Wednesday, March 14, 2007
wat has gotten into me? i siao le.. ytd.. i broke one erhu string.. i went to get a new string to replace it.. but i took the wrong string.. went to take zhonghu string instead.. dammit.. i so stuuuupid.. den.. went to get the erhu string.. guess wat? i broke it AGAIN.. i was like WAT THE HELLLLLLLLL!!!! i wanna die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die... ok enuf.. so i had to replce the string again.. sigh.. the string kept losening and i took quite long to put it back.. someone was like rebecca u ok already anot? i wanna borrow ur erhu.. HELLO? u not even playing erhu one.. take my erhu for wat.. still come and WAHH SECOND STRING ALREADY LEH.. pls lah.. as if u can even tune a erhu without breaking the xuan liddat.. u dun even play the erhu so why? why get on my nerves?
today.. sigh.. went up to CO room early.. bored.. got pissed by stupid yusheng.. keep saying wat ti guang tou.. pls la.. its taekwondo.. u dumbass.. arghh... so pissed with him.. already pissed with someone for irritating me when i playing uno.. so i cannot take it le.. i stood up and screamed at him.. ARGHHH.. took me quite awhile to simmer down.. shit him.. wasted my sms-es too.. thanks to someone.. argh.. den wah kao.. my stupid solo.. dammit.. one moment i can play it well.. one moment i die down there.. ahhhhhh.. aiyahhhh.. its giving me a HUGE headache lahhhhhhhhhhhh... .at the end of CO i was like.. cant take it le.. my head really very very very very the pain.. eeyer... and ya.. zhou lao shi conductiing dat time his hand hit until the head of my gaohu.. hahahahha.. i burst out laughing.. he was in pain.. LOL.. siann.. i guess in co.. u will have.. xi, nu, ai , le.. bah. xi.. is when all our members cooperate well.. nu.. is when yusheng and some other ppl pisses me off.. ai.. is when zhou lao shi scolds me for my solo.. makes me wanna cry.. le.. is when all our members laugh at funny funny things.. tkd.. hmm.. there is none.. aiyah........
tml practice.. 4-7pm.. sigh.. gonna have to miss some of hua yang shao nan shao nu le bahh..
sigh..............just cant stop myself from being so emotional.. just cant stop myself from thinking abt the past.. just cant stop myself.. i cant control myself..
8:16 PM ; smile?
