Thursday, January 25, 2007
better from my sickness le.. the headaches arent dat pain anymore.. though they still come as and when they like.. sometimes.. they just wanna kill me.. flu is gone.. yea.. but got sore throat.. cough and cough.. zz.. i am so dead.. i slept thru maths lesson ytd and den today i was like clueless abt wat theacher is talking abt.. i just felt so sick ytd dat i just wanted to rest..
so.. i didnt go for CO.. my head just hurt too much and so i went home early hoping dat i could rest well before going for tuition.. but when i got home.. sigh.. dun wanna talk abt it.. i couldnt rest.. and my headache got worse.. so instead of resting.. i went to pack my room.. yeah.. the dust mdae my flu worse.. yea.. felt really sick.. so tired.. den went for tuition after my dinner.. it was cold and my head hurt alot.. yea..
went home.. i had to do my hmwk and study my chem test..at 11 liddat.. while studying chem.. my head went blank and i fell asleep.. too tired.. woke up a while later at 12plus.. wanted to brush my teeth.. but my bro was shitting in the toilet.. so waited quite long before i could go to sleep.. was so tired.. didnt study my chem and didnt finish my hmwks..
today.. went to sch quite happily.. yea.. duno why.. was happy.. maths.. sigh.. i was BLUR at wat teacher was saying.. gotta ask bro to teach me later.. still gotta self study.. i gonna start studying hard le.. or i will suffer.. tkd.. okays... some sec 1s didnt come.. dunno why.. training was quite tiring.. tired.. at the end of the lesson.. so tired.. i thought too much.. at the thought of going home.. i.. i kinda almost cried.. the reason? i dun wanna talk abt it..
tml got CO committee meeting.. gotta finish ytd's de minutes.. ya.. cant go out with clara le.. dots..
how can u be like this.. how can u not respect ur own mother??
suffering all the pain alone.. dats wat i am here on earth for.. at least.. i guess so..
6:12 PM ; smile?
