force a smile?
Sunday, September 30, 2007

u dun have to do that. u dun have to put me down like that. u dun have to go all ways to hurt me even more. honestly. one more time. i dun think i can take it anymore. i have my limits. u understand? oh no. i forgot. ur IQ is much much much lower den mine, so u dunno. RETARDS argh.

dun think i am the one being evil. if u all didnt do this in the first place. i wun play along with u. its ur fault. not mine. happy finding my blog u losers. and. FUCK OFF!

i hate u all i hate u all. i cant take it anymore cant cant cant cant cant! u dun noe how i feel u dunno. u only noe how to hurt ppl u dunno wat it is like to be hurt. SO FUCKING FUCK OFF!

SCREAM! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



9:07 PM ; smile?

Sunday, September 23, 2007

i hate my hair! ewww. short mushroom head. ewww!!!! regret cuttin git. AHHHHH!



1:26 PM ; smile?

Friday, September 21, 2007

blogged. =.= tata.



6:59 PM ; smile?

Thursday, September 20, 2007

WAHHHHH! i 2 weeks never blog le! lol. blog for wat i changed url so no one noes except luomin. tsk. haha. oh ya and me also noe. duh. =.=

laming, haha. tmr got SS test. uhhh. its like i have not even study yet lor. sianned. so many tests, tmr most likely gotta stay back. for the stupid currnet affairs quiz thingy. argh. all cos of mr choo ytd and today never come sch. grrr! lucky lucky!! i passed my BIO TEST! WOOTS!!! heehee,

SS test!! NOOO.... lol..... i gonna fail ler.

8 days.to EOYs when i die. and i turn 15 on dat day! i only have a life span of 15years? wat the. loll. JOKING! dammit. i am seriously L-A-M-E! LOL. hhahaha. trying to be high these feel days. but it feels kinda weird. all of a sudden i would just space out. and FA DAI. zzzzzzz. duno. i wanna stop thinking too much and jamm this sentence into my brain: I DO NOT LIKE ANYBODY!! AS IN DAT WAY! no liking of boys girl nononononononono! rarr! if only i can not like boys unintentionally. GRRRRR!!!

byebye. better study SS tata.



11:19 PM ; smile?

Thursday, September 06, 2007

getting bored. slacking alot. i planned to finish my hmwk early but i have not finish any yet. sigh.








wat am i gonna do. duno. just so bored.

its stupid rite? i noe it is. i noe u guys really dun like me. but dun have to show it so openly. how am i suppose to noe dat my shirt came out? its disgusting yeah. if it happened to u. how ould u feel if i said dat it was disgusting. i sweat alot cannot meh? if i tucked out my shirt to make sure dat i dun be disgusting again. my shirt would be super wet. and when i sit on it obviously it would leave a darker mark on the floor. so wats ur problem?

wats the point of blogging. no one reads them anyway. wats the point of having a blog when no ones reads it?



7:44 PM ; smile?

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

alone at home again. lol. just returned home from sch not long ago. cooked my lunch again! same as ytd imstant noodles. lol. funny. ytd overcooked. today use stopwatch time 2min plus den take out the noodles if not overcook not nice. haha. enjoying my lunch. lol. noodles with one ham. lala.

maths remedial wahh time passed quickly. lol. learnt new formulas. and blah blah blah. and got more homework ar! lol =.=

dun wanna blog liao better eat my lunch before it turns cold.



2:17 PM ; smile?

Monday, September 03, 2007

forget it i am not gonna swim. lol. not point blogging no one gonna see.



12:05 PM ; smile?


the holidays are kinda boring. sigh. there is nothing to do but pay and do homework. okay its sian for me cos i gettng bored with audi le. i just lvled to 14 den its like a loonng way to 15 so might as well dun pay liao.

i wanna do hmwk budden. dun fell like doing how?? =.= just went cycling around the whole of castle green. kinda sian since i have cycled round it for the past 10years. zz. why the weather so cooling one. i wan the sun leh. i want to sweat den can go bathe. sianned. its gonna rain soon liddat. i wan to swim budden if halfway rain how? =.= ahhhhhhhh.

wat to do????? sleeep? after oversleep how? later got co. have to cook my own lunch also. wah sianned. think i gonna waste monday away. tmr after math remedial maybe stay back in sch to do finish SS. in sch can concentrate better. rather den at home. see the com wanna pay. see the bed wanna sleep. sianned.

tmr. wake up early. pester mum bring me go gym run. den come home wash up. eat. den go for math remedial. den do SS. den wahh sianned. really duno wat to do lurrh.. wed. plan to go out with luomin BUT. i got tuition. =.= cannot stay out too late lor. thurs. morning tkd. den go class gathering. lol. broke liao. wonder how am i gonna get money. friday. morning. finish up the rest of hmwk. den got CO. den saturday. den sunday. den sch reopen. SIANNED. forget it. dun blog liao. dun use computer liao. i go swimming...



11:50 AM ; smile?

Sunday, September 02, 2007

changed skin. lol. the blogger thing above very the din tei. try to get it off. sianned.

teachers day. nothing much. lol. not really nothing much. had class party. i had to leave halfway cos jo was bugging me to go back with her to ats and luomin was sms-ing me to hurry go ats. made me fa pi qi. lol. den i pangsehd my cousin. ahh. i was so bad lor. den i walked halfway den went back to class. i forgot dat my ez link no money liao. so the F... so i borrowed money from xinpei. lol. so the wat lor. den took clas photo. forced a smile since my xin qing bu hao. lucky it wasnt as fake as the previous time de.

went back ats. hunted for teachers. saw chen lao shi forst. she said she remembered us but forgot our names lol. funny. den she went off and den we went off on a hunting spree for mrs cheng. we finally found her but she was too busy with the p6 prelims. lol. so we went off after giving her the present. den we counldnt find mrs liyu just left a note in her locker with the present.

lol. dats wat happened on teachers day. lazy to elaborate.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. stop reading!!! this is none of ur business.

things have not been easy these days. my family is messed up. my feelings are messed up. my life is messed up. sigh.

dun make promises when u know u cant fufil them.
this is the end



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