today was really tiring.. i finished GP only at around 3am.. then went to print the stuff and pack my bag.. by the time its 3.30am le.. just as i was abt to brush teeth and sleep.. die stomach ache.. cos of the coffee i drank and too much chocolate eaten... sian.. was stuck in the toilet for half an hour.. then 4am sleep.. 5.40am woke up.. brush teeth.. wash up changed ate some stuff and again went to the toilet to do big business again.. made my stomach really feel very uncomfortable.. zzz..
so with one hour and 40min of sleep.. i managed to survive this day.. and the worst was PE.. we ran 2.4km.. i failed.. i hate it.. always cant pass de. argh. hate it hate it hate it!
and everything has gone terribly wrong too.. firstly, my left eye contacts dropped out of my eyes and lost.. secondly.. i keep getting clumsier and clumsier each day.. thirdly, i cant keep up with school work.. forthly, CO is getting so much busier and the stress is adding up... fifthly, i keep forgetting my tkd pattern steps.. sixthly, i still cant spar properly. seventhly, grading is just 8 days away and i do not have confidence in myself.. and lastly.. i cant handle all this pressure at one go...
watever.. sianned.. waiting for my hair to dry so i can sleep.. zzz... there's co tmr too.. more zzz.. syf's coming.. i gotta buck up.. i gotta pull myself tgt.. but... i just cant do it..
at this rate.. i dun think i can take it anymore.. really i cant.. and the worst thing is.. i have no idea how am i gonna let u know abt it.. let nature take its own course.. and before i know it, i have already broken down..
