force a smile?
Wednesday, May 30, 2007

i have thought through many many things.. this is not the life i want... it is not... i dont want to be CO's gaohu soloist.. i dont want to play GHOST for tkd camp.. i dont want.. but.. do i really have a choice.. i am just like a puppet.. played around by people.. my emotions too.. played with.. played like.. i am a real puppet which will never get hurt.. i realised many things.. YOU PLAYED WITH MY EMOTIONS AND NOW I HATE YOU!!! yet now.. i still have to work with you? do you know? the pain is killing me!!!



9:45 AM ; smile?

Monday, May 28, 2007

yi hsiang go back taiwan le.. wat the hell lor he.. sms me so early in the morning.. this is wat he said: bye... good luck to u...... bao zhong.... lai ri zai jian.. LOL.. i replied: Bye... [being half asleep] den i sent another msg: oh ya.. last week of hols shld be still have co... all the best to u.. and have a smooth journey.. take care.. den funny thing.. he replied one hour later.. : thanks alot.. all the best for u too..take care... LOL.. i was half asleep so when i really woke up.. i was thinking.. was i dreaming just now? till i checked my phone inbox.. whoa.. i wasnt dreaming.. hahaha..

okays... went to sch and waiting for jiaying in the canteen.. wahh.. my cousin cum junior dare to be late and make me wait.. ahahahaha.. lols.. taught her erhu.. ahahahaha.. she so funny.. lol.. hard time teaching her.. hehehe.. had fun... god.. i forgot how to play winds cresenti le.. and and and.. my feng nian ji solo suck now.. hahaha.. never pract for so long le.. haiixxx.... JIAYOU!!

after sectional pract.. went j8 with jiaying.. lol.. we spent a long long time looking for seats.. ahaha.. den finally founbd seats and we ate.. KFC!! lol.. my meal was so much cheaper den hers.. heeh.. yep.. den.. we go gai gai.. lol.. walked around j8.. hahaha.. the things there all so ex.. we cant afford.. so.. we went to play the thing where u put $1 coin in and turn turn turn den one ball ball come out de.. lol... so funny.. i got a minnie mouse and she got a mickey.. aahaahaha.. so funny.. its finger puppet anyways.. i gonna play with it!!! hahahaha... den later.. we.. ehh.. no.. its i bought bubble tea and yam pie den we went home.. yepp... ahahaha... lol..

okays.. dats all for now.. i still so darn sick.. lol.. my flu is KILLING ME!!! YEAH!! LOL.. funnie... i siao le.. haha.. dunno how am i gonna train tkd tml.. lalala.. i will be half dead.. i no energy liaoz..



6:09 PM ; smile?

Sunday, May 27, 2007

yo... i am tired.. zz.. cant believe it.. today i woke up at 2pm... lol.. guess i was too tired.. cos of the medicine i took before i slept.. but somehow.. the medicine isnt working... my flu isnt getting any better...

and saddded... jolene not gonna join tkd.. dua bei dun allow her.. lols... she will still join CO anyway!! ^^

tired!!! sick.. sianned..



6:35 PM ; smile?

Saturday, May 26, 2007

THE HOLS ARE HERE!!! and i am still SICK.. gosh....

today.. wahh.. i overslept.. woke up at 7.30am.. couldnt get up.. feeling super unwell.. no choice.. forced myself up.. took a loooonnnggg time get ready.. den i reached sch at ard 8.25am.. lol.. late for 25min.. zz.. i was sick so i had no choice.. had meeting.. and OH MY TIAN la.. i have to act ghost.. arghhh...

woots!! my audi lvl 12 le.. yay!!! finally.. i am over the yue liang now.. i dunno wats wrong with me.. i am typing weirrdddd

AND YES!!! NG JIA YING gonna join CO and TKD!! YAY!!!!!! woohoo.. my cousin.. haha.. teaching her erhu is SURE TOUGH!!! but i will try.. since she got keen interest in it.. yep... ^^

MONDAY>> meeting jiaying in sch for CO den go j8 to eat lunch and shopp.. x))



10:36 PM ; smile?

