force a smile?
Saturday, March 26, 2011

with all the ruckus in my hse while my brother is having is early celebration with his friends in the living room, i cant sleep, i cant do work, i cant watch shows, i cant listen to music and i cant do anything else cos there's no one to chat with on msn.. so.. i'll just blog. yea. let's blog about what happened for the past few days..

wed and thur i had day off and so luomin came over to my house on wed for some exercise and fun in the kitchen muahaha. after bathing and stuff, we started to prepare the jell-o oreo cake thing while my mum and bro prepared the ingredients for sushi~ hahaha. oh yea. so after finishing up the cake and putting into the freezer, both of us went into room and slacked till after awhile we went to roll sushis.. hehe didnt take pics.. should have taken! was fun, filled with failures and a teensy weensy bit of success (like lol?) and eating and eating till we were full ttm! haha. so after that slacked then luomin went back.

thursday! went to msia with my mum, aunties and ahma. shopped abit (mainly food, tidbits), had my phone screen protector replaced and got a rubber casing for the phone. all for just 32rm. in sg, the protector alone costs $18! thats a lot... so after msia trip, went to see doc, then went for dinner with my classmates. well, a mine catch up session which wasnt bad but wasnt good too. just felt kinda out of place.

friday! work in the morning till 6pm! then went to ntuc to grab 2 bottles of breezer and oreo jell-o premixto make again. lol.. but dunno when i will make it ehh. lol. see how. anyone who wants to eat it can tell me! haha. i will gladly make and give some. so after work, sat down and watched tv with my mum, with dinner which was like donuts.. and then took medicine, and started writing my personal statement and stuff.. took around 3hrs thinking and thinking and typing.. finally done it was 2am liao..sent it to my teacher to take a look, listened to some music then went to bed.. had difficulty sleeping though.. lay for almost an hour i think.. before i managed to fall asleep.

today! woke up at 820am. ughh with 5hrs sleep, steamed the baos then packed my bag to go out for tuition. mum drove me there then went to buy stuff then drove me to luomin's house. went there, scanned my docs that i need then left to amk for astons! didnt really enjoyed it though.. my salmon spaghetti tasted funny. didnt like it. kinda prefer mof's pasta. hehe. then we went library blow aircon. lol. borrowed some books, read abit, then headed off to amk hub for some coffee. checked out coffee bean and the price was O.O so we headed to our usual place, MOF! hahha. dramk my cough syrup, drank my coffee, slacked. played with my phone's cam accidentally 'blinding' luomin and kok hui with my phone's cam.. so paiseh! sorry to both of them man. forgot that the flash is super bright one. so then we lazed there, luomin drew on my notebook, and i just continuing playing with my phone, this time not with the cam but the music player. haha. so then we left, luomin went to buy food for her sis, i just followed then we headed out of amk hub me to take bus and luomin walk home. walk halfway luomin said, 'look behind'. i turn around suddenly see on khee behind kena xia dao. O.O super -.- sigh. then its home, then ah ma hse, then home again where my bro and his friends are craaaaaazyyyyyyyyyyy!

i'm gonna cough to death man. seriously, why when come to night time the cough is so damn bad?

now then, my dear friends, what am i to you? yes, i don't talk much. but its because, i start convo, it ends quickly. u all start convo between urselves, it goes on and on. and those stuff u all chat abt is something i dont know at all. so, if its so, why is it so that i've become the 'anti-social' one? why? rebecca wants happiness. firstly, everyone to be happy, friends or not. if they are happy, though she's not that happy, she can still force a smile, laugh along and pretend that she's never been happier.



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