i have thought through many many things.. this is not the life i want... it is not... i dont want to be CO's gaohu soloist.. i dont want to play GHOST for tkd camp.. i dont want.. but.. do i really have a choice.. i am just like a puppet.. played around by people.. my emotions too.. played with.. played like.. i am a real puppet which will never get hurt.. i realised many things.. YOU PLAYED WITH MY EMOTIONS AND NOW I HATE YOU!!! yet now.. i still have to work with you? do you know? the pain is killing me!!!