Friday, May 25, 2007

ahhh.. i fell sick again!!! lolx.. bad flu and a little lao sai.. =x ahahaa..

today had maths lesson.. was feeling so unwell that i fell asleep right in front of teacher!!! hahaha.. too tired.. couldnt keep awake.. hahaha.. lucky teacher din care.. it was not the first time i fall sick and sleep in his lesson anyway.. haha.. think he used to it le.. xP

lala.. skipped moe camp.. lucky i never go.. or else i will be like dead? lol.. there air con is 16 degrees.. i will die if i go.. cos i already got bad flu..

went market just now.. saw one phs guy.. with a group of other ppl smoking at void deck.. it was so eww.. ... sighhh...

today kor's b dae!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!!! =)



3:34 PM ; smile?

Thursday, May 24, 2007

YOZ!! ahahah.. i so careless almost left my erhu at bishan the macs.. LOL.. i so stupid.. hee...

okays.. these few days have been tiring.. everyday reach home at 7 plus and always no appetite to eat dinner.. lolx.. i losing weight le.. lost 2kg after camp.. ahaha.. all because of MOE camp.. lol.. i slaved for zhou lao shi ytd.. grrrrrr.. lol..

tml is kor's b dae.. ahahah.. he coming home tml night from army camp.. nice birthday mann.. i think i gonna get a small cake.. go toilet make ;) JKJKJK hahaha..

okays.. dun feel like blogging le.. today was a nice day.. veryone was sleeping in class and playing a fool.. heehx.. and i sort of blur diao.. lols.. kays.. tata..

didnt go for tkd.. T.T lolx.. 5 weeks never train le.. seriously.. CO has been preventing me from going for practices.. well.. i have no choice.. stupid MOE music camp.. grrr...



8:31 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

back from taman negara.. long post on the activities... lalala.. so tired..

DAY 1: journey to tekam resort

woke up super early in the morning to get ready for the camp. haha.. so tired.. got into a little tiff with my mum.. was crying.. lolx.. i cried for like almost an hour.. couldnt stop.. my eyes were red and swollen.. haha.. lucky no one asked why i cry except my close frens... or else.. whoa.. i will cry even worse.. lolx..

next... we boarded the bus.. uh oh... cant rmb wat happened.. lol.. sat the bus to tuas. chopped passports.. lol.. long long queue.. later we boarded malaysia buses and took of to yong ping for our breakfast and break.. lol.. so tired.. slept thru the way there.. bought chicken rice and kaya balls!!! whee.. kaya balls are delicious.. heehee.. i influenced jess to buy too.. ahaha..

after the break.. we went on the bus again.. den.. if not wrong we fell asleep again. haha.. den reached our next stop.. 2hrs later for lunch.. after the lunch, we went back on the bus... this time we sang and cheered and had lots of fun.. haha.. daniel voice kept going off key.. so darn funny.. me and jess laughed non stop.. hahaha.. den.. we 'bombed' ms seh.. she was listening to her mp3 loud loud and didnt hear us.. ahahaha.. she like so funnie.. her react was like.. huh? u all bomb me ar.. ohhh.. sry ar the music quite loud.. lolx.. we continued cheering.. playing.. laughing.. and den.. soon.. it ended.. i fell asleep.. lol.. and den got one point of time when everyone in the bus fell asleep.. the bus was so so so quiet.. haha.. guess everyone was really tired.. not long later.. we reached tekam plantation resort.. whoa.. we were all excited.. we got keys to our bunks and went in.. and we FREAKED! insects were everywhere.. ahahaha.. i was like.. ahh i wanna go home.. ahhh.. lol.. no choice.. we sprayed insect repellent and kicked the insects out of the bunk.. the toilet was also like eww with insects.. but we got no choice.. haha.. had to wash up all these.. lala.. so we lived with insects.. got used to it in a while's time.. lol..

night time was tiring.. i fell asleep at 11 plus and woke at at 5 plus lol..

