Wednesday, December 19, 2012
hey. long time since i've blogged. time really flew. sem started, mid terms, finals, sem ended. well, taekwondo plus css plus workload plus many many other stuff... i can say my cap is quite affected. guess i gotta start prioritisig.. hm. see what i can do then. moving into school next sem.. cutting down on travelling time.. only problem is food.. =/ man... meals will really get irregular. im the type that is to lazy to go out specially to buy food.. well well. see how it goes then.
this year is coming to an end too.. my new year resolutions.. failed pretty much. ha ha ha. since when did it ever come true? losing weight? well i ganied and lost gained and lost.. so still the same. temper control? super hard when theres alot of pressure around me. results? well it dropped too. bad year this year i guess. got many injuries too. scar on my hand, on my knee, sprained my right ankle, pierced my foot with a plug.. i must have been a really bad girl this year for so many 'retributions'. time to change and change permanently. i always revert to my old ways. sigh sigh.
i dont know how to love anymore. i dont know what love is anymore.
11:17 PM ; smile?