet.. oowwwwww.. HAIX... so malu.. hahahahahahaha.. lame..

so bored.. haha ltr go out and take photos see the scenery... haha.. den tml going to SHANGHAI!! i gonna call jIN YEN later.. gotta tell her dat i am going over.. i so wanna see her!! we didnt see each other 4 TWO YEARS le.. whoa.. miss her lots. LOL.. hahahahaha



4:23 PM ; smile?


whoa... read thru all my previous posts!! LOL.. i didnt noe how vulgar i was with so many the f*** hahahaha.. i think my life has improved alot le.. not like last time.. haha.. so bored.. i dun feel so sad anymores.. maybe just feel a little sad sometimes.. but i feel much much happier now.. even though sometimes i put up a fake smile here and there.. hmm.. i am just so bored.. hahaha

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12:09 PM ; smile?


bOrEd.. haha hav to let my cous use.. so sad lor.. now i wun noe when my fren will be online to chat with me.. :( hahahaha.. lame..

woke up late again today.. lol.. dunno why this few days so sleepy.. YAWN.. i wanna slp.. dammit.. my hyperactive digestive system is working up again.. LOL..

wat can i do now.. hmm.. my cous helped me make a habbo acc.. its so boring.. YAWN.. just create only got bugs.. -.- so lame.. anyway i only create it just for the fun of it.. dots lor.. the character so ugly.. HAHA... i dun care abt it one.. the char name is XiaoSpammer.. SO LAME... HAHAHAHA... BORED!!! audition lag so bloody much.. so hard to play properly.. :(



10:58 AM ; smile?

Friday, December 08, 2006

finally i put a song in my blog.. lols.. blaze from tsubasa.. haha.. so lame.. todays bbooorriinng.. aiyo.. stayed at home whole day.. haha.. so bored.. still gotta let all 3 of my cousin's use the laptop 4 2hrs each... whoa.. somtimes they use more den dat.. LOL.. haha..
read a story book.. emily bring one.. FEAR STREET!! whoa.. its creepy.. haha.. robin fear is an immortal.. eeks.. so scary.. i read it all alone in my room.. so creepy.. xP

bored.. hehehehe.. hahaha.. lols.. crappin now.. eh.. so bored.. haha
I AM GONNA KILL TEO JIA HAO!!!



8:18 PM ; smile?


so bored.. LOL.. woke up LATE today... -.- i woke up at 10am.. i usually wake up at 8 plus but today's so LATE.. -.- haha.. i am so hungry.. there's nth eat except ba zhang.. yucks.. actually there's cup noodles.. beef flavour.. lol.. so hungry.. i wanna eat!! hehe.. so bored..

whoo.. finally someone to chat with!! CLARA!! YAY!! lol.. can spam her at the same time.. xP bully her... YAY!!! xP hahaha

hungry..



10:38 AM ; smile?

Thursday, December 07, 2006

BOO.. back from the dinner..everyone treated me like a damn small kid.. i hate it..ppl calling me little girl is irritating.. esp someone.. last time he kept calling me dat.. one more time i gonna kill him..

my coat all got cigerette smell.. yucks.. so many ppl smoking.. now i gotta survive solely on normal jacket.. so sad.. LOL

it rained too.. a little.. the rain was a little snowly.. can see the droplets like ball ball liddat dropp down.. very CUTE!! hehe.. i am so bored... got wet.. but it was nth.. the rain so CUTE!! WHEEEEE!!!

go on msn ad chat... hmm.. i am so bored.. come to think of it there's no one to chat with.. someone's busy... sigh..



10:16 PM ; smile?


took some pics just now.. LOLs.. fooled with the cam laughed like siao.. post 1 pic.. xP

LOLs.. titbits!!! haha if u see clearly deres something hanging there.. try figuring wat it is!!

BOOO... took a pic with me cous.. but i looked retarded in it.. sooo... I AM NOT GONNA PUT IT UP ON MY BLOG.. lols.. my cous wanna put it on her blog.. pheew.. lucky i nver link her... so cant see dat pic!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

so sianx.. ltr gotta go out with my dad, mum and bro to a hotel eat dinner.. er.. i dunno wats its for.. sigh... only can use nthe com till 4.. -.- bored.. i WANNA GO PHS TKD CLUB 4 TRAINING!!!!!!! aHHHHHHH



3:09 PM ; smile?


booo.. my stupid hyperactive digestive system... made me wake up so early.. stupid.. -.-

haix.. there's training later.. wahhx.. i wanna go.. i gonna cry le.. :'( i miss tkd!!! aHH.. so bored.. i wanna spar... LOLs... anyway.. last thurs was a FUN training lesson.. i enjoyed my last training before leaving for china.. -.- haha..

i am worried.. abt CO.. monday.. only 11 ppl turned up.. its like they didnt practice at all.. zhou lao shi went and they called all the absentees parents... and martha didnt go.. she lied.. >< i dunno.. kinda tired.. its just makes me have a HUGE headache.. haix..

i am bored.. i miss singapore and tkd and CO and u..



