OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY IS NUS MEDICINE'S PORTFOLIO SUBMISSION WEBSITE DOWN???!!!! I NEED TO SUBMIT MY PORTFOLIO SOON OR ELSE I'LL PAST THE DEADLINE AND THEN I'M SO DEAD! NOOOOOOOOOO! AHHHHHHHHHHH...
shit man i'm freaking out way too much. but still,
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
maybe this is just god playing around with my life. forcing me into making decisions which are so hard to make, and when i finally chose, things will arranged in a way that eventually, my choice is redundant, for there's only one path for me to take, which is the other choice i decided to forsake.