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Saturday, September 30, 2006

aHHHHHHcHoOOOOOooOooO.. wahhx... flu.. it was all ok except until eng paper.. i was the first person in the WHOLE HALL to SNEEZE.. three times at one go.. wahhx....

ate malay food stall for lunch.. wahhx.. my face turned red.. too SPICY!!! wahhx.. still feeing quite fine except beginning to feel cold... i ran around the schools first floor.... WAHHX!!! I COULDNT FIND MY WALLET!!!! i ran here and there.. almost cried... some one said bye bye to me.. i wasnt even going home.. -_-''' managed to find my wallet.. it was under the canteen bench... so well hidden... wahhx... scary..

i packed my room.. hell dusty.. this was when my flu turned worse... i started sneezing more and my eyes became red.. my left eye is swollen now.. :( aHHHH...

gotta take fLu med le....

Seeing u.... hearing u .... thinking of u. at ALL times...



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Friday, September 29, 2006

3rd post

wahhhhhhhhxxxxx.. come to think of it it was really an unlucky day 4 me today.. first.. i spilled milo on my uniform... next... got pissed off.. then got sudden maths test.. then... went home dat time dropped my toothbrush into the drain in my toilet... wahhx... so pissed.. also got scolded by mum... now com's cocking up.. FUCK!!!! WAT A 'HAPPY' BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I HATE IT!fuck fuck fuck!!!!



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2nd post today...

one year ago.. i was so happie.... so happie celebrating my 13th birthday.. it was the best day ever... i had a happie day.. many well wishes....

today.... i was happie.. den .. my mood went down.... why? heres why... we are supposed to be BEST FRENS yet.. when u two walked past me, not even a word was uttered to me... let alone this two words: HAPPY BIRTHDAY.... frens who are not as close to me as u guys are to me, wished me well when they found out it was my birthday... maybe we arent really close frens anymore.. maybe.. YOU GUYS DUN NOE ME AND I DUN NOE YOU GUYS....

home.. they shld noe my birthday well.. they didnt wish me too... well.. wat to do? i hate it... mummy even whack my head hard when i ask for a english compo book and said that i was rude... i wasnt.. i swear... i was told dat i shldnt get angry today.. well.. i didnt get angry... i got sad.. i cried... a very "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" for me INDEED!!!

14 years of living is too much 4 me... i wanna leave this stupidd horrible world 4ever....



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i AM 14 nOw!!! wahhx.. i have grown older by one year!!! wahhx.. i dun wanna grow up.. soon... the exams are coming..its just tml.. wahhx... i haven study yet.. gotta buy a jacket le.. cos in the hall will be COLD!!!! wahahaha.. saturday bahx... i gotta STUDY!!! WAHHX!!!

presents!!! hehe.. i received 3 so far... jess, qiao, martha combine, my cous and someone else.. wahahaha.. i get another tml!! hehe....

I dunno wat i shld do now? wat shld i do? u tell me.. pls tell me...



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Thursday, September 28, 2006

heyys second blog.. now at home.. just finished my history notes... wahhx mum just beat me 4 no reason.. so PAI!N!!! my arm is red NOW!!! tml my birthday.. wahhx.... i dun wanna be 14.. i wanna stay at 13.. pls.. can i? obviously i cant.. wahhx.. i wun be 14 till its 11.34 am tml!!! =) yay!!!! presents!!!! but still I DUN WANNA GROW UP.... I DUN WANNA BE SENSIBLE!!!!

hahahahaha.. byebye.... my vision getting blurred...



11:55 AM ; smile?


yesterda was so happie!! =) i received an air mail from my auntie who has migrated to australia! its my birthday present! it was early by two days but i dun mInd! yay! it ame along with my brothers late presents! the package was adressed to me! wahhx... the first thing my mum did was to open the presents.. -_-''' hahax.. i read the birthday card first... hahax... i got two pairs of earrings, two bracelets and a roxy wallet... wow! Thanks alot auntie michelle!

yesterday i so 'guai' i did english vocab the whole afternoon... hahax.. i fell asleep for an hour first... =P

tml my birthday!! so happiee!!!! i will be old.. hahaha... 14yrs!



