force a smile?
Friday, August 31, 2007

i cant stop crying. one litre of tears a jap drama. its a real story. real touching. wah. spinocerebullar disease. Ikeuchi Aya. the strongest person i have ever seen.



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Monday, August 20, 2007

sometimes. having a goood friend really helps. dunno wat am i saying but. watever



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Friday, August 17, 2007

dun really feel like blogging these few days. nothing much to blog. just blog for the sake of blogging.

okays. so its the end of the common tests. lala. the tests were quite okay. only i had to stay up till 12midnite to 1am liddat to finish studying for all tests everyday. so go sch very tired. ytd was the worse. i made a glass of milk tea to drink whilestudying at 9pm liddat. den around 1.15am liddat i finished studying.went to wash my cup , packed my bag and iron my sch uniform. by the time it was 1.30am. i brushed my teeth and wanted to sleep. sigh. i tossed and turned but counldnt fall asleep. tossed for long long tim e den i check the time. 3am liaoz. still cant slp. so sian. lie on bed and stare at the ceiling. den suddenly, my mother stretched and her hand came right at my face. startled, i push her hand away. but she was sleeping too soundly. dunno dat i pushed her hand. lol. so i lie on the bed for a long long long long time still never sleepin until 5am. i began to feel a little sleepy and fell asleep. den i woke up at 6.20am. lol. i only slept for one hour plus. sianned. but i didnt feel sleepy in sch. weird lor. haha.

now very tired le. think i am gonna sleepm liao. tmr still gottA go airport at 5am. my dad's coming back from china. =)

this feeling sucks. sigh. attention seekers. =/



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Thursday, August 09, 2007

ytd was the carnival. booo. so sad lor the parade started late. so luomin waited at the canteen for an hour. and the sadest thing happned. she had to leave at 6 and it was already 5.30!! wth?!?!?! lolz.

so after the parade i chionged to the canteen to meet her. we walked ard for a while. talk talk talk. den we walked. and the most EMBARASSING thingy happened. lols. not really embarassing lah. i dropped the three boxes of chocolate thing dat i was holding for luomin. LOL. i screamed summore lor!! WAHH. so paiseh lahhhhhh. haha. so she left after dat. and i was all alone. sianned. went to look for sarah martha and jessica den go do shift. and i was pangsehed at the stall. i tended it all alone. and sold nthing!! wenyi and stacy came after dat and took things away to sell and we sold everthing! lol. now lihui's stuff in my locker. eh no. its amanda's locker. haha. she for got to take it.

den after the whole thing i went home and sleeeeeeppp..

today!! woke up at 8plus to look for my swimming costume. oh man. i gotta get a NEW one!! den at 9 i went to find luomin at the bus stop. we went swimming at my hse downstairs. LOL. funny. i wanted to swim and get chaota but den hor. so suay. it rained earlier so the sun wasnt up. just as we were tireddd and eyes swollen from all the chlorine the sun came out. so we stayed in the pool under the sun for like 15minutes and went to bathe. lol. den went up my hse and play little fighter. reached the last round den we both died so sad. almost complete. lol =/

den we went to eat lunch at j8. slacked there. there were a group of girls behind us giggling like hyenas. lol. scary. so we quickly finished our food and went out of kfc. haha. we walked around. and i bought a fur ball. lols dunno hw to say wats dat. so we walked and walked and went to play arcade. LOL. play abit only no money. den went luomin hse. lol. i play piano. making a lot of noise. LOL. den luomin lay onthe floor and fell asleep so i play her computer. HAHA. play until she wake up den we go outside watch tv. so weird lor the show. den after dat went home.. zzz..

the NDp. lol. i watch till i fell asleep on the floor till my mother dropped something on the floor and woke me up. den continued watching the parade. after the the parade watch the food show. wahh all the bread make me so hungry. den at 9plus i ate my dinner which consists of BREAD!! lol . funny. hahahahaha.

so now here i am blogging. zz. common test starts next week. dats means no training for 2 weeks. SIANNED. lol.

very lng never blog and some more the post sooooo LOOONG. lols. okay dun blog le. .. BYE.



10:04 PM ; smile?

Sunday, August 05, 2007

i am doing a really funny thing now. my blog is open playing 嫁给我 and my windows media player also. lols. playing at the same time. LOL.

okay. the freakiest thing haooened to me this morning at 1am sharp. i havent sleep yet. i was laone in the room. my mum was already slping and my bros not home at. so the hall light was off. the entire hse was in darkness except my room. den suddenly i heard the sound of the metal cutlery knock on the glass plate once. and twice. OMG. i stop dead in what i was doing. freaky! i called my brother on thephone and asked him to come home quick den off ed my room light and ran to my mums room to sleep./ wahhhhhhhHHhhh!!!! so scary. i really scared liao. now i alone at home EEYER!!1 scared!!!!

today went out with LUOMIN!! lol. we had fun playin ARCADE. now broke liaoz. lol. funny sia.. i kept screaming. den.. we went to library to do hmwk. haha. after dat we talked for an hour. funny!! nice interesting talk . luomin was so PAISEH. ahahaha. oay la. i dun bully her.

ahh. today was heaven . tmr is gonna be HELL.. shucks man. okay dats all. i gotta play com. lo.. den do hmwk .sianned. okay. BYE.

the end liao still read wat read?



