Thursday, October 28, 2010
oh. my. god. 12 days left to a levels. i. have. not. studied. at. all. i am dead! no no no no no! i need to study but i keep getting distracted, keep falling asleep. argh. i am fed up with myself. but i cant get myself to study. can someone like take a knife point at me and force me to study? i really need someone to force me. damned i dont want to fail.
10:43 PM ; smile?
Monday, October 25, 2010
my stomach loves to play pranks on me. esp when there's econs timed practice. second time i had a bad stomach for econs timed practice. made me feel very uncomfortable only. grr. last night had a super super bad headache. at first wasnt so bad. then got irritated by my bro, followed by my mum nagging at my bro, followed by screams from kids outside, followedby shouts from ppl playing basketball downstairs, followedby dogs barking downstairs, followed by ppl upstairs dragging their furniture, accompanied by noise from the tv. all these worsened the headache which almost killed me. at the same time, i was trying to write a GP essay. sigh.
a levels. in 2 weeks. 2 weeks! i'm scared. really scared. but i cant say much, i cant complain much. why? there are reasons. but saying them will be not good.
believe. i cant believe in myself anymore.
7:12 PM ; smile?
