Tuesday, October 31, 2006
first day of the school hols.. ITS SO BORING!!! i wanna hang out with my frens outside and shopping malls and all.. but i dun think i can.. haix.. mum wun allow.. 6C having a class gathering.. i dun care.. i will go for it!! yea.. woohoo.. i miss 6C.. :)
i am so damn bored.. is there anything for me to do?? ahh.. watever.. i go watch anime first.. tata.. blog later!!!
4:28 AM ; smile?
Monday, October 30, 2006
heyys.. it all happened so fast... the last day of this school year has already passed..everyones is busy planning their hols.. me?tay at home.. till december.. bros having the As and Os.. haix.. so i cant play com dat much.. thik i hang out with my frens more often..
reflection of my years in secondary school.. the first day of sec one.. i stepped in school.. very nervous to the new environment.. met new frens.. my first two frens were crystal and amanda.. soon.. i made more frens.. losing some at the same time... till i was left with a few.. i lost them because they formed a gang and called me and my frens nerds.. so evil.. but i got over it quickly and beacame very happy with my frens... den.. we had to separate.. we were streamed.. AT SEC 1?? dats nuts.. to think dat i just got used to my new class..
den it was sec 2.. the class was super quiet.. all the smart guys in the class... whoa.. den i made frens.. some ok ones and some very good one.. the closest i made so far was sarah and martha.. they were very best frens.. den.. again.. streamed to sec 3... well.. i hate to part with my frens again.. it sucks so much! i hate it.. i wonder wat will the class be like next year? will it be fun?
everyone was happy.. everyone were frens.. everyone were united.. well dats mre like my primary classes.. well dats history.. till now.. we still keep in touch with each other.. everyone were best frens.. i miss those days so DAMN much!! i love 6C'04!!! all 6C-sians rox!!
well those days are over.. and its a fact.. but soon.. we are gathering together again.. as fellow classmates.. with much JOY!!
well dats all for today.. so.. bye!!!
u are history.. the word 'we' is history.. i wish to stop it once and for all...
2:02 PM ; smile?
Saturday, October 28, 2006
oh ya.. forgot to tell a HAPPY NEWS for me!!! I GOT INTO COMBINATION A!!! can u imagine how i happy i was when i saw my name in the class list? i was over the moon!!! OMG!!! i was jumping up and down.. abit siao arhx... hahahaha... so happy.. =) xD
9:49 AM ; smile?
the open house is tml.. hmm... i find it kinda lame... have to report at 9am when our performance only start in the afternoon... CO's performance is at 2pm.. tkd's? its at 1pm and 2 something pm.. hmm.. hers what i gotta do.. go school at 8.45 pm to pass the scripts to clara.. 9am.. go for CO practice and settle some stuff with the committee.. at 11plus, i gonna go change into my gi and go for tkd... den, after tkd's performance, hurry to the toilet to change into CO half costume.. den.. after CO performance gotta hurry to change into full gi to get ready for tkd's 2nd performance.. hmm.. after that i shld be stay with tkd le bahhx... den after the whole open house i gotta rush to bugis for erhu lesson.. busy busy busy.. haix.. JIAYOU!!!
9:37 AM ; smile?
heyys! hahax.. so bored.. i watched finish the whole of goong le.. hehe. it was quite touching.. i cried a little.. wahhx.. hehe.. after blogging.. hmm.. maybe play com awhile den have to work on the script for tml.. wat the hell lahx.. this is the third time i am doing the script... den gotta practice erhu.. theres lesson tml after the open house... :( so sad.. maybe i will drop by at the library to drop in my library books.. haix.. its the hols but i am still so busy.. haix...
blogging is getting boring.. everytime i blog.. i will stare at the screen for awhile to think of wat to blog.. wahhx...
everything seems weird.. u left.. u left me alone.. alone in the darkness.. i hate the darkness... why did u have to leave me at the ime when i cant cope with many things? at the time i feel so hopeless.. i cant stop thinking about u.. i wish i could forget u... i would like to me myself realise this: we were not meant to be together at all...
9:30 AM ; smile?
Thursday, October 26, 2006
damn bored.. got a splitting headache.. it started when i was in school.. after i left the hall at 5pm to go head for CO room.. whoa.. it hurt damn hell lot.. the hell??
did online survey le.. printing CP stuff now... later i go type tkd script... sian.. tml training will be damn hell long... so bored...
yeah.. i can confirm that u are SO DEAD...