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Saturday, August 04, 2007

the most weirdest thing happened to me ytd. LOL. during assembly. ahaha. me and jessica went to the hall for assembly. den kena separated from our class. so we went into the hall with a groups of guys. many ppl. i went in faster than jessica. den. ahhh. the guy in front of me walked slowly. den someone behind me pushing me. so i turned. had GREAT difficulty. there was a sec 4 guy behid me. i couldnt see his face cos i was too short. so i only saw the school nametag dat section. so i tried to move.. only to find out dat i was being squashed in a cirle of GUYS. all around me!! omg. i was freaking out. i couldnt get out. kept trying to move out of it. i kept thurning ard to get to jessica. but CANNOT!!! i saw her laughing behind me. rarr. den when i finally got out. i went to jessica and we burst out laughing out LOUD together. OMG!! so funny. she told me dat she was thinking. 'ahh. rebecca is disappearing!!' and she was laughing. eeks. freaky lor. imagine. being in a circle of guys the in front one moving so slowly and the back one moving faster. i dun think they saw me. so they kept moving. guess i am too short. AHHH. must grow taller!!! i dun want the same thing to happen to me again!!!!

den there was napfa after school whee. i got 4 As haha. but sadly i got a D and an E. D for standing broad jump. E for 2.4. ahh. i gonna re run my 2.4. hoping to get C. and see if can re jump the standing broad jump so can get gold!! so wasted lor. i got 4As leh. never get so many As before. grrr.. my shuttle run was so surprising. never thought i could run so fast! get A woots1 last time always get C or D de. haha.

okays dats all for blogging. tmr going out again! but must come home early. havent do all my home work yet. lol.



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Thursday, August 02, 2007

yeesin asked me to do this. =.= [PS i re-doed some cos 10 questions went MIA.]

instructions

1) Put your music player on shuffle
2) Press forward for each question. Or just press next.
3) Use the song title as the answer for the qns, even if it doesn't make sense. NO cheating!!
4) Tag 6 people to do this. Or 60 if you have tons of friends

1. How are you feeling today?bad day by daniel powter(suposedly but it played the 200pounds beauty cos the bad day not found. so i just use bad day. dun care. quite true. cos it was indeed a bad day for me. yup.

2. Will you get far in life? tsubasa chronicles kotani kinya(blaze) eh. wat does this mean. um. dunno lehs.

3. How do your friends see you? supposedly i'm not missing u cos its not found again. now its playng zen me ban. i link both tgt bah. they will not miss me if i am gone. and they all dunno wat to do with a fren like me? haha. i think its true.

4. Will you get married? lets see. 嫁给我. wow. marry someone. dats cool. =.=

5. What is your best friend's theme song? girlfriend by avril. whoa. yup. my bestest fren is like my girlfren. PS not LESBIAN. very great friends.

6. What is the story of your life? chao xi huan ni by fei lun hai. um. i will chao xi huan someone in the story? lol. dats for the future.

7. What was my primary school like? 夏雪 by fei lun hai. it must have been very pretty. only i didnt notice it? lol.

8. How can you get ahead in life? the spirit room-everywhere. by michelle branch. erm. i am suppose to get ahead in my life with a spirit in my room, everywhere with me. ok. freaky.

9. What's the best thing about your friends? gua mu xiang kan by cao ge. OMG. the best thing abt them is the character dat i dun see abt them. well for some i really saw their true character and ... ah. dun say le.

10. What song describes you? tu ran lei le by JJ. ya. really i am really tired. all of a sudden. really tired.

11. Describe your grandparents.xiao wu gui. OMG. they are not tortoises. diaos.

12. How is your life going?北极星的眼泪 whoa. i get to go to polaris. but i will be sad. ya. tears.

13. How does the world see you?the world. death note theme song.=.= the world see me as the world.

14. Will you have a happy life?yi shi de mei hao by angela. erm. my happiness will only last for a short short while. sigh.

15. What does your friend really think of you?perhaps love. ehh? diiaoz. they wil never ever love me as a friend. they hate me. dislike me. yup.

16. Do people secretly lust after you?wo you wo de young. ehh? i dun understand. diaos.

17. How can I make myself happy?Sa Rang Hae Yo, 只对你说 by JJ. eh? i must tell one and only ne person dat i love him? .. currently there is no one dat i love except my relatives.

18. What should you do with your life? chemicals react by aly and AJ. diao. i shld react it with chemicals? ._.

19. Will you ever have children? 第一次爱的人 by cyndi. erm. i dunno? =x

20.What song will you play at your funeral? wo ke yi. omg. i die already can pei ppl go watch stars. LOL. oh man. this is nuts.

ok ppl to do:
1 LUOMIN
2 LUOMIN
3 LUOMIN
4 LUOMIN
5 LUOMIN
6 LUOMIN

LOLs. no one else to ask to do wat. so luomin!! must do!!!!!!!!!



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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

here to blog about sunday!! x)

okays. so i met luomin at amk mrt station. lol. i was early by 15minutes!! lol. den we went to buy things. after buying we went to eat. den after eating. we went to buy things again. cos i blur blur forgot to buy some things. den we went to ARCADE!! lol. so funnie. nice to play. =) next time i wan to play again!! haha.

den after dat. we went to luomin's hse. hee. play her piano, dizi and erhu and COMPUTER! lol. i so bad lor. lols. haha. bored. zz. wanna sleep. but i wanna play game too. ahaa.

okay. my post is so the short. much more things happen on sunday when we went out. just lazy to S-P-E-L-L everything out. haha. zz.kays. i will stop now.

what are u looking at? i said that its the end already!!!!!! ahahahahaha. xP



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