sch... sian la.. whole dayclimb up and down the stairs to get to the home room.. wah lau.. tired leh... sum more yesterday tkd make my leg and hand very the suan... haix.. tml still got training... 7.30 wanna go train 4 napfa.... hehe... my 2.4 wanna fail liao....
i closed my eyes again trying to picture myself finding a way out of the darkness.. i saw a light up ahead.. as if it wants me to follow it.. i walked ahead towards the light... suddenly.. just as i was about to reach the light... it disappeared.... it was just an illusion... i was a fool to tink dat i m not alone.. a fool.. a hopeless fool... this illusion will disappear... a fool for life.. dats me... a fool...
mummy scold me 4 nth.. i told her i have to use com 4 work, she scold me... bro ask her tp PLAY, she let.. unfair rite?? i find dat shes bias... not fair.. when i not in wrong she scolds me and beat me... juz wat did i do.. shes my mother rite? i not her punching bag rite? sometimes i just wish dat i can counter back ny hitting her too... but icant.. why? its jusr biasness.. being a girl and the youngest isnt as good as i tot anymore.. u all just dun understand me... u all dun.. u tink dat i am ok with ur attacks... i am not.. i am not.. i dun wanna be a victim anymore... but i just cant find the courage to prove dat i am not weak.. i cant... pls... try to understand my feelings.. i plead u all... pls... i dun wanna cry i my heart painfully anymore.. i dun want to...
life is like a roller coaster ride.. it goes up and down all the time... but mine.. i on a spoilt roller coaster ride which goes down 4EVA!!!
