Friday, December 03, 2010
again and again, i'm just being a fool. i hate it. i really really hate it. i told myself many many many times, i tried many many many times, i forced myself many many many times. but i still failed. in the end, each time, i fell even deeper. fall too deep. i tried to pull myself up, but ended up falling deeper. i don't want to drown in this. i know if i continue this way i will just fall too too deep and drown in it. but i can't stop. i don't know why. it sucks. it really really sucks.
7:35 PM ; smile?