DAY 2: ACTIVITIES AT TEKAM

woke up at 5 plus as said earlier.. we were the first bunk to wake up.. brushed our teeth and relieved ourselves.. xP after breakfast.. and blah blah blah briefing.. we headed off to our first activity: RAFTING.. ROFL.. we had GREAT teAMWORK.. BUTBUTBUT.. ahahaha.. somthing went wrong with our construction.. and den.. we let our raft into the river.. guess wat happened? ouf raft FELL TO PIECES!!! the barrels were floating all around.. funny sight.. the guys in our groups were scrambling around in the river.. ahahaha.. so funny.. we were disqualified.. haha.. we werent disappointed anyway.. it was really fun.. after rafting.. went to slack in our bunks till lunch.. after lunch we had FLYING FOX!! lol.. i had a funny time climbing up the ladder.. knocked my knee lots of times and den.. now i got i blue black!! hahaha...it was really fun!! whee!! hahaha..

lol.. my posts are getting shorter.. i slacking le.. lol.. fell asleep early at night and couldnt really wake up on the morning..

DAY 3: TAMAN NEGARA

after breakfast, we went to get our stuffs and headed off to taman negara.. lol.. fell asleep in the long bus journey.. very tired.. upon reaching taman.. we went for canopy walk.. so much insects buzzing around me.. got fed up and scared till i cried.. i was like.. omg lor.. =x canopy walk was creepy.. ahaha,, no la.. fun.. shaky.. insecty.. lol.. many ppl got stung by insects.. ewww.. lucky i didnt get stung...

after the long long long canopy walk we had our lunch.. wahh.. so darn hugry.. we ate in boats.. hahaha.. so weird.. after lunch.. we strapped on life jackets.. and placed all our belongings in plastic bags.. den off we went to rapid shooting.. we all got wet!! haha.. it was really really really fun!!! ahaha.. after dat... we washed up and headed off to THE CAVES!! lol..so fun.. i fell asleep.. again.. lol.. the caves... whoa.. so dark.. and COOL.. but the journey up to the cave was tiring.. stairs all the way.. our legs were breaking.. lol.. the cave was coollllll... lol.. so nice.. haha.. we had dinner.. briefing.. blah blah blah.. and den.. sleep!! ahahaha.. fell asleep after tossing and turnings.. shared a four man tent with dew and weng sun.. lol.. the next morning was OMG for me.. loll..

DAY 4: ACTIVITIES AT CAVES

woke up at 5 plus.. and guess wat.. dew was snoring.. i was OMG.. lol.. lay on the floor for quite awhile before everyone started waking up.. den we went to toilet to brush teeth.. so eww.. i brush teeth halfway got 2 bigbig ant crawl into the sink.. made me have to wait for ms seh to use finish her sink before i could rinse my toothpaste filled mouth.. lol..

had breakfast.. lol... so sianned.. den went for abseiling.. wow.. so cool lor.. the climbing part was a little scary.. but i managed my way up.. lol.. funny.. i was screaming at the top of the cliff.. was too scared to lie backwards.. in the end the trainers pushed me down.. ahaha.. i was screaming.. lol.. den i slowly made my way down.. hit myself once against the rocks.. lol.. small small bruise.. i was like so dirty!! there were leeches too.. lucky i never kena...

after dat.. lunch.. den went CAVING.. wahh.. i was a little scared at first.. lol.. but it was fun.. we pulled each other across pools of muddy water.. up slippery mud.. lol. so fun.. ahaha.. i fooled jian wei iwas like.. weii.. u want help.. den when he reached his hand out i pulled my hand again.. den i started laughing out.. and offered my hand again.. this time seriously.. lol.. anyway who cares.. many girls were clinging on to guys.. LOL.. i wasnt.. obviously.. just let them pull me up..

caving really really.. nice.. didnt regret going up.. lol.. kays.. lazy to elaborate.. after caving.. we ran back to our tents in the cave to grab our things and headed back to tekam to wash up.. lol.. i fell asleep again in the bus.. so tired..

