well, ytd (monday), i was supposed to wake up at 9am to review my lab report before submitting online, then dress my wound, head to carlene's house then to work. in the end, i woke up at 10am, hurriedly looked through my report, had a huge hoo-hah over the deg of freedom, submitted the e copy, hurriedly and anyhowly bandaged my wound, changed my clothes, walked or rather bai ka-ed to carlene's house to had her my hard copy of the report. she just showered finish, so her bro came down and got from me instead. lol. then, i bai ka-ed to mrt stn, went to amk, then started work. work was pretty sian, pretty the usual where i'll tio kan by customers, tio pissed by collegues, tio stress cos of stupid mistakes i make. seriously, i dont know whats wrong with me today. the biggest mistake. i nets a person card $186.91 when it was supposed to be 18.69. i wonder how that happened. biggest shock of the day. rarr. all because i injured la. then they ask me stand there do cashier. in the end do stupid mistake. =( why do i keep doing stupid things when i say that my 'last day' is coming? in my previous 'last day', i toppled ice cream onto a little girl's face and dropped bento box on customer's leg.. super -.- as they say, its my legacy at amk mof. well, i have too many legacy alr. i almost toppled ice lemon tea on my own dad! imagine that luh. see how klutzy i am?
alright, away from work. just finished the webcast of cm1111, the lecture i skipped today cos i was lazy to go to school but i went to work instead. yes, i'm crazy. preparation for webcast: made a hot drink (its cold alr =( ), took a piece of bread, clear my table such that i have sufficient place for my laptop, notes (and head), have a nice sitting position, so that my knee wont hurt, press play. during the recap part, i eat. anything need to take down write down. anything not clear can rewind and hear again. sleepy? hug bolster/pillow. fall asleep, damn shuang. hahaha! compare this to being in the LT, with so many ppl, with a hard chair and small table, with the screen so far i can barely see esp for the small teensy weeny words(i'm severely shortsighted). well, i used to not like recorded lectures, cos jc one not very good quality and its better paying attention in the lecture itself. for uni, i cant pay attention at all, and in the end i will just zzz all the way. well, too bad cm1111 lectures are not at the start or end of my timetable but rather sandwiched between lessons, so since i'm alr in school, just attend the lecture lo.. if its first or last lesson, high chance is i will pon here and there, but not pon all la. lol.
tmr is a public holiday! yay! no school! boo! i'm working! but yay! my official and real and really really really real LAST DAY! oh my gosh. this day has dragged from april, to may, to june, to july and not, to august. siao right? i know. thats why, even though i'm comfortable with the place, i kinda like hanging around there, but i gotta go. too tiring, affecting studies plus some other reason, so yeah. time to sat goooood byeeeee! time to time, if i got the cash and the time, i'll drop by to makan. well, that will be quite soon, cos sept is coming, means i can get my free birthday dessert cos i have the mof membership card! muahaha. =) dessert~~ well first, i gotta get back to studying, catch up on stuff, before i reward myself. i have maximum one month to do that. i believe i can do it. =)
well, it seems, i'm getting my normal self back, though at times, i find myself staring blankly into space, thinking things i shldnt think of, getting back to that emo side. well, at least there's improvement! rebecca, its time to move on. perhaps this painful fall was to wake me up. however painful it is, once you get used to it, it will be fine. you will be fine. i will be fine.