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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

heLLo!! this is martha has hacked HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CHA CHA CHA

WAHHX... i typed the hello but martha typed the rest.. with one finger.. wahhx.. pro.. she next to me in com lab.. wahahahahaha.... she didnt hack by the way.. i logged in and she typed.. wahahah.. i bet she cant guess my pass at all!! hahaha...

well.. heLLo agaIn!! haha... bloggin again... so long never get to use the com to blog.. hahax.. modem kena confiscated... now in sch blogging.. modem is back yesterday anyway but cant use... so wat the hell... very long never go msn.. wahhx... so sian.. must study.. haix...

got new hp! hahax... not exactly new larhx.. mum used it.. it spoiled she repaired and now ITS MINE! YaY!! woooo!!! its quite lopusy anyway.. nokia 6020... so blur and so soft... nvm... its looks new and is sorta new cos mum didnt use it dat much... oooo...

times up for science.. later PW den continue...

continued....
wahhx martha has stomache now sleeping.. ms chua doesn't noe! =) oops.. she woke up le... haha

birthday.. wahhx... another... 4 days.. including today..... wahhx.. exams is 5 days away.. i hate my birthday cos its so near exams.. next year will be worse... i celebrate my b'dae with english paper as my present.. wahhx.. so bad.... ahhhh....

i see no point in blogging cos no one comes to view it.. it might just be my personal blog where no one will come see it AT ALL... evil people... wahhx

today wanted to go order ice cream cake since i got 20% off the cake at SWENSONS wahhx.. den i can get it on thursday den can eat and blow candle.. after all its my birthday.. can i get wat i want? unfair! hmmpppfff...

byebye... i dun wanna blog le...

seeing u everyday except weekends... u dun see me but i see u.... i can see u so close to me.. yet.. u are very very very far from me.. as if we are from different worlds.... love to hate.. i hate u!



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Thursday, September 21, 2006

lost in the darkness.. wat do i do.. theres nothing i wanna do.. nothing 4 me to do.. hope isnt there anymore... i missed it.. and its never ever coming back...'

theres nothing i can do to let us be best frens already.. now.. all i can do is to watch u from a distance... feeling pain and sorrow in my heart....



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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

yesterday.. wahhx... science practical exam.. whoa.. scary... hahax... there was a question where i must draw a labelled plant cell... now wat happen??? my chloroplasts became CHROMOSOMES! wahhx... so sad... i realised the mistake only after i handed in my paper.. sobs...

PE today is soccer..
2 endurance soccer match where the joshuas are going against the davids... the joshuas seem to be slacking all the way... rebecca wanders aimlessly around the field wondering wat to do.. the ball seems to dislike her.. it doesnt come to her... giving up.. she walks over to the goal post to be the goal keeper.... a fellow david player comes kicking the ball, wanting to strike.. she kicks hard.. the ball flies up.. shocked, keeper rebecca instant reaction was to use her hands to hit the ball away.. and she succeeded.. the davids didnt score.. wait.. wats rebecca doing.. she looks and her hands in disgust... thinkiing how horrible is it to have mud, grass and dirt on her hand.. disgusted she gave up being a goal keeper and walked away.....
LOL.. soccer and dat was wat happened.. so lame... ahahahahahaa



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Monday, September 18, 2006

hmm... very long never blog liao... wahhx... so long never use com.. now use cos just now did my home econs coursework... hahax.. lets talk abotu the past week....