8:19 AM ; smile?

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

bOrEd.. sigh.. if i were in singapore.. i would be in CO.. LOLs.. and tml got TKD training.. i cant go.. so sad.. i wanna spar... haix.. so sad..

i played audition today.. wahhx.. it kept closing by itself. pissed off.. closed it.. watshed tsubasa.. whoa.. i watched like 6 episodes.. haha... so sian.. i like the episode abt fai one.. xP lol.. and the one syoran had to dress like a girl.. LOL... haha.. fai's COOL... =)

i am cold.. iits weird.. my cous is like not cold but den i DAMN COLD.. its weird.. dun tell me i am falling sick.. OH NO..

xiiaobird funnie meh?



5:54 PM ; smile?


BOO!! YAY!! AUDITION CAN PLAY!! LOLs... haha.. so happie... finally i got a game to play for the next 3 weeks.. xP yay mann...

so bored.. i am feeling damn cold now.. zzzz.. i hate my hyperactive digestive system.. -.-



10:23 AM ; smile?

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

BORED.. kena dragged to yang zhou for one whole day.. my cousin still laughing over the xiiaobird thingy.. LOL.. yang zhou was ok.. the food there was delicious and cheap... LOLs..

we went shopping.. lol.. bought a watch.. bag.. socks... haix.. so boring.. haha.. dinner... my dad, my mum, emily, me, together with uncle cluth, xiao xiao and two other uncles went for dinner... whoa.. uncle clutch kept stuffing me and emily with food and orange juice.. LOL.. made me go to the toilet MANY times.. too much orange juice.. haha.. den emily did something evil.. she put the empty bottle of orange juice in uncle clutch's jacket pocket.. LOL.. funnie lor.. we laughed like siao den kena scolded.. =/ haha den we went back.. 3hrs car journey back to suzhou.. i made them stop halfway and let me go toilet. still to much orange juice.. haha... they went to buy ba zhang.. dat was.. er.. lame? hahaa.. den.. i suddenly choked on my saliva.. coughed like siao... LOL.. kept coughing and den fell asleep till my dad woke me up cos we reach home le.. lol... so tired.. my hand hurts now..

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10:18 PM ; smile?

Monday, December 04, 2006

whoa.. i one day post So MANY posts.. lol.. hahaha.... so bored.. maple cant work.. so i gonna play audition instead.. LOL.. hope it can work.. haha



7:34 PM ; smile?


loooooo.. lol.. got 2nd blog le.. lame.. hahaha

okays.. my cous even more lame.. she was like adding xiao to our family ppl names.. so i am xiiaore..-_- my dad: xiaobert.. er... we laughed like siao again.. sounded like xiiaobird.. lol.. haha.. pervertic thots... hahahahaha.. my cous so pervert.. hahahahaahahahah.. LOL.. she's xiiaoem.. or xiiaomilly.. lols.. so LAME... i prefer me being XiaoSpaMMer.. LOLs..



7:02 PM ; smile?


eLLo.. back from dad's company.. SO BORED.. theres nth to do.. chatting with martha but she gotta go 4 CO SOOOOONN>... dats so sad.. haha...lol..

haix.. mym mum and dad wanna bring me go yang zhou tml.. I DUN WAN!! i wanna stay at home.. i dun wanna go... sigh.. if i were in singapore things would be different.. cos tml is the day where tkd is going to run at bukit timah hill.. i dun wanna go run there but its at least better den going so far away.. i'd rather go shanghai find jin yen... I DUN CARE I DUN WANNA GO... i am very stubborn one... hmmppffff..

i am scared...



2:16 PM ; smile?


whoo.. i have been online for soo long le.. no one to talk to on msn.. lol.. its cold.. brrrrrr.. later going to my dads company.. at 11am.. till dunno wat time.. -_- hahaha

WAHHHHH!!! OMG... my nose bled last nite.. it was so.. YUCKS.. eh.. ahahahahaha.. it bled for awhile only.. phew.. lucky there wasnt so much blood.. looks like i gotta drink more water.. haha last nite my room got lauughing gas inside.. LOL.. my cous suddenly started laughing and the way she laugh makes me laugh damn hard.. lol.. her laughter was like.. heeeheeeheewahahahawahahahehehehe.. it got different version one she keeps changing.. LOL.. we laughed till we were like rolling on the floor.. till our stomach pain and till we cant breathe den stop AWHILE den start laughing like SIAO again.. it was hard training tkd cos for no reason she will start laughing and pull me down with her to laugh.. hahaa.. finally we stopped laughing.. i held the handmitt and asked her to kick.. she did a turning kick weirdly and she slipped and fell.. and den we started laughing again.. hhahaa.. den she knocked her head a little.. and we started laughing even harder.. rolling around on the floor.. LOL.. she's starting to laugh again now.. tch... LOL...



9:51 AM ; smile?

Sunday, December 03, 2006

i discovered something VERY COOL!! lol.. not really very.. anyway.. huezin's in suzhou too.. whoa.. i didnt noe.. haha.. dats kinda cool cosh we were ex classmates and have not seen each other for long long time le.. lols... anyway.. we will not be meeting or anything.. lols.. haha.. i'm being lame..

kaes.. i am sneezing again.. LOL..



7:54 PM ; smile?


whoa.. i gonna put on weight.. lol.. went to a mart and bought abt $18 worth of titbits... whoa.. lol.. dats gonna last me very long... haha.. i am get sore throat sooooonn..lol.. haha..

its colder and colder so much so dat smoke comes out of my mouth.. haha..

my digestive system getting hyperactive.. noe wat i mean? LOL..

so bored.. i am soo hungry after ALL dat shopping.. xP shopping makes me hungry..lol

the sky's already dark.. whoa... haha



6:56 PM ; smile?


FINALLY!! jin yen came online.. she's in shanghai.. i can get there in 1 hrs time easily.. whoa..i haven seen her for very long le.. whoa.. miss her so much.. i hope to visit her sooonn.. she's having her exams now..

woke up i the morning.. chatted on msn with someone for more den 1hr.. whoa... dats long.. my fingers are freezing!! plus its hard to type with gloves on.. haha.. i think i gonna go online every morning when i wake up.. cos there's nothing else to do except hmwk and chat.. i lazy to hmwk now.. xP

okays.. dats weird..



6:55 PM ; smile?


wahhx.. every nite i sleep at 11 and wake up at 8 plus.. whoa.. haha. in singapore will be diff.. i will sleep at 1 plus and wake up at 10.. -_-

okays.. i got a WEIRD dream last nite.. er.. it was very weird.. not going into details.. haha..

yesterday... shop shop shop.. er.. when are we gonna play.. oh ya.. played arcade tilli sweat.. lol.. the place was hot and i was still wearing my coat.. hehe..

every morning its the same.. i wake up and talk to this person on msn.. er....



6:15 PM ; smile?

Saturday, December 02, 2006

hello.. wahhx.. just now the sky 5 plus in complete darkness le.. the sun sets at 4 plus here and rises and 4am.. LOL.. its COLD.. (:

okays.. shopping.. bought shoes. wahhx.. imitation nike.. LOLs.. i think so lor.. haha.. jackets..i mum bought my winter coat for me.. its so nice!! protects me from the cold.. hahahaha..

i am so bored.. listen to mp3.. chat on msn.. play playstation.. next week onwards gotta start my hmwk.. LOL.. downloaded maple le.. willl start playing next week toooo... lol..

my cous.. tsk mann.. her lips allergic to the cold weather.. it swelled.. LOL.. so poor thing.. i shldnt be laughing.. oooppps.. i kinda sneeze like siao.. lol...okays.. nth to do le.. haix..
bye..

25 more days..



8:53 PM ; smile?


wahhx.. the laptop made everything in chinese.. god.. so hard to read.. xP

okaes.. i was supposed to go for breakfast and come back home.. BUT.. we went shopping.. gosh.. shopping made me feel SO HUNGRY... hahaha.. den.. when i came back.. the internet disconnected.. xP lol.. i didnt go offline.. the com just disconnected.. xP

so bored.. think we are gonna shop AGAIN later.. lols.. i gotta shop for my winter coat..hehe..

yea.. i miss singapore so much.. theres extra training tml.. i cant make it.. :( i AM IN CHINA AND I CANT LEAVE TILL 28th DECEMBER... so sad...

there's this very weird feeling within me.. wats dat?



12:37 PM ; smile?

Friday, December 01, 2006

OMG.. i typed so much and i accidentally deleted them ALL.. watever... short post le.. lazy to retype all.. :(

it was a nice ride to china... whoa.. there was bad weather.. but it wasnt so serious.. when we landed.. there was a hard bump.. LOL.. oh ya.. i saw a rainbow too.. it was so cool! the top of the rainbow and its colours were very beautiful.. =)

reached china.. the airport wasnt so cold.. i didnt put on my coat yet.. actually its my bro's coat but i dun have so gotta wear his first.. i look like a big bear wearing it.. my bro is just so so so fat.. xP after dat.. we went out.. wearing thick coats.. the temperature was abt 11 degrees.. its soso lor.. after dats.. its gonna be very very cold...

tkd.. gonna train hard to beat jia hao.. LOL.. the chi dun guy.. yea.. hahahaha.. gotta JIA YOU!!!

sianx.. 27 days to go before i leave china.. gonna miss my frens alot!!!

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