Sunday, February 20, 2011
想放开的，放不开。 可以放开的，就舍不得放开。一切的一切很乱很乱。我累了。但我不想歇下来。我怕，如果停了下来，我又会胡思乱想了。
the white choco brownie and choco brownie are finally out of the oven! i'm supposed to wait for them to cool down then cut and pack into box, but then, i'm too too tired and lazy now.. it will take at least one hour to cool down.. so... tmr then wake up earlier and cut. tmr still got tuition. i'm kinda sick and tired of it. every tuition lesson go there and get angry only. everytime mark work want to vomit blood only.. abit shou bu liao le eh. but then like, sighhhh. how to say.. =//
i feel as though i'm sleep deprived.. everyday sleep 6hrs plus. and every night.. the dreams are whoa.. work in the day not enough.. at night dream also work! wah piang. abit siao ah.. my life like revolves around work only now. =.= i need a nice long undisturbed sleep! the answer: drink alcohol tmr night and sleep all the way!! luomin is gonna call me alcohol ghost again.. but, i just wanna sleep nicely.. =//
i continue to work myself till fatigue so that i wouldnt think of you. though, 我突然好想你...
2:00 AM ; smile?