1:00 PM ; smile?
heyys.. in school NOW... whoa.. so bored in com lab now.. zzz..
yesterday was HORRIBLE!! noe wat? i got into a big fight and quarrel.. hehe... i spoiled the chinese dictionary and ran out of the house.. had to fixed it in the end... hahax.. my hand is bruised too.. i punched the wall xO
todays boring.. have tkd and co later.. but cant leave CO.. so cant go tkd.. JIAYOU!!
dead bored...
you are so DEAD..
3:34 AM ; smile?
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
YAY! finally got this stupid comin com lab to appear to this page after 5 periods in the com lab... wahahaha... lame.. hey martha stop reading!!!!
hehe.. bored man.. i so want to play the com.. my mum evily dun let me play.. so bad.. mny EXAMS are OVER okaes... dun be to bad to torture me... she even hid the gameboy in sept hols when i was playing.. now she dun wanna return.. sobs.. so evil..
now in sch com lab.. obviously... hehehe... i feel so lame... wahahhaah... theres tkd tml.. hmm strange.. tmls a public holiday.. anyways.. after tkd i gonna go to the library.. i wun have time to go to the library lerx.. hehe... so busy...
uhmx... i dunno wat to say to u. i dunno wat to do about the toys.. i wanna just get riud of them.. but at the same time i dun.. so i dunno.. tell me.. wat shld i do?
bored.. off to continue with my WEBPAGE with the help of 2 CHUAs.. hehe.. ciao...
2:18 PM ; smile?
Friday, October 20, 2006
heyys... i at my cousins' house.. hahax.. wanted to go home play maple..but hitched a ride from my auntie car to go home but landed in her house... =) haha.. SO SIANX....
Jia Xing is evil!!!
sch today.. hmm.. it was very hazy.. ahh.. we went hall.. had morning assembly.. reading period..den went back to class.. den went back to hall for a talk by... ms siow li jun.. i think.. i feel so sad for her,,, almost cried.. hahaha.. den we had recess and TALENT TREK 06!!! hahax.... type four was the most popular group.. wahaha... november criminals emerged as the winners... i dun think they were good.. beverie was better...
den.. we watched the gymnasts perform.. THEY WERE SO PRO.. WAHHX.... kinda scary though... hehe,,,
now at cousin house.. very sianx.. i going to go home soon... eh.. go home i wanna play maple.. haix... sianx
dreams are never meant to come true.. give up on ur hopeless dreams...
5:04 PM ; smile?
heyys.. its been a long time since blogged.. ok.. not exactly long.. since monday... LOL... quite sianx.. sch have post exam activities.. DAMN LAME.. puhlease... its VERY LAME.. i rather have normal lessons...
tkd getting sianx.. i keep getting cramps.. got butt cramp this morning.. WAT THE HELL lor.. hahax... i hate to sweat so damn much... especially cold sweat..
i have decided.. this decision wasnt easy to make.. but cos of my deproved grades, i have decided this: i will never think of u.. if i see u walk past i will act as if we are strangers... no matter wat i DO NOT KNOW U!!!
1:26 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
wear 2 paddings and people line up and kick u... would u mind? dat question was asked at ME... at me.. crazy.. of course i will mind.. i dun wanna get kicked.. why not ask the white belts? clara got so much fats to protect her..pls larhx.. hahax.. i joking about the white belts.. but really.. who would want to get kicked??
my results sucks.. i wish i could get into triple science... i was like crying the whole day over my results.. and partly also because of him.. i hate him.. he has ruined my life...
wat i SIANX day.. CO.. practiced outside CO room with jian wei nd pei en.. LOL.. jian wei amd i play songs with their speed time many many times! LOL.. like killing chickens liddat.. hehe...
i believed... i believed in u.. i believed that we will be together one day.. happily together.. i believed all this yet u made my believe become an illusion.. an illusion that it will never happen... u are evil and i hate u.. loving u was a BAD BAD idea.. u are smart.. u are rite about our future.. we will never talk again.. u dun even bother to say hi to me.. why shld i take the initiative.. i make this loud and clear.. I MAY STILL LIKE U ALOT.. BUT I WILL NEVER WANNA TALK TO U NOR SEE U AGAIN.. TILL U APOLOGISE TO ME!
2:06 PM ; smile?