when we reached tekam.. we had our dinner den we bathed.. whoa.. took a long time scrubbing myself.. till weng sun rushed me cos she was URGENT.. lol.. hahaha.. lol.. so i hurried and dropped my personal thingy.. lolx.. hahaha.. lucky it didnt get wet.. after that we went had briefing.. lalala.. talk talk talk.. den mr julian lau scolded us.. zhao sia.. made ppl laugh.. but in the end got scared.. cos he was kinda really mad.. den.. blah blah blah.. lalala.. many many things happened.. den.. got up buses.. fell asleep in bus.. reached train station.. sandals fell apart.. LOL.. changed to shoes.. fell asleep on the floor.. lol.. woke up.. got my bag next to make.. fell asleep on the floor again.. ate bread.. train came.. board train.. stuff bag.. sat down.. fell asleep.. woke up in the middle.. lots of times.. feeling damn cold.. and changed sleeping positions.. me and weng sun were sleeping in same position.. LOL.. my legs were like freezing.. cos i wear SHORTS.. should have worn longs.. hahaha.. but still made it thru the nite.. lol.. tiring....

DAY 5: REACHING SINGAPORE

woke up at 9 plus.. and the train was near kulai.. brought back memories when i was young.. when to kulai and got car accident.. lol.. i was having holiday at desaru at dat time.. ahaha.. dat was years ago.. lots of years.. cant remember.. anyways.. after 2 hrs.. finally we got to singapore.. lol.. scann passports and den.. got dissmissed.. took bus to causeway point.. den mrt to yck den walked.. halfway walking home.. it rained.. =.= lol.. dun care.. reached my door step.. knock and knock and knock// my bro didnt open the door.. lol.. den i called his hp.. he was still sleeping.. i woke him up.. lol. den he let me in.. i unpacked.. chuck soil clthing into pails to soak them.. it stunk.. lol.. den.. went to bathe.. took a long long bath.. den cooked my lunch.. den ate.. den went to MOE camp.. lols.. i was like so so so so so tired.. zhou lao shi hit me la.. wah lau... lol.. soft soft one.. heeehee..

OKAYS!!! end of my post.. phew.. i am so darn tired.. kkz.. nitez.. my arms are aching.. lol.. cant believed this post made me type for 2hrs.. LOL.. hahahaha.. GOODNITE!!



9:13 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

lols... xPP

You Are 11 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?


lalala.. i am CHILD LIKE? nope.. i am CHILDISH!!! heehee..

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
What's Your Love Style?


You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!
Would You Do Anything For Love?


You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
What Kind of Chocolate Are You?


Your Gemstone is Amethyst

Dignified, impressive, and wise.
You have a deeply spiritual soul
What Gemstone Are You?


hmm.. this is supposed to be a cursed stone..

You Are a Carnation

You are down to earth and grounded.
You tend to be more traditional than trendy.
Your confidence gets you through anything.
People trust you and are very loyal to you.
What Flower Are You?


You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group...
You're always up for a good time or conversation
And you stick with your friends no matter what
You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!
What Kind of Friend Are You?


yea.. i am a spare tyre.. zzz..

Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!

The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures

Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez

Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon
What Color Is Your Aura?


Never Date an Aquarius

Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out.
And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with.

Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo
What Sign Shouldn't You Date?


Your Ideal Relationship is Friends Only

Honestly, you're not really ready for a relationship right now.
And you prefer to keep things platonic, for now.
That's not to say that one of your friends could be dating material.
You're just taking a break for now.
What's Your Ideal Relationship?


Your Mood Ring is Light Blue

Emotions mixed
Unsettled
Cool
Mood Ring Generator


What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Bold and daring, you're not afraid to change your life if you think it needs an overhaul.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.
What Do Your Hands Say About You?


Your Heart Is Purple

For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.
If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.

Your flirting style: Sincere

Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house

Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive

What you bring to relationships: Understanding
What Color Heart Do You Have?


dats all .lazy to continue.. tired..



4:54 PM ; smile?

Monday, May 14, 2007

ohh mann.. my results are disappointing.. but at least i passed.. phew.. lucky man..

lazy to blog much.. today was a crazy day.. i laughed like mad.. hhaha.. no mood to blog muh too.. bad headache.. grr..



4:41 PM ; smile?

Saturday, May 12, 2007

nothing better to do.. xP

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?