mon tues wed... eh... these few days so-so larhx.. wednesday.. wahhx.. whole co got a little scolding from zhou lao shi cos of discipline... everyone was unhappy...haix.. i got praised.. LOL.. for improvement in playing the gaohu.. actually i didnt practice much at home.. i borrow my instrument home since wednesday but i couldnt find time to practice.. now too late to practice le... tml oso cant go CO early cos got science practical exam.. =( how to practice?

thurs....
theres tkd... oh ya.. the previous nite wed nite.... i sort of had a small argument with my mom when someone called... it was to remind me dat thurs got tkd.. well cos of the small argument.. my voice was kinda the bu shuang type and was kinda rude.. hahax.. i pity the caller... xD
den its sch on thurs... boring.. hmmm... sianx larhx.. hahax.. den deres tkd.. at locker there again. wahhx.. i hate dat place.. after tkd the pants will be damn hell black.. ugh... threw a little temper during tkd.. reason? dun tell u why.. after tkd.. everyone.. almost all tkd ppl.. were at the vending machine buying drinks.. haha.... later all went out of sch together... i so 'big' cos i only one walking home everyone said byebye to me.. haha.. they shld pity me lor.. all got frens to accompany almost half of their journey home only me have to walk home alone... hahax..

den theres friday.. english lesson was rite after recess... we had to write compo... wahhx.. i suddenly second period of english dat time stomach ache.. rush go toilet... wheni came back.. the class was so quiet.. when i left was very noisy.. turns out dat when i was in the toilet mr chin scolded the class and everyone became silent.. wahhx.. i stomach ache at the rite time and missed the scolding i didnt get scolded! whoa... so cool.. during maths, we left half-way and went for lunch den go to temasek poly for science thingy.. wahhx.. when we went dere we were super hyper! den when we went back home... we were like sian sian one.. hahax... heres why:

me and jess when for the creative web page course...wahhx.. mine was a complete FAILURE! hahax.. LOL... my rectangle became a square.. hahax... but looks verycute.. haha... LOL...
den martha and sarah went for bio thingy course.. they say very boring.. plus.. they didnt get to see hady.. hady when tp on the same day as us but didnt se him... they wanted to get autograph... hahax
den.. reach sch.. find qiao ni den me jess andher went j8... do wat? buy my sch bag! yay.. actually i wanted to buy one sch bag and one billabong sling but billabong to ex.. so i buy converse insteasd... i spent $45 for both bags only thx to qn jess and martha for paying the other $30 for me as my early b dae prezzie! yay!

den its home and mom dun let me use my sch bag until next year.. so evil.. i wanted to use it tml... sobs... wahhx....

kkz.. enuf blogging... time to go.. byebye!



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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

i am not gonna stay up late tonite.. i gonna stay up early... till 1am early in the morning.. haha... lame... gotta do hmwk mahx... blame me for coming home and sleep instead of doing my work and blogging now instead of doing work too.. well.. i just drank a cup of tea... hope it keeps me awake! i kinda of tired le... xD
stay focus!

kinda feeling damn hell tired today... during the lit lecture.. i was freezing cold.. others werent cold.... ahh... flu again... damn it.. i am so weak meh? recess.. damn hell hungry... buy rice and eat... den... ahhh.... lose appetite... i ate less den a quarter of the whole plate of rice den i cant eat le... lunch oso no appetite.. so ate a little... haix....


when i see him... i have a weird feeling.. something i never felt before... deep sorrow... very deep... why? i dunno...



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Monday, September 11, 2006

zzzzz.. sunday liao.. holiday hmwk haven do finish yet.. lol... lazy larhx.. zzz.. tml still got co.. bLaH.. CO getting funner le... dats wat i think lar... seldom get scolding le...

dunno wat to say le.. my mind now blank from everything.. haha/... :P



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Sunday, September 10, 2006

tired... dead tired... no tkd today.. dunno why.. i asked chairman... never reply.. so i assumed dun have..

am i invisible? u guys see me yet u all ignored me.. as if i am the one in the wrong.. think for urself.. who was wrong in the first place...

i give up on everything...



