we all have feelings. we all take different approaches towards whatever that happens. what truly pains me is that- all these while, you have never ever believed me. you have always been doubting me. you say things as though i'm the cold hearted freak who don't feel anything. if thats the case, what's with all these sleepless nights, loss of appetite, severe headaches, and these tears which never ever seem to stop flowing. i dont know why. but its really painful. i've never felt so miserable before. i dont feel like doing anything. yet, i still have to go on with life as if everything's okay. this false front led to you misunderstanding, led to you accusing me of something i didnt do. you know, how much this pains me?
if this is your true decision, i'll leave. forever.