Your Friend is Not Fake

You have a true friend - and you're smart enough to know you're lucky to have such a great friendship.
So let your friend know that you really appreciate all she's done for you... and for keeping it real!
Is Your Friend Fake?

did this thinking bout my bestie luomin!!^^

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
What Kind of Girl Are You?


You Are an Ice Cream Cake

Surprising, unique, and high maintenance.
You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it.
You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!
What Kind of Cake Are You?


You Belong in New York City

You're the energetic, ambitious type.
And only NYC is fast enough for you.
Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer career
Or simply take in all the city has to offer.
What City Do You Belong In?


You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!
How Happy Are You, Really?


You Are a Good Girl

You are 80% Good and 20% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.
(But you don't have us totally fooled!)
Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?


You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.
You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.
At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.
Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.

Your fortune:

You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.
You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.
In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.
Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.
What Tarot Card Are You?


Star Wars Horoscope for Libra

You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed.
You convey the art of persuasion through force.
You always display your supreme intelligence.
You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.

Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie
What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?


You Are 4% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!
How Evil Are You?


You Are a "Wink"
What Japanese Smiley Are You?


Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation
What Element Is Your Love?


Your True Birth Month Is September

Thinking
Sensitive
Secretive
Systematic
Understanding
Good memory
Calm and cool
Does work well
Likes to criticize
Loves wide things
Kind and sympathetic
Hardly shows emotions
Concerned and detailed
Able to motivate oneself
Suave and compromising
Clever and knowledgeable
Quiet but able to talk well
Tends to bottle up feelings
Loves to look for information
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Careful, cautious and organized
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves sports, leisure and traveling
Must control oneself when criticizing
Likes to point out people's mistakes
What's Your True Birth Month?

ahahha.. really my birth month..

You True Love Will Maybe Find You

But it's going to be tough! You're not really around to find.
You really need to get yourself out there if you're expecting to find love.
Go somewhere (anywhere!) new from time to time.
Or if you're really shy - at least join a dating site.
Will Your True Love Find You?


Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve
What Gender Is Your Brain?



9:32 PM ; smile?


whoops.. went out with LUOMIN today!! ^^ hahahaha.. she kept asking me to heeheeheeheehee.. lol.. i was laughing so hard.. and duh.. i coulnt hee out.. lols.. i hahahaha.. all the way.. laugh till my cheeks so darn pain!!! hahahaha.. ><

my legs so so so so suan... maybe its cos of the lemonade i drank to day.. uhh.. i lame rite.. haha.. dats wat luomin say.. eat too much lemon.. den cannot walk means.. LAME.. lol.. really lame.. nono.. is say.. CANNOT WALK ARH!! lol.. so lame..

sighhh.. went back sch for CO ex co meeting.. sighh.. i really dun feel like doing the minutes.. think i do it tml.. now really too tired le.. cant talk properly too.. my mouth too pain from all dat laughing.. sighh... wat will become of CO.. i really really dun wish it to fall.. ARGHHHHH.. i wanna chu qi.. i wanna spar with ppl.. i wanna bash ppl up.. arghhh... tch.. i getting to emo.. sighh.. dats me these few days.. so darn emo.. watch tv till cry.. for nth fa dai.. today i stared at the green man for awhile den crossed the road.. must have looked like an idiot.. ><

oh ya.. luo min said i knocked into someone.. and i was like.. really meh? where got.. summore.. i i said WHAT.. wanna say to luomin liddat.. den it seemed like i knock the person den say WHAT at the person.. she say the person smiled at me.. i didnt see. hahahaha.. funnie man.. i today weird weird derhs.. and and and and.. i kept saying HUH.. lol.. she counted.. abt 40 times. .haha.. so lame.. i kept saying HUH and WAT.. must be influence from jessica.. hahahaha..

hahahah.. today was a really fun day!! whee.. ^^ too bad gena couldnt join us.. or else it would be funner!! LUOMIN!!>>>heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee<<< ps.. i didnt look at the mirror and hee horz.. lol..



5:47 PM ; smile?

