Saturday, February 28, 2009
here to post! =)
well.. this week was real tiring.. 5 days of lessons, 3 days gotta report at 7.30am. and there were tonnes of work to do.. so.. on mon, tues and wed, i ended up sleeping at 1plus am and waking up at 5.30am. and of course.. amanda wasnt in sch so i kinda sianned. but.. thanks to the three guys, zong ying, weisiang and chee kit, it was really fun too. haha.
so.. everyday was lectures and tutorials. more lectures and tutorials.. CCAs, hospital visit, home visit. etc etc.. PE was horrible. i couldnt run. ahhhh. but y stamina got improve wor.. last time i run less than one round around the track i was dying already.. now i can run 3 rounds okay!! HAHA. but i ran damn slowly la.. one round took about 2min 50sec. so in the end i failed to meet the target timing of 16min 40sec. oh my god la.. i gotta chiong already. haix...
fri.. i kinda spaced out the whole day. thinking of many many stuff. i'm kinda scared.. wat if i fail to manage my time? wat if i fail my exams? wat if i fail my tkd grading? so many wat ifs. its kinda stressing me out. i'm really scared. i even answered ppl concerns towards amanda rudely.. i'm really sorry to all those ppl!! really sorry!!! and thanks for all the concerns. i'm really really fine! =) i guess for the many wat ifs.. i will do my best to overcome it all.. i mustn't fail.. i mustn't.
today!! woke up at 7.30am. i kept snoozing my alarm clock lor. lols. supposed to wake up at 7.00am one.. but i too too sleepy la.. haha.. in the end. i dragged myself out of the bed. haha.. so brushed teeth.. changed. ate breakfast then left for sch.. lugging my erhu along.. lols.
i reached there on time at9am. lol. suppose to reach at 8.45am one. but. haha.. so tired. so was later. but many many ppl late also lor. haha. so practice. was dozing off during the practice. zzzz... haha. then after practice. went to eat with zoey, stacy and wenyi and their friend. felt so awkward cos i not really close with them de.. haix.. but cos i go lesson with zoey so bo bian lor. haha..
lesson... was falling asleep in lesson too.. so tiring!!!! then went bugis. bought chewy junior, zoey bought some stuff at cold storage i bought chocolates. then took mrt home.. was dozing off in mrt also. HAHA. omg la. i keep dozing off.
and so now... i'm at my ah ma hse. using my uncle's wireless internet.. lol. i kinda bored. and damn i gonna doze off again.. AHHHH. okay lols. somehow i kinda high now. but very sleepy!! hope tmr i dont sleep till afternoon.. lol. gotta wake up early to do somework before going to do project. haha.
i'll stop here then. tata. =) and omg. this is the longest post i posted this year! HAHA. xD
8:26 PM ; smile?
i'm tired.. but.. i will smile!! =D
6:17 PM ; smile?
Friday, February 27, 2009
sorry! sorry to everyone! i was really moody today! i'm fine now. thanks for the concern. =) sorry if i was kinda mean when i reply u all.. sorry and more sorry!!
10:49 PM ; smile?
Thursday, February 26, 2009
i'm scared.. really really really scared. the workload seems really too heavy. but.. i dont have a choice do i? since i've already made a wrong decision, wat i can only do is to face the problem. i cant undo it anymore. i'm really tired.. really really tired.. sometimes, i just feel like giving up everything..
breaking down is the last thing i wish to do..
12:01 AM ; smile?
Sunday, February 22, 2009
woke up at 10.3oam today. lols. okay last night first.. yea.. went to some restaurant to eat with the whole big big family. haha.. i finally got my appetite back.. been eating irregularly for the past few days. haha.. and come to think of eat today also. haha.. no choice i guess. school's really busy and messy.. after the dinner, we went to jo's hse! we were supposed to play something tgt but in the end all of us ended up lying down and watching tv in the master bedroom. haha. yi yong fell asleep and yu ri and terence had a hard time waking him up when it was time to go. haha.
then we went home too.. reached home at 11.30pm liddat.. i sat on th sofa.. stoned stoned stoned adn fell asleep.... then i woke up at 3.41am? i think so cant really remember the time.. then brushed teeth and went into the room and sleeeeeeeeeep.... haha.. okay woke up at 10.30am today. brused teeth.. went to the market with mum.. bought bread, chee cheong fan, tau pok, got my specs and brunch. so we da bao home to eat and by the time we eat finish it was 2plus already. then.. i started on my homework.. surprisingly i managed to do quite alot of work. i finished chem, bio and econs essay, bio tutorial except the essay part and part of the new math tutorial.. okay come to think of it.. its not really alot. haha..
so tired.. i'm having my dinner now. porridge!! ah ma cook one. its nice nice nice!! =)
9:00 PM ; smile?
Saturday, February 21, 2009
the tiring part of the day is finally over! haha.. i gonna slack and slack and slack.. tmr then start doing hmwk. haha. so tired. my leg became painer laa.. haix. and haix and more haix.. lol..
okay abt the orientaion today. my ogl is wen yi. she's from phs too so i know her for four years le and only never talk much to her. haha. okay then our grp members are: lorraine, yuan yang, shena, fanny, catherine, yong siang, thomas, wen leng.. haha i think thats all. sorry if i missed out anyone. haha.. we started of with the game where ppl stand on chairs then ask us to arrange ourselves according to wat they ask for, eg birthdate, clas.. etc. haha. and i am older than yuanyang by one day!! lol.. no wonder he seems kinda kiddish as in character. hehe.. lorraine is younger than me but she seems so much more mature. haha.
then we went out for amazing race around the sch.. i slowed my team down alot alot. i couldnt walk properly.. was limping all the way. haix. felt so useless. and then the last game i couldnt play at all cos it involved squatting and climbing up and down of chairs. if i did that i would be falling down all the way. haha. haix. i wanted to play de laa... =( but no choice. i dont want to make my leg even worse.. haix..
then erhu lesson!! then.. back home!! slacking slacking.. later gotta go out for dinner! =) good food.. nice food.. YUM! =))
5:07 PM ; smile?