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Saturday, September 09, 2006

wah.. today tkd so little ppl come... but den the training today was exceptionally tough... whoa.. so tired.. sweat alot lor.. my whole shirt was wet after the whole training....

badminton! basketball! swimming! these are the sports me clara and qiao ni did after tkd.. wah.. now so tired.. yay! happie cos i missed swimming alot.. since the swimming carnival dat day i very long never swim le... my freestyle improving but frog style.. sucks alot... haha.. butterfly style rocks! haha...

wat the hell bro just said something.. he say let me use to do my homework 4 one hour.. now not even half an hour he say he give me ten more minutes den he use le.. wtF.... pls lar.. my home econs coursework takes up 60% of my SA marks lor... bloody fat ass.. i cannot get high marks is because i always cannot hand up work on time... not i stupid.. he is the one that is stupid.. i hate him damn hell lot....

i hate it all.. i hate the fat shit in my house alot alot alot... he's my eldest bro.. obviously....



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Sunday, September 03, 2006

taekwondo... haix.. managed to do back hoop le... sianx lor.. no equipment cos cannot find teacher to open storeroom... aiyah.. sianx... feel like sparring but no equipment.. damn it.. oso only three ppl come only... so plan for open hse.. so sianx... i rather sleep at home..zzzz...

erhu lesson.. sianx.. i recorded the teacher playing the song to practice at home.. who noes... the bloody recording got prob.. make my whole mp3 hang.. i tot spoil.. scare me.. lucky i check on com and deleted the song.. if not i would have stupidly went to buy a new mp3.. hhax.. focus on buying a ear piece.. perhaps next year i save and buy a new mp3 player or ipod or zen.. or wateva larhx....

wat the fuck!!! pls lar.. i using com rite? u shld be studying for ur a levels rite? not bugging me to convert ur stupid bleach.. i think ur a level marks will be bleached larhx.. no marks lar.. empty larhx.. asshole.. i am ur sister.. not ur maid or wateva.. so buzz off and leave me alone...



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Saturday, September 02, 2006

yesterday was teachers day eve... so happy teachers day to all teachers today! =)

yesterday the celebrations in sch wasnt very fun... hahas... nice.. but not fun... not fun cos.. the day was so rainy... when i got to sch.. hmm.. i was using an umbrella but den.. reach sch i half wet.. and my shoes were filled with water.. eww... so uncomfortable... hahax... so spoil part of the day lerx...

celebrations started off with aces day.. boring.. pe teacher never teach.. dunno how to do.. hahax.. den the hpt showed us the full actual version of the aces.. so cool lor... wahh.. nice.. on the celebrations went with some boring ones.. den there was the dance... they were called fever if not wrong... they dance very scary man.. like very hiao liddat.. the gal in green was like whoa.. so kua zhang lor... i freaked.. hahax... but was quite cool larhx...

on and on.. till dismissal!!.. yay! went to look for kuek den go ATS!! the sch changed so much.. wah.. they built a fountain but was hell ugly.. hahax.. saw mr ng lor.. he was like smiling smiling and.. wahh... so diff from how he scold the school last time... i bet he is just acting.. mrs cheng, mrs goh, mrs liyu... al my fave teachers.. no change at all.. they look very stress.. when me and luo min saw mrs liyu.. she nwas like scolding some boys.. wah.. s fierce.. haaaha... den luo min noticed that mrs liyu stomach was like big so she ask me if she was pregnant.. wahha... how would i noe?? hahax...

later, after giveing all the teachers their presents, we went to j8! ate our lunch.. macs.. yummy... den walked aroud j8 while waiting for gena to meet us.. our legs were aching like mad when we met gena.. wahh.. she changed alot.. ;ppk quite chio.. hehe... she put on make up and looked very different... hahax.. we went to take neoprints and den went home.. so happie!! hahax


heres our picture.. i look so weird.. haha.. smilez!!!



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