Thursday, May 10, 2007

whoa.. exams over.. yea!! lol.. haha.. getting tired.. one whole morning of watching tv and playing com.. ahahaha.. i so slack now.. omg. YAY!! lol

hhaha.. i turning emo liao.. watch tv always wanna cry.. haha.. the show emo.. of cos i emo oso mahh.. lol.. just now watch some clips on u tube.. laugh like SIAO.. LOL.. hahahaha.. i turning mad.. hahaha

and.. oooooohhhh.. new ep of tsubasa coming out le! whee!! i wanna watch.. hahahahaha

hmm.. wei shen me.. wei shen me ren zong shi zai shi qu dong xi yi hou cai dong de zhen xi? xiang wo yi yang.. shi qu le zui ai cai xiang qu zhen xi.. xiaozhu.. ni si le yi ge yue le.. ni xian zai zai na li?



12:38 PM ; smile?

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

ahhhh.. my physics sucks suck sucks like hell!!! dead le.. i was like.. oh shit.. how to do for the whole section b.. arghh.. dead le la..

and funny thing.. many ppl did 3 qns for the geog.. lol.. its do 2 questions only.. ahahahahahaha..



10:49 AM ; smile?

Sunday, May 06, 2007

phew.. i am sooo tired.. zz.. wanna sleep soon.. haha.. studied the WHOLE day. wahhx.. super tired.. left 1 chpt of physics.. and geog to study.. and den.. a maths.. and time to stop studying awhile.. lols.. tired.. tml 2 papers sia.. i scared.. zzz.. zz.. cant open my eyes.. haha..



9:23 PM ; smile?

Saturday, May 05, 2007

whee.. made a new frenn.. her name is qiao yi!!! LOLs... sec one kiddo from xin min.. lol.. so funny lor she.. funny little kiid..

funny funny..



11:20 PM ; smile?

Friday, May 04, 2007

lalala.. slacking now.. zz.. no lar.. i eating my breakfast.. zz.. so siann..

ytd.. wahh so dead!!!!!!!! arghhh.. my SS suckkkedd... and my biology.. succkkkkkkkkkkkkkeddddddddd even more.. ahhh.. anyhow do all the paper lor.. my mind went blank for awhile.. den it was stilll blank.. so i wrote crap for my answers.. LOLS.. the first i said after each paper was.. DIE..

today.. maths paper 1.. zz.. dunno gotta bring flexi curve anot.. bring for fun bahh.. i didnt study maths.. lol.. i always slack when got maths paper de.. den when my results come out i will be saddd... lols..

oh ya.. last nite.. so funnie!! i was looking thru my baby photos.. haha.. i was bald.. lols.. dunno why also.. but funny.. all my facial expressions.. its like.. LOL.. look so weird.. when i crying.. when i laughing.. when i angry.. got even one my hand was on my bro's face.. dunno why.. hahaha.. maybe cos he got milk to drink i dun have.. HAHAHAHA.. so crap lor me..

dats funny... was ng li min rebecca invisible to u guys? why are u guys doing this?wat did i do wrong?



10:09 AM ; smile?

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

finished studying chinese.. later at night go thru again.. den.. gonna study SS and bio.. sians.. have to si bei shu.. lol.. lucky my memory not so bad de..

just dun understand why.. why do i keep getting scolded for nothing? sigh..



5:25 PM ; smile?


ahh.. i am being naughty again.. played audi again.. sighh.. better control myself.. cannot play so much.. lucky my chi left a few chapters nia.. better faster finish studying den can move on to SS and bio.. ahh.. i very scared..

preparing my lunch now..zz.. i alone at home.. mum went out with aunt.. eldest bro went out with his frens.. second bro went chalet.. dad went out to fish.. sigh.. i am all alone.. zz.. dats why gotta make my own lunch.. so hungry!!

PHSCO.. dun ever fall.. i dun wan it to fall.. but all i can do now is to study for mid year and dats all.. its all so so so sad.. its all so so so so unfair.. sighhhh...

wat does it feel like to be left all alone.. where no one cares abt u? everyone is just before ur eyes.. having fun.. but leaving u out on all the fun and laughter.. u try hard to restrain ur tears.. but it seems almost impossible... i guess this is just like dat.. all the empty promises u made to me.. do u have any idea how it feels like to be fooled?



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