Thursday, January 18, 2007
wat am i doing? i lost focus.. yea.. when sir was teaching..i kinda like drifted off.. .until suddeny i heard.. hello? rebecca? good morning.. i was like OMG!! shit.. i actually just stood there for a period of time not doing anything staring into space.. wat the.. i got a shock and almost cried.. arghh.. i just feel so confused rite now..
things have been so different ever since 2007 begun.. had new friends.. new life.. new way of studying.. and.. new stresses.. i feel so.. so not like myself.. i used to be a happy cheery yet bad tempered.. but now.. i dun feel happiness just sadness... and my temper isnt that bad anymore.. my bad temper gone is a good thing.. but i dun like it when my frens get sad because of my unhappiness.. i dun like it... i tried my hardest to be happy.. just like today.. but.. i soon lost focus.. i was laughing away.. and yet suddenly.. i was like... sigh.. when will things get better?
can someone help me? help me become really really really happy? i just wanna scream out loud.. really.. but where and when can i do dat?
its just so so so so confusing...
8:11 PM ; smile?
