the horrible week has finally passed. like finally?
luck hasnt been on my side. well, the week was pretty tiring and fucked up rushing here and there, walking all over ntu and nus, getting a horrible blister which is up till now still bleeding. o.o and screwing up interviews. feeling pretty demoralised and sad alr.. then came the big big big hit. driving test. crank course, s course and parallel parking were my better courses when i learnt them.. and what happen? crank course strike kerb. i gan chiong alr. parallel parking hit kerb again. even more gan chiong. then s course, mount kerb. my soul like flew out of my mouth. wah lao.. fail lo. felt super super super lousy. then , went back home locked myself in the room and cried. bro came in at like pat me on the head like some kid. -.- yea he just wanna cheer his crying sis up. lol. owe him a huge thank you.. brought me out for lunch with his friend then bought koi, then i headed off to work..
work! mood got better, got koi to drink. then then then. D= wo de koi diao zai di shang. my mood straightaway drop to the lowest point. its like, someone treats u something to cheer u up.. but after only drinking 2 mouthfuls, its all gone. like poof. just felt super super sad and then my tears just came out again. =( well, thankfully (lol again), i have nice colleagues who are nice friends who made my mood better.. so by the end of work i was feeling okay again.. oh ya, my fam came to eat mof, lol.. i almost toppled ice lemon tea on my dad! hahaha. super funny. then me and my da ge gave my er ge his ipod nano.. woohoo $114 each sia.. my pay like use up alot liao. mostly used up on giving my mum, bro's bdae present and cab fare to ntu..
thennn it was stayover-cum-drinking-and-my-parents-dunno-that-we-are-gonna-drink- session at my hse with luomin! haha. had 4 bottles of breezer, gave one to my bro, and both of us shared 3. even before drinking i cui-ed on my bed.. cried too much in the day liao. siaaan.. after drinking, we high.. lol like siaoo. but we werent drunk or tipsy or anything.. i just felt so lousy inside i wanna like.. how to say, laugh it off? but awhile later i went to sleep cos i was super tired alr.. and my eyes were swollen cos of the aircon. sucks right. cold air allergy... particularly to my room's aircon cos theres quite alot of dust too... ughh.
the next day, saturday, went breakfast with my parents, er ge and luomin at amk central.. by the time we ate finish was only 0937am! walked around with luomin drinking sugarcane, lol.. then go mof mehh. then i go toilet, luomin help me buy breakfast then go work loo.. then luomin go home.. started work was like mehh.. my eyes couldnt really open properly cos it was still a little swollen and i was still half dead.. then i made mistake in cashier and become emoshit again. i like so wth lo. small thing happen i emo. like -.- rebecca so useless. so just like that sat ended.. not say end la.. still had my ah ma's bdae dinner.. and by the end of it.. i just 'faint' in the car on the way to the restaurant and at my ah ma hse after the dinner.. haha.
sunday! woke up late, skip tuition, go breakfast, go nus, essay test, waited like a gong kia for 40mins plus for my neighbour who in the end was waiting at the entrance and god knows which entrance. no calls to my phone, no answers from my neighbour's mum phone. and worse of all, i had to rush to work at 6pm. so i angrily stomped out of nus, went back home.. around sembawang there started raining like siao liao.. reach yck, no rain but dark clouds, hurriedly walked home, halfway lightning, thunder, super scary.. so ran all the way back.. by then alr heavy heavy rain. lucky i have jacket to cover my head also.. then go back home, chomped on 2 muffins, changed and mum drove me to work.. dropped me off at macs there, ran in.. woohoo.. flooded! till above my ankles! i just ran in w/o umbrella. so wet from head to toe, i went to mof. and they all thought i just bathed! haha. cos my hair was let down and wet.. lol... shoes wet wet and soggy (ewww) i started work.. quite sian lo work.. got some customers damn -.- got one customer try act bimbo with me.. told zs abt it he say: where got bimbo.. bimbo is pretty one lo.. LOL!? haha. but seriously.. the person was -.- ask me take order i explain its self ordering and how to do it. both her friends said okay. she said: u help me write, i dont know how eh. i was like stun la. then i just uhh and stone there abit and look at the order pad.. then her friend said nvm they will write themselves. then after that when i serve them their drinks.. got 3 drinks. so i put the drinks down first.. havent even put the second cup down she ask: can i have straw? like whuuuuut???? like i wont give her straw like that. c'mon! trying to act also must act smart right? -.-
and so.. just like that lo.. the week passed with so many sad, frustrating, disappointing, and a teensy weensy bit of happy things happening. all i can say is, i'm glad this fucked up week has finally ended!