Monday, February 20, 2012
my tolerance level has been deproving lately. or is it there's too much for me to tolerate? i know i'm not a very nice person. but then sometimes its really hard to tolerate. i am a girl with a very bad temper. my family can verify this. my sec sch friends can verify this too. but i've tried my best to put up with so many things. so so so many things. very very afraid to make a single huge mistake that would cause me to be disliked again. tolerating is really really tough. i do hope that people can get the message.
have a reality check. reflect on yourself. find out what u have done wrong before or is doing wrong know. change for the better. it is hard to change. i understand. if its too hard, improve. bit by bit. be a better person. not for other's sake, but for ur own sake. dont do things that make urself appear silly. repeated mistakes is not cute/ignorant/ whatever not. its shows stupidity.
i dont want to have a day where i start screaming at ppl like a mad woman again. i dont like it when my temper gets really bad. and trust me, neither will anyone else like it.
ending off, with no offence to anyone.
11:50 PM ; smile?
