Saturday, October 29, 2011
hello. just finished up with CSS meeting minutes. tired.
got the results for cm1131 alr. 60/100. thats bad. highest was 98!?! average was 72-75 like that. i'm in the the 25th percentile! oh my god. die. the worst thing is, only 3 chpts and i do so badly already. finals has 6 chpts! i so much more dead. plus, its really hard for me to concentrate in lecture. see, after 5-6 hours of lab on a tuessday, huungry, tired, gong dai-ed, have to go for 2hrs for cm1131 lecture. friday, after 4 hrs of lessons, nearing the end of the day plus weekends are coming, tired, bored, restless. how to focus? and i caught no ball when i tried to pay attention. how am i gonna pass!? i dont want to retake cm1131 again sia. gotta chiong i guess? no choice..
so, i'm tired. i hate school. i dont feel like schooling anymore. but what choice do i have. gahh. =(
3:19 PM ; smile?