Everything. everything is wrong. nothing is right. nothing at all.
i dont expect anyone to understand how i feel. i dont expect anyone to comfort me till im better. but i do hope for some sensitivity.
4:46 PM ; smile?
Saturday, March 15, 2014
just like we are waiting for rain to fall..
just like loved ones are waiting for the plane to be found..
just like everyone who needs to see a little hope..
i'm here, waiting..
like a fool..
to see some hope..
4:05 PM ; smile?
Sunday, March 02, 2014
I'm really exhausted. Physically and mentally. and also, both physically and mentally stressed.
I'm asking myself, if I hadn't relaxed a little before I started mugging for my midterms, would I not be so stressed now? My conclusion is no, I won't be. I sat down seriously for the past few days to study seriously. But, nothing seemed to have stayed in my head. I cannot memorise a single thing. What are those things that I read and wrote notes on? What have I already done? Why does it seem like nothing done at all?
Too much on my mind. Too much to do. Too little time to rest, too little time to study.
Perhaps I should give up and graduate. or should I not?