Saturday, January 13, 2007
pass one week of school.. it was stressful.. but i guess i was the one who made myself feel so stressed up.. i shldnt be thinking too much in the first place..
CCA open hse.. i felt so bad.. i feel so bad for not helping CO at all.. okays.. the only thing i did was to jia you for some of them.. ya.. and i went to the CO booth and played the erhu.. okays.. but i still feel so bad inside.. i dunno why.. its all my fault.. if i hadnt choose tkd over CO..but den.. i dunno..tkd and CO.. tkd is something i love.. and CO is something dat is wat i must take responsibility for.. i feel so selfish.. responsibility is something dat is more important den love.. i dunno.. maybe i am wrong.. but i dunno why.. i just feel dat i am in the wrong..
tkd.. i lost focus.. ya.. i did some moves in the pattern wrongly.. i was kinda slower than the others.. my injury.. i think it is ALL MY FAULT.. its not the others fault.. blame me...
i have decided.. its time for me to live my life the way it was before.. 2007 had many changes for me.. but i am gonna change them all back to just like it was in 2006.. at least.. i will try to..
8:38 PM ; smile?
