Friday, September 24, 2010
since i got nothing better to do, i shall blog.
prelims almost over! there's only bio mcq left. last paper last paper. cant wait! the past 2 weeks was kinda like hell. study and study. although most of the time i end up asleep on the sofa or the bed.. hehehe. well, i dont think i did well this time round. made alot alot of careless mistakes.. had difficulties sleeping on every night so ended up half dead during the papers and making stupid mistakes cos my brain just wont let me think properly.. stomach kept giving me problems like in the middle of chem p2 and econs p2 i had stomache but had to control till the end of the paper.. sucks. caused me to do the papr slower so my econs essay wasnt actually well completed.. kept having runny nose and sore throat and they keep coming one after another.. god i felt like i was dying. it was horrible! and my temper was quite bad.. i couldnt control it as well as before.. damn myself.. so now.. i'll take this short little break to think things over and sort my feelings out properly.. i really really have to stop thinking so much.. since i have done something, i should just live with it.. why do i keep thinking of the what ifs.. like what if i didnt make this decision? what if i make a new decision now? what if and what if and what ifs.. ARGH..
rebecca, rebecca, get a hold of urself!
12:15 AM ; smile?
