Monday, February 14, 2011
its valentines again. and yup, its a lonely valentines again. well.. okay starting from the time i actually started liking ppl, well it has been say, 6 to 7 yrs of lonely valentines? i shld be used to it yea? but still, every year, same day, same month, when you see couples together lovingly, and yet u are alone, it kinda, you know, sucks. its the day singles like me will become emoshit in a way.. =/ and on top of that, later, work, someone i kinda offended is working too. i am super scared ttm. i made him angry on saturday night. sunday he never work. i was super scared when i went to work on sunday, kinda lucky that he wasnt working. but today. oh no. i duno why, but i always get super super scared when i make someone angry. seriously, the effects are bad. i couldnt stop myself from crying everytime i thought of the angry look on his face. and i couldnt fall asleep at night. the next day at work, though i ate nothing, i couldnt eat much for lunch. ended up eating a bread only for the whole day. at night, to make myself sleep, i drank wine. its kinda bad eh. i think i am a super huge weirdo. weird dao cannot weird. well, i only ave myself to blame for being so stupid.
and thats that, so ciao and happy(sad) valentines to all couples and singles!
1:44 PM ; smile?