Monday, October 16, 2006
yesterday i fell asleep in the bus.. kinda of funnie and freakie... haha... its scary to wake up and find out dat the woman sitting next to u has turned into a guy! haha.. so lame.. was too tired.. LOLs... fri nite watched tv till 2 am liddat dewn went to sleep.. the next day woke up early to go for tkd.. hu noes.. no one went.. waste my time.. could have slept longer.. wahhx...
oh ya.. erhu lesson was LAME... three girls... NO.. two gals one BITCH were late for lesson.. how stupid.. one minute of the lessons worthed $1 and they wasted so much money.. HOW STUPID!!!
now eating my dinner while blogging and talking to luo min! =) i am the pro! woohhoo... haha... i am nuts... haha.. my day was totally boring.. i woke up and 12noon.. haha.. lazy pig... watch tv ate breakfast/lunch.. den watch tv... till 6.30.. den bathe den now using com.. SIANX man... i watch tv till i got headache... wahhx..
watching u from the distance... watching u up close... the guy i still see is the guy i had ever liked so much.. yet even though u are now a changed guy, i still liked u so much.. i feel so stupid...
10:24 AM ; smile?
Sunday, October 15, 2006
yesterday was friday the 13th... wahhx.. who CARES?? ahahahaha...
boring day today.. wat the hell lor... got tkd but den.. chairman & vice chair didnt come.. they cant make it.. den no one came.. three of us sat in the canteen like dai dai one for MORE THAN half an hour... OMG! damn idiot lor.. so sianx.. waste time.. hmmppfff
later got erhu lesson.. i blog finish wanna go le....
i have never felt so frightened in my life before.. the pain was unbearable.. i felt lke i was dying.. yet u guys didnt notice my pain.. all u guys did was to talk about HANDPHONE.. wats so GREAT about 3G phone anyway.. its still a phone no matter wat...
hurt deeply.. physically.. mentally.. emotionally...
5:00 AM ; smile?
Friday, October 13, 2006
thursday.. woke up and went for tkd... wahhx... so sianx.. everyone were like.. haix.. i dun wanna say le.. i was like staring into space doing nth larhx.. i suddely had chest pains.. at the heart... dunno why.. felt breathless... is it because of the haze or am i down with something? i dunno... well.. an end a a pain is better than suffering it...
went to library and met luo min.. i was SO LAME.. wahaha.. we played the swings.. so fun !! WHEEE!!!
ahh.. lazy to blog now.... byebye
8:45 AM ; smile?
Thursday, October 12, 2006
woke up at 10 am today.. hahax.. theres no sch mahhx.. was actually woken up at 6 plus cos my mum was shouting for my brithers to wake up.. wahaha.. slept and woke up again when kah him smsed me at 7 plus.. slept again but was woken up by kah him again who called me this time.. den i went to brush my teeth and eat.. my mum on the com and use.. den later at about close to 11am i used and downloaded maple..
maple download till 1 pm den i played till about 2 liddat.. den go bathe eat and go CO.. so pathetic my lunch is only bread.. hahax.. i was running late.. CO.. less than 20 showed up.. haix.. so many slackers.. martha lied.. she said she will go one.. hmmmpfff...
after CO went home.. immediately went downstairs.. wanted to book function room for CO farewell function.. bUT.. 23 oct den can book. along with $165 cheque deposit.. haha. so came home and used com... up till now.. hahax.. dats all...
tml going for tkd den to library with luo min.. gtg le.. bye!
i miss u...
1:11 PM ; smile?
oh ya.. didnt say this yesterday but.. something bad happned to me.. not really bad.. but something very funnie.. home econs paper.. i was doing quite slowly.. till i decided to do it fast fast.. den suddenly.. i gotta go to the toilet URGENTLY!!! haha// but just as i was about to ask to go toilet.. mr tan announced... 15 minutes left... no more going to the toilet.. imagine how miserable i felt den.. so.. 15 minutes dragged on slowly.. till FIANLLY.. its over.. BUT.. mr ang come to make announcement... he talk soo SLOWLY wilth so many err.. and stutter so much.. dat time i my bladder was about to burst.. i was whacking my chair like SIAO.. martha was laughing at me.. =( hahaha... den finally we were dismissed.. i chiong ar.. i pack my bag and rushed to the toilet.. hahah...i must have been very funnie.. LOL.. hahax...
2:20 AM ; smile?
