Sunday, February 03, 2008
finally a post. zzz. too busy with school life.
school... has been a really unhappy thing. nothing has been going well. my studies sucks. i failed 2 class tests. haix... i feel so the... duno how to say. life just sucks now. very stressful. for the month of jan, there have been loads of tests, homeowrk and worst of all remedial. its all so tirng. every akt monday there is ss remedial, tuesday math remedial, wed sciences, thurs english, friday chinese. and after remedials on mon,tues, thurs and friday, there is CCA. monday and friday got CO so not so bad, tuesday got tkd. and its PT. everytime after training on tuesday i go home only got no energy to do homework and study. so tied.. i cant wait to step down from both my CCAs. its too tiring. there a huge workload too. Co has alot of admin stuff to do and tkd, got the accounts stuff havent do yet. and of course there is also homework. there is no time for me to take a breather. and after CNY its CT. s.... no more enjoyment of the CNY hols. tired...
there is alot of stress. especially in tkd. the junior just wont listen. take to them nicely dun listen. must force us seniors to shout and scold then they listen but dats ABIT. they still give stupid attitude. so everytime gotta scld scold scold shout shout shout. ARGHH...
fell sick on friday night. felt better during sat's SPA budden when i got home it got worse and after erhu lesson i got home and slept from 5plus to 9plus. too tired.. i cant get enough rest and playtime. one day i will just break down.
am i in love? i hope not.
living on earth is a tough thing to do. what happens if i day. no matter wat happens, i will live on this life of mine. till the day my time is up....
4:14 PM ; smile?
