i kinda 'dai' rite now.... so tired.. i have been studying the whole afternoon yet i only at chpt4 of history textbook... i read ppt notes.. but nothing went into my head.. i'm just too tired.. weekend.. coming le.. think i can rest? nah.. tml after my paper gotta come back home wash hamster cage.. i didnt wash it for 2weeks le... den... i gotta practice erhu.. deres lesson on sat yet i haven even touch the paragraph of song yet.. tml have to practice until i noe hpw to play it well.. so i most probably will spend HOURS on it... afert practicing gotta study maths or science...
saturday.. morning.. think i will study.. den afternoon.. three hours to bugis and back... yawn. i dun like to study in bus.. but got no choice... have to study... reach home... hmm.. study again.. i think... if not do art prep work.... yAwN....
sunday... wake up.. urhmx... iron tkd gi bahhx... got grading.. den after i iron gotta practice.... i two weeks never practice and train le... kinda rusty... i feel very tired.. after practicing is a light lunch and go take mrt to toapayoh equiped with my full gi my ez link card... PLUS my science notes.. read on the mrt... hahax.. i look so hard working.. actually i lin shi bao fo jiao-ing... sigh...
after grading... hmmm.. go hame and study again... this time most probably do assesments.. maths i think.. my maths paper one lose 10 marks plus le.... i am SO DEAD.... i dunno larhx... no rest for me till TUESDAY.... dats when exams over.. i still gotta rush to library to return my borrowed books.. i borrowed them two weeks ago yet i never even open them... the hell... i too busy studying...
It all falls into place... byebye.. u guys say dat to me everyday.. i think.. i figured it out.. u guys dun really like me... byebye = byebye.. hope to see u in hell or heaven but most probably i will see u from heaven when u are in hell... am i right? or wrong.. but no matter wat.. i have this feeling.. I DUN EXIST IN UR LIVES.. REBECCA IS NOTHING BUT A NUISANCE.. A BAD GAL... am i right?
i hate it i hate... u dun talk to me.. u dun even bother to say hi to me now... am i really dat detestable? i bet dat u are almost getting a girlfren now and dat i am no longer in ur heart.. not even as a NORMAL fren... forget it.. u are all happy there oblivious to the fact that i am hurt... hurt by U and UR ACTIONS!!!
