force a smile?
Saturday, July 29, 2006

hiz... blogging again.. mummy using the com one but den she go cook so i use first lor... daddy online anyway can see his face thru webcam now... omg.. he look so fat.. hahax.. i so bad...

todays a friday.. yesterday had tkd.. i fell down.. hahax... at first is i trip over my pants and sprain my big toe again.. ouch.. den cos when i fell, i sort of slide abit.. so left leg in pain.. so i was carrying someones bag and a gi which was wet wet one.. the person sweat so much.. hahax... so i was limping.. with my bag, another persons bag and his gi... so i was limping.. walking walking.. limping limping.. den suddenly.. i cant move my left leg and my right leg was taking a step by its own.. i cant control my legs! so.. i fell.. oof.. on my knees.. ms ng and ms zhang happen tobe behind me.. ms ng asked me if i was ok.. so embarrassing.. hahax.. it was raining den.. we were moving mats den.. we were helping others to bring their school bags down den.. hahax... we refers to the tkd ppl larhx.. hahax..

mummy took over the com just now so now i continue... again.. now the com fully under my control... =)

hahax.. today i bai ka lor.. my toe so pain my leg got cramps. oo.. limping like siao. lucky by the end of school it was much better.. haha... today have no assembly.. so.. we suppose to do reflectin thingy but ms chya taught us science instead.. -.-''' haix.. i fell asleep at the last few minutes of the lesson.. ahh. make that lots more by many minutes.. hahax.. so tired.. got CO later mahx... zzz... yawnz..

school dat time i play play punch the wall. but then.. ahh.. too hard... now my right hand have difficulty clenching my fists... quite hard for me to sccop rice just now.. oww... its gonna have a blueblack!!! NOOOOO!!! i dun wan.. very pain one.. so much for me just playing about.. haix...

lazy larhx.. i wanna sleep all day!! =) i think tml shld be no tkd.. anyway if got i dun feel like going.. super tired plus gotta study for common tests.. haix... sleepy head rebecca...

i really dun think i can take it anymore.. i really cant stand it anymore.. i really cant... once again.. i am lost.. left alone all alone.. in the darkness.. i am scared.. scared that i may never ever come out alive.. i am very afraid.. i cant.. i cant take it anymore... i am losing control of myself.. i really cant control myelf...



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