like a rollercoaster, life's full of twist and turns, sudden acceleration, little bit of slowing down, sudden dropping the lowest point and rising up again but never reaching the highest peak again. ups and downs, left and rights, upside downs.. this is how messy and overpowering life is. sometimes, u are too tired to continue screaming out ur frustrations, sometimes u are just too caught up with screaming that u forgot to breathe. or sometimes, u just cant scream or breathe cos its just too suffocating. but one thing about this ride, it will never ever stop until we die.