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
AND the EXAMS are OVER...after today papers... i went out... out to ANK library.. nope noot with my frens.. BUT... ALONE... well.. i must get use to being alone... next year jess martha ans sarah wun be taking the same combi as me.. they wanna go double.. i wanna triple... i dunno..
library was SIAN... i dunno wat books to borrow so in the end the books i borrowed were ALL CHILDREN's story books.. hahax.. dunno wat to do tml and thurs cos cant use com dat often.. brothers are having their A's and O's.. me cant enjoy... i think i will stay back in sch everyday for CO sectional bahhx.. haha... =)
using the com.. finally my mum let me use.. she dun let just now.. so i SLEEP.. theres nth i can do mahhx... so SLEEP lor.... I AM A PIG! hahahaha....
tml got CO and Thurs got TKD... WAHHX!!! I WANNA SLACK....
i dunno wat i shld do.. can we really be aleast good frens? or are we bound to be like tis forever.. i miss u...
12:24 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i damn sian now finding pictures for art.. got one shipwreck pic very the nice.. i want to draw dat.. but i scared draw out very the ugly.. nvm... i dun care.. there's still something called tracing paper.. =) i damn slack.... i wanna score for art at least once in my life... =P
home econs finish studying le.. later revise again.. after i finish my prep work, bathe and eat finish... JIA YOU TO ALL PHSians SEC 1-3s.. EOYs ends TML!!! good luck!!
i am really feeling damn pissed of now.. u al dun care about me.. when u guys visit my blog, the thing dat u read is my tag... the others? u dun care... so.. u guys wun noe wat my feelings are about ur actions.. i dun like it!
i miss u.. alot... really...
9:16 AM ; smile?
Friday, October 06, 2006
i kinda 'dai' rite now.... so tired.. i have been studying the whole afternoon yet i only at chpt4 of history textbook... i read ppt notes.. but nothing went into my head.. i'm just too tired.. weekend.. coming le.. think i can rest? nah.. tml after my paper gotta come back home wash hamster cage.. i didnt wash it for 2weeks le... den... i gotta practice erhu.. deres lesson on sat yet i haven even touch the paragraph of song yet.. tml have to practice until i noe hpw to play it well.. so i most probably will spend HOURS on it... afert practicing gotta study maths or science...
saturday.. morning.. think i will study.. den afternoon.. three hours to bugis and back... yawn. i dun like to study in bus.. but got no choice... have to study... reach home... hmm.. study again.. i think... if not do art prep work.... yAwN....
sunday... wake up.. urhmx... iron tkd gi bahhx... got grading.. den after i iron gotta practice.... i two weeks never practice and train le... kinda rusty... i feel very tired.. after practicing is a light lunch and go take mrt to toapayoh equiped with my full gi my ez link card... PLUS my science notes.. read on the mrt... hahax.. i look so hard working.. actually i lin shi bao fo jiao-ing... sigh...
after grading... hmmm.. go hame and study again... this time most probably do assesments.. maths i think.. my maths paper one lose 10 marks plus le.... i am SO DEAD.... i dunno larhx... no rest for me till TUESDAY.... dats when exams over.. i still gotta rush to library to return my borrowed books.. i borrowed them two weeks ago yet i never even open them... the hell... i too busy studying...
It all falls into place... byebye.. u guys say dat to me everyday.. i think.. i figured it out.. u guys dun really like me... byebye = byebye.. hope to see u in hell or heaven but most probably i will see u from heaven when u are in hell... am i right? or wrong.. but no matter wat.. i have this feeling.. I DUN EXIST IN UR LIVES.. REBECCA IS NOTHING BUT A NUISANCE.. A BAD GAL... am i right?
i hate it i hate... u dun talk to me.. u dun even bother to say hi to me now... am i really dat detestable? i bet dat u are almost getting a girlfren now and dat i am no longer in ur heart.. not even as a NORMAL fren... forget it.. u are all happy there oblivious to the fact that i am hurt... hurt by U and UR ACTIONS!!!
9:40 AM ; smile?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
yoz! very very long never use com 4 blogging purpose le.. mostly study.. tml got maths and lit paper.. wahhx.. i haven study yet.. such a failure man....'
english paper over last friday.. kinda easy.. =P wahhaha...
actually i dunno wat to write about in my blog le.. will be taking a LONG LONG break from blogging till exams are OVER..
ahhhhh... grading coming lerrx.... =(
wat do u mean?
2:34 AM ; smile?
