force a smile?
Sunday, April 03, 2011

thank god i'm not working today! why? you may ask.. my body's aching like nuts now. and its all because of the huge birthday cake i was carrying around amk ytd. whoaaa. been a long long time since i had muscle aches.. to think again, work's tiring and stuff but it doesnt give me bad muscle aches after carrying the cake for like alomost 20-30min? i duno. but it was whooaaa.. carrying the cake and walking around can make me sweat like how i mopped the floor on thurs night. so kua zhang right? or maybe i'm just weak.

well then, today's a day where i'm gona slack. i feel like getting out of the house though. i'm so bored at home. and i dont feel like studying for the interview too. yeah, i'm just lazy. but i really wanna get out of the house. should i? i'm supposed to pack my room though. but with this muscle ache, i dont think i can.

my bro suggested i take a one week break from work to rest cos my cough isnt getting any better and my throat's starting to bleed too... coughing out blood everyday.. i wonder if i can do that.. i dont feel like though. cos i'll be so so bored one week not doing anything. maybe i'll just take a continuous 2-3day break next week. since i may be going to universal studios too.. hmm. but then again.. =/ shld i go? well, i dont know.

i'm just a fool to get my hopes high. i just a fool whom which doesnt know what to do anymore. and i'm a fool who isnt gonna give up when she should just because it will disappoint others and i'll just be a fool who isnt happy at all. this is the fool i am.




11:49 AM ; smile?

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