Friday, August 25, 2006
wah.. monday got tkd normal training for make-up lesson for teachers day celebration... den monday oso got CO normal practice... zhou lao shi will be there... uh oh... me and qiao ni went to as yu ting if she allowed and she allowed! wah .. she so good... but gotta go back to CO rite after tkd.. but dats good enuf... anyways.. my fine for being late was cancelled cos for some reasons.. personal co reasons.. i cant say.. so happie.. but den hor.. it was all too late.. i skipped lunch in order to pay the fine that was cancelled in the end.. phew.. lucky i didnt faint in tkd.. only felt hungry.. very hungry... surprisingly.. when i got home i didnt eat so much but felt very full...whoa.. hahax.. =)
45 front kick, turning kick back hoop.. er... how the hell is a back hoop suppose to be done again? eh.. i forgot.. actually not really forget.. is i dunno how to do.. was taught befpore but still dunno.. in the end.. i kicked sir's hand.. opps... lucky i didnt kick hard.. i apologised.. haax... i feel so useless... qn and clara.. one belt rank lower den me.. so... haix.. i dunno how to say larhx.. i feel so left out among them.. watevers.. i dun care le..
gotta call luo min! gotta tell her i am going back on teachers day! =)
3:15 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
daddy going back to china to work tml.. will be coming back in october.. haix.. so sianx... haha... my prepaid card got topped up le.. yay! got $20 plus to sms till next year february... whoa dats a very long time.. hahax.. but den i dun sms everyday so nvm.. hahax... i usually call... LOL... ya.. got a thumb drive too.. it was daddys.. but he gave me cos i say i need.. so good! =).... LOL...
home econs made biscuits! hahax... chcolate one.. chocolate rox! hahas.... tml can eat for breakfast.. hope wun get diarrhea... hahax... lame... i doubt will larhx... hehe...
might be moving hse soon.. maybe a few years later.. hahax.. dats soon... LOL.. hahax.. years past quickly mahx.. lol.... so hor.. take all these time left in castle green to play with my frens more and go swimming... very long never sim le.. maybe next next week den swim.. hahax.. maybe on saturdays bahx.. after er hu lesson... lol... hahax...
maybe life can be easy.. its is only a matter of fact how u live thru it.. if u live thru it without any laughter, frens, smiles, life would den be meaningless...
giving up is hard... especially when u just love some thing so much.. TaEkWoNdO rAwKs My LiFe 4eVa... however.. i must learn to love CO more.. i cant neglect anymore i can stand being told on by zhou lao shi that my tempo not correct.. i must practice harder...
10:42 PM ; smile?
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i give up.. i wanna give up in everything.. but i am not very sure either... i hate everything now... i might just give up tkd one day.. i dunno... i just cant handle too much stress...
home econs apron got bird shit.. still hanging outside to dry.. tml gotta wash again...
2:40 PM ; smile?
now in com lab.. haix.. hands are aching due to tues i carry the mindmap bk.. later still got tkd.. i not sure if have cos got o levels in hall.. maybe have.. i duno.. i very tired.. but cant sleep.. no time to sleep.. sianx.. very hard 4 me to use com at home.. so i take this opportunity to post... hahas... =)
zzzz... i wanna sleep..
i have to voice this out.. no matter if u guys like it anot.. i dun care.. yuting... co chair.. do u treat me and qiao ni as part of the ex-co? i dun tink so.. take wed as example.. do we only have one vice- chair and chair? i tot we have two vice-chairs... yet.. she was just sitting next to me.. almost oblivious to wat u guys are planning.. for me.. really.. all u think of me is one quetion... wheres the CO minutes? i think its really unfair.. so i have to voice it out...
3:38 AM ; smile?
Saturday, August 19, 2006
fine... i duno wat u guys think of me.. all i noe is one thing: u hate me...
wat did i do.. i duno.. maybe i was at fault.. maybe i wasnt... i duno.. i really duno.. maybe its my attitude.. but sometimes its really not me... one day u suddenly tok me me so rudely... dat will make me stun for awhile... den... i might just cant answer u.. u still continue ur rudeness... i really duno wat i did wrong..
learinig tkd.. well.. its for self defence.. but no mater how much i am attacked... i still dun have the courage.. or even.. dun wanna retaliate... this is me.. just someone who is extremely stupid... i duno anything... i hate everything..
my grades have deproved... well not really much.. by overall.. if not wrong is 0.5%.. still its a deprovement.. i scored in maths and history.. i dd badly for the rest.. my targets for eoy is far from the current results.. i wanna get at least 6As.. but dats almost impossible.. maintaining maths is easy but the rest.. i dun tink i can... i plan.. i wanna study everyday without fail.. everyday atleast 2hours of study.. if not i will fail terribly...
7:04 AM ; smile?
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i give up.. i give up everything.. i cant seem to get things rite.. my grades deproving.. failing to collect all mindmap bks even after five days.. wat the hell is happening? why must i encounter all this stupid things? highest home econs 42 mark.. me? i got more den ten marks lower den dat.. 2 endurance didnt do so bad in the home econs paper... yea.. i noe.. guess i am not in 2 e.. just like wat charmaine announced.. i am rebecca ng from 2 humility.. yup.. dats me.. from 2h.. i failure in life... i am hating every minute and sec of my life... hating everything!
i just slacking.. like i said.. i give up so now i slack... i still haven started on my history SEQ yet.. it has been weeks already since it was assigned before the common test.. well.. i dun bother about it now.. just tink of wat to post on blog.. i must study hard.. but no matter wat.. i cant get good grades...
fine.. fine.. u win.. u achieved better den me.. i lost.. i am a loser... ok? u win so stop.. STOP boasting.. i dun care about anything now.. just dun be a pain in the ass.. i dun care.. deres three periods of english for me to sleep thru tml.. so i am warning u.. dun disturb... or else...
12:40 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
heyys.. busy with home econs now... haix.. later gotta do CO minutes... haix.. i dun wanna.. but den friday got August meeting le.. so.. july wan gotta faster do... haix... not happie.. i wanna rebel! LOL.. toking crap...
today.. hmmm... friday, sat, sun, mon have past... yet.. i only got slightly more than half of the class mind map bks.. agh... someone even told me dat she threw hers away le.. eh.. i dunno wat to do le.. if i dun get them tml.. den its too bad.. i dun wanna care... i give up.. i am tired of climbing up and the down the sch with all the books.. its tiring.. plus my injured knee? its just very bad... my legs even defied me.. i just couldnt stand up during assembly today.. i tried to but my legs just gave way.. twice.. i tried to stand.. but i fell back down again.. i hate my legs.. i hate them.. wont they just be obedient? they better not defy me during tkd.. or else they will feel pain...
had CO today.. eh.. zhou lao shi came.. was quite okay.. not as terrible as last time.. quite alot of lae comers due to sec 1 napfa... sec 2 some late.. dunno why... never chase them for reason also.. CO committee starting to slack le.. i oso starting to slack.. lazy.. lazy to care about anything...
got 5 papers back le.. i only got one A1 if i all total the marks to percentage... so far.. maths is the A1.. 88marks... the rest.. all below 70... i deproved alot.. i haven tell mummy yet.. dunno if i shld tell. 1 A1, 2 B4s and 2 B3s... haix... left home econs and history.. i can get home econs above 80% one.. confirm. history? i failed last year.. so.. this year.. i not very sure... devastated...
i got 40min left to use the com.. still working on m\home econs.. CO minutes? i doubt i have time.. seriously.. doubt it... haix...
loyalty... i must be loyal to my main CCA.. but.. i didnt betray it rite? i dun tink i did.. i just didnt turn up for one performance cos i went to help tkd.. we lack manpower.. yet.. CO has more den 50 over members.. excluding the sec 4s.. if i am full time loyal to CO? wat about tkd? after i am the secretary of tkd.. i noe.. i am oso COs secretary.. but i dun pon rite? i not that bad one rite?
anyonw wanna take my place to go to chao yang for buddy reading.. its actually on thurs but teacher say next tuesday i go cos thurs got tkd.. i dun wanna.. i dun feel like going le.. i jus lazy.. i dun wanna bother about anything anymore...
i hate everything..
12:44 PM ; smile?
Monday, August 14, 2006
yesterday theres tkd sparring session... there were 5 ppl.. 4 boys.. 1 gal.. me the gal.. duh.. so extra.. haha... the four boys.. mainly.. jia hao.. nick.. jonathan.. joseph.. they say joseph spar with nick.. jonathan with jia hao.. me lei? nobody? nah.. i gotta choose one person... in the end i 'sparred' with jia hao.. he lied.. lied... he say he wun kick so hard one.. but den now my knee damn pain.. not hard... i believe.. ya... he still tortured us doing physical training.. wth... so bad... sparring is the funnest part in tkd.. yeah.. i 'believe'...
today.. sianx.. have to do hmwk dun wanna post le.. bye...
2:29 AM ; smile?
Friday, August 11, 2006
yoz.. yesterday and today no sch! i so paiseh... the reviuos post say dat dat day was national day.. it wasnt.. hehe.. it was the eve of national day! LOL.. hahas....
watched the parade yesterday.. so sianx lor.. boring.. the part i dun really like was when president came in.. he didnt even smile.. hello? its national day.. his country's birthday.. pls ssmile.. hehe... i so bad.. in the end he got smile a little.. but he didnt sing natinal anthem.. so bad.. heheh...
yesterday packed my room.. haix.. so dusty.. sneezed like siao.. hehe.. daddy coming back singapore mahx.. i must move back to my own room to sleep le mahx.. hahax...
now.. left home econs and maths hmwk to do.. hehe... maths.. whoa.. study from sec 4 textbook. hahax... probability... hehe... zzz... home econs gotta ask miss lim some things before i start doing. hehe...zzzz... now while blogging while teaching my cous maths.. hehe... the meaths so eaasy liddat lor... haha...
byebye. wanna go eat lerx..
5:12 AM ; smile?
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
hiz... long time no blog.. the past week.. haix.. lazy to talk about it...
today national day.. happie b'dae s'pore! hahax.. sch had a parade.. lame... hahax... we all had to gather with our CCAs instead of our class! Cool! lucky i manage to escape CO and go tkd.. if not ar... i will be so damn bored in CO.. hahax...we sat for hours ike siao liddat.. eh.. boring lor.. sit at the field so far back how to see the performance? pls lar... haix...CO... wah lau lor.. they play so soft.. i only can hear the percussion lor.. cant hear the di zi ppl...haix...
choir.. LOL... i wanna laugh until i die.. the male singer keep going off key.. u noe who? haha.. its kuek jing.. LOL.. keep going off key.. haha... ya.. i whack him on the head in sch just now.. haha.. u noe why? cos i see his face not happy! haha.. no lar.. he bully clara mahx.. i saw him talking to clara den clara like wanna beat him so i noe he bully lor.. i crept up behind him and whack him hard on the head! haha.. i so evil..
tkd our performance... okay lar.. but i so paiseh lor.. i almost did the pattern wrongly.. i suppose to kick with my left leg but i brought up my right leg instead.. wah.. lucky i faster put down and kick with my left leg.. haha.. the others were fine... but some planks didnt break.. whoa.. but it was good enuf dat they broke some.. if it was me i think my leg break the plank haven break yet... while we were walking back dat time.. wtf! some sucky idiots say tkd was lousy or wateva... i really would like to see them break the planks.. idiot freaks.. at least we are better den them.. they suck lor.. the dun even have a CCA... wah lau... losers larhx... so pissed...
haix.. got back my chinese results le.. haven told mummy yet.. lazy to tell her lar.. anyway.. the highest was 69.. i got 61... stupid teacher.. suppose to test on chpt 16 to 19.. he go test 16 to 26! wah lau... i lost 12 marks due to him lor... 12 marks lei! i could have gotten an A lor.. stupid! still say not his fault... he still say wat only one two marks.. he blind arhx.. never teach us.. never tell us to study.. den tell us only 1 or 2 marks.. dun jin jin ji jiao.. pls.. its 16 marks actually... ppl could have passed if not for you...
7:03 AM ; smile?
Saturday, August 05, 2006
common test wanna over le!! left wif one paper.. home econs.. not dat important lor.. haix.. sianx.. after common test i wanna see u do assesment to prepare for end of year exam hor dats wat mum say.. sad lar... haix...
today stayed back 4 tkd prac 4 NDp thingy.. haix.. clara so slack.. dun need to do so many things.. haix.. so sad.. sher jie torure me lar... target sparring.. kick target.. i wanna die.. le... hehe.. wanna sleep le.. yawns.. tired!!! haix.. tml got erhu lesson.. so sian... haix..
one day before end of year exams is a thurs.. is my birthday... there might not be tkd.. shld i be happy or sad... happy is dat i can go out and buy things for my self wif frens.. bad thing is dat i cant train for tkd.. sobs... haix... wat to do?? haix...
whole day whole life sigh sigh sigh.. rebecca.. u siao le... haix... i saiao le.. haix...
do i really always laugh when i do target kicking.. eh.. i never took notice of it.. hmmm.. i noe kick speed dat time during pract cos i kick the holders hand den i laugh.. eh... today.. dunno why keep laughing.. cos i always miss target? dunno lei.. not like me le lor.. i dun really smile dat much last time.. especially last year.. dun believe? ask 1 grace 2005 lor.. i whole day face black black one.. u noe why.. cos i was very stupid dat time.. very weak.. cant fend myself against a short bully.. haix.. but dats all over now.. a really bitter first year in PHS.. haix..
2:45 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
lazy.. dats wat i am.. lazy to blog too.. but hu cares.. for fun.. short entry dats all...
sianx.. IT day again.. my com cant type chinese.. but.. hu cares.. i am juz a bloody slacker.. i dun give a damn.. haha...
nth much. gonna play maple help train my bros character.. so.. ciao.. bbyebye.. haaaaaaaahhaaaaaa...... rebecca the slacker... hahahahahahaha.. slacking for the rest of my life!! i hate being a secretary of CO.. i love being a secretary of tkd.. sorry to CO members and devotees!! but dats how i feell.. i still haven do finish the minutes for CO committee meeting yet.. haix.. dun care..yu ting sick..
2:25 AM ; smile?