Friday, February 20, 2009
sch's really tiring.. and PE's really painful.. i cant stand up of walk properly now. damn pain.. man oh man.. how am i gonna have CO's orientation tmr. i very scared i cant walk or run or play with them la. haix.. i'm really very tired..
haix.. stepped on my specs by accident today.. so this evening went to the opticians to get it fixed. and i went to check my eyesight.. my right eyes is 950degrees la. omg. i going blind soon.. i dont want! but haix.. i dunno why.. and my new specs is gonna be black and pink. and if not wrong the pink like hot pink leh.. omg.. thats the only nice pair left la.. and its the last pair of that particular design. and HAIX. i dont really like pink. its the same for my shoes. lol.. its pink and its the last pair and its the one with the biggest discount. lol.
okay. i guess thats all for my posting.. yup. bye.
9:40 PM ; smile?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
its so so so so late... i'm tired.. but thinking abt al the work i have to do.. i dont think i can sleep soundly.. i keep haveing dreams which involves me doing work.. omg.. i going crazy le.
argh.. got really really fed up today. wah lau lor. queue up and pay for newsweek that time alot of ppl cut queue la.. i got to rush for CO one leh. cannot late de lor.. tmd.. lucky ever kena scold la.. stupid la... managed to chill down abit during CO.. haix.. i canot keep throwing temper la.. i want to change my attitude de la.. its one of my new year resolutions leh. oh man. i gotta change.. I MUST CHANGE!! otherwise.. i will be in a very bad state...
sectionals!! FUN. lol. this is the first time i actually enjoyed sectionals.. haha. i gotta work hard hard hard for studies, CO and tkd! i wan pass black belt ASAP so that i can 'retire' from tkd.. and concentrate on CO. i going nuts..
there's alot of homework!! lots and lots of it.. i intend to finish by saturday. so that sunday i can rest. haha.. hopefully i can.. till then. i gotta keep myself awake in school.. cant fall asleep!!!
there's PE tmr. then there's tkd at night.. then there's PE on friday again.. AGAIN! i think i wll die one lor.. haix.. i really feel like stopping tkd. but i cant waste money and neither can i stop.. if not i gotta learn all over again by the time i got the time for tkd.. oh my god.. pls help me!
11:28 PM ; smile?
Monday, February 16, 2009
hihi.. real lessons start liao.. i'm feeling kinda stressed up le.. lol.. i'm kinda scared too. haix..
tagged by LOR MEE!!! XD
write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end, choose 16 lucky people to be tagged, listing their names
1. i'm a girl
2. i'm REBECCA, not AMANDA
3. i'm REBECCA, not that girl, the other girl.. etc..
4. i want to stop getting flared up for no reason.
5. i have a super super bad temper
6. i'm kinda stressed up.. dunno why
7. i worked at j8 subway during the hols and earned 520bucks.
8. i got posted to IJC through JAE.
9. i appealed to NYJC and GOT IN! =))
10. i'm in NYJC CO
11. i like to sleep
12. been watching skip beat! and toradora! recently
13. i want to lose weight!!
14. i'm gonna aim for straight A's in A's.
15. i got no time!!!!
16. i'm gona die from stress soon.
tag 16 people:
1. amanda
2. yingjun
3. wengsun
4. dew
5-16: whoever that wants to do =D
okay i gonna stop here. gotta bathe, eat and start mugging. tata..
7:16 PM ; smile?
Monday, February 09, 2009
first day of orientation! lol. my class not very big nor very small. got 26 ppl inside. 12 guys 14 girls. haha. played many games.. made new friends and....... hahaha. okay..
mass dance was weird! it started off unhappy cos i was separated from amanda to another class and partnered with a super tall guy.. i dont think i even reach his shoulder lah.. stupid. haha. and somemore i couldnt see anything on the stage so i didnt know how to dance. lol. in the end we went to the front to join amanda and her partner. then i started dancing. but it was hard! and fast! lol.. so hard to dance lah.. somemore with some guy that is so so so so so so much taller than me. HAIX. okay lah. in the end manage to dance quite okay except knock here knock there by accident. lol..
okay i shall not blog much le.. tired.. zzz. tmr go sentosa! but without amanda.. i wonder will i get high anot. hehe.. lets see. TATA..
JAN KEN PON!! HEHE!
9:29 PM ; smile?
Saturday, February 07, 2009
my 401st post!
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO TIRED!! AND PE GAVE ME MUSCLE CRAMPS!! OWWWWWW!!!
TATA! =)
6:16 PM ; smile?
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
i got out of IJC!!!! phew.. so lucky.. i'm in NYJC!! YAY! lol.. okay.. so tired... zzzz...
tmr i gotta start CO practice liao.. wah. i hope its fun! haha.. but its gonna be busy busy! cos i have to help with their SYF.. yup. so its busy! hahahaha.
shall not post anything about innova orientation.. leave the unhappy stuff out okay? =) tata!
5:36 PM ; smile?
