Tuesday, September 28, 2010
12:39 AM ; smile?
Friday, September 24, 2010
since i got nothing better to do, i shall blog.
prelims almost over! there's only bio mcq left. last paper last paper. cant wait! the past 2 weeks was kinda like hell. study and study. although most of the time i end up asleep on the sofa or the bed.. hehehe. well, i dont think i did well this time round. made alot alot of careless mistakes.. had difficulties sleeping on every night so ended up half dead during the papers and making stupid mistakes cos my brain just wont let me think properly.. stomach kept giving me problems like in the middle of chem p2 and econs p2 i had stomache but had to control till the end of the paper.. sucks. caused me to do the papr slower so my econs essay wasnt actually well completed.. kept having runny nose and sore throat and they keep coming one after another.. god i felt like i was dying. it was horrible! and my temper was quite bad.. i couldnt control it as well as before.. damn myself.. so now.. i'll take this short little break to think things over and sort my feelings out properly.. i really really have to stop thinking so much.. since i have done something, i should just live with it.. why do i keep thinking of the what ifs.. like what if i didnt make this decision? what if i make a new decision now? what if and what if and what ifs.. ARGH..
rebecca, rebecca, get a hold of urself!
12:15 AM ; smile?
Sunday, September 12, 2010
here are the things rebecca ng must not do for the next 2 weeks:
1) charge her ipod
2) on her laptop in the daytime unless its for study purpose
3) fall asleep when studying
4) watch tv (maybe abit can la. hehe =P)
5) snooze the alarm twice when it rings (i can snooze it 10 times on normal days. lol)
6) blank stare
7) snack when studying
8) waste time
here are the things rebecca ng must do for the next 2 months
1) mug hard
2) exercise regularly
3) eat healthy food
4) allocate appropriate amt of time for relaxing (drama, anime, etc)
5) keep her ipod touch un-apped until end of econs a'level paper
well rebecca. 2nd last lap starts on tues. last lap is less than 2 mths away. i have to start now or i'll regret in future. jiayou! everyone jiayou too! =D
10:36 PM ; smile?
Saturday, September 11, 2010
i'm unlucky.
ytd i decie to cut fruits and eat then in the end while peeling the pear i peeled my finger by accident. alot of blood came out and i felt as if i was donating blood again.. got the head weird weird feeling and felt like sleeping.. and before i slept i hit my wound by accident and it was super pain.
today i decided to go jogging.. and i fell down by accident. luckily i fell into soil.. which was a little muddy (yuck).. so it wasnt that painful and got abit scratches only.
after jogging i decided to sit by the poolside to rest.. while getting up.. the chair cut my finger. once again by accident.
i wonder if any more accidents will happen later and tmr. SIGH.
6:28 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
prelims are coming! and i havent really started studying. but i cant let myself do badly for prelims. oh man oh man... =(
i'm really really angry angry angry angry angry. seriously.
5:07 PM ; smile?
