same old day walk to sch... haix... i still not in good mood but once i reach sch i must put on a fake smile.. a fake expression... why? u ask me... i m not telling... maybe things will get better.. i tot to myself... pls try ur best to smile....
lessons.... science... nth much juz take questa card write name all this tok tok tok den period over... from first floor climb to forth floor to have history lesons.. 2 periods... sianx.. juz keep copying notes..... den some scholar cirle ppl went 4 outing... next recess... from forth floor to first floor to get to the canteen... dun hav enuf money... drank ice milk tea and dats all... saunter slowly back to class with my frens.... it was den english lesson... do compre... tok tok tok.... cheered up a bit more but here and there my mind will wander off to the sad stuffs... next math lesson.... from second to third floor... maths... my fav subject... teacher gave us some questions to do... first question... so easy!! but the second, third and forth questions so hard... but den later when we got to noe the formula.. it was so easy... haha... maths suppose to be two periods but li jia and i left early to practice for our performance during assembly... after... we moved all the percussions instruments down to get ready.. lazy to elaborate but den my mood was well affected badly...
afte sch!! went around looking 4 clara... in the end saw her so we ate together... i was really broke.. only left with 30cents so i just bought a cup of barley and drink lor... haix... den.. they go out... i go home... so early... not the usual me... i always go home at 5 plus to 6 plus wan....
at home... changed to home clothes and started washing xiaozhu's cage... i never bathe it 4 two days le... paiseh.. too busy... stress arh... i spent abt one hour den sat on the sofa read ghost story book... scary... tml most probably will read more... den i watched tv for alwhle before using the com... now dats wat i am dooing.. with my dinner right in front of me... haha.. i dun like the food today.. by the way.. i dun eat on a dining table with my whole family cos dad overseas working.. we only eat together only when dad comes home for one week once in a few months.. pathetic isnt it? haix... quite hungry but den no appetite to eat... stress...
later 7.30 got smallvile i wanna watch but i prefer watching the com instead.. hahax... lazy to go out of my room...
wat was that i felt?? wat was dat feeling when our eyes met for a split second.. i dunno.. did i really......
