Thursday, August 15, 2013
Perhaps, i still do hate myself. Perhaps, its the people around me that make me hate everything so much.
But i do know, there are still people who love and care for me. Thank you all of you who have always been there to cheer me on whenever i am down. Thank yoi all for being my friend and tolerating my complains and temper. Im sorry for not being a good friend.
I will strive to be a better daughter, sister, cousin and friend to everyone. I will.
12:28 AM ; smile?
Monday, August 12, 2013
okay, rebecca has been really mean the past weeks.
1. if you think you are always the nice guy and get angry when i comment on things whether or not i meant it as a joke. come on, there is a reason why i have been getting meaner and meaner: you have been too irritating.
2. if you ask me a question and i say i dont know. dont keep asking! i will definitely flare up.
3. when i have already given you an answer. stop asking!
4. and people, if you arranged to meet at a certain timing, please jolly well be punctual. i am sick and tired of waiting for half an hour every time.
5. im not ur fucking walking dictionary/resource provider. face your problems and workload urself. dont ask me for everything under the sun. cos in the end, i wont give you any shit.
everyone is tied up with work. yes we complain. no, we dont mean: what the fuck i got so much work please get the fuck off. we mean: please stop bugging me. i need to finish this lot of thing.
if i flare up, dont judge me. there is a reason why i flare up at you. judge yourself.
3:11 PM ; smile